"Are you guys arguing?" Bunga asked when she saw Hilda looking at Dewa from a distance with a look that was difficult to interpret. 
"I don't know, I feel like Dewa has changed." Hilda said softly but could still be heard by her conversation partner. 
"It's just your feelings, maybe." Bunga said who also glanced at Dewa. 
"No... I'm sure there must be something that made him like this." Hilda replied again with her eyes continuing to stare at where Dewa was sitting with his friends. 
Meanwhile, in a different place, Viona was getting ready to practice with her team. The time for the event was getting closer so the performers had to practice even harder with an increasingly tight schedule. 
"Gosh, who suddenly became famous, her beautiful face is now everywhere. What do you think? I'm a thousand percent sure that the guy named Dewa must regret turning away from you and choosing another girl," Sarah said in between practice sessions. 
"Never mind, let's not talk about it anymore, the girl is much prettier, and sexier too." 
"Well, it's probably just because she's sexy, what's the point of being pretty if she doesn't have any achievements. Then what's the name of the other guy? The one you took your English course with? You'll definitely love that guy even more, it'll be a great achievement if you can end up with a pretty girl whose face is on the cultural week banner," Sarah added. 
"So ugly, a pretty girl on the cultural week banner." Viona shouted, who was actually embarrassed that her face was everywhere, not to mention if someone asked and openly praised her, it made the girl feel even less comfortable.
"I'm imagining how the girl feels right now. She must be nervous... Because now you're suddenly famous. And since the poster was put up, no one has said you're ugly, everyone says you're beautiful. Everyone admires Diviona Prameswari's beauty," Sarah said with her eyebrows rising and falling teasingly at Viona. 
"Gosh, don't exaggerate... They're already happy with their story, no need to imagine something impossible." Viona said even though in her heart she also hoped for that to happen. 
"We'll see, I'm sure they'll fight a lot as your name skyrockets. Just be patient, that guy will definitely come back to your arms again," Sarah said confidently. 
"Back to your arms again... Never been a couple, what's going to come back?" Viona patted Sarah's shoulder. 
"That's it. Back to chasing your love again." Sarah grumbled, which Viona agreed with in her heart. Even though he seems evil, deep down he still hopes that fate will unite his heart with Dewa.
****
Towards evening, Viona remembered Dewa again, she reopened one by one the messages that Dewa had sent to her. Starting from those who did not know each other, Viona who felt disturbed by Dewa's presence. Messages that made her happy until the last message from Dewa which contained a compliment for her when the guy was already dating another girl.
Dear Dewa ... 
Long before I knew you I could always 
strengthen my heart not to fall in love ... 
Many loves tried to come to approach ... 
But I could always control my feelings ... 
I could always ignore them ... 
And they slowly retreated in an orderly manner ... 
I could always convince myself that there was no point in falling in love at a young age ... 
Especially to fall in love with you who was far from my criteria ... 
But your presence really changed everything ... 
Your attention and never-give-up nature were able to make my heart helpless .... 
There were always surprises that I got every day that made you different from the others ... 
You made me scared and excited at the same time ... 
And slowly my defenses collapsed, I melted with all your charms ... 
My heart that used to be lonely and chose to be alone is finally ready to share ... 
Slowly the door of this heart opened and was ready to welcome its first love ... 
But the word ready turned out to be too late ... 
You who had struggled slowly chose to go home ... 
The warrior has now turned around ... 
In a heart that also wants to join in the struggle...
Viona closed her diary, a drop of clear liquid fell down her cheek. Although on the outside she seemed to be able to smile when she saw Dewa with Hilda, it didn't mean she wasn't hurt when she remembered their story that was forced to end before it started. Her heart said that Dewa was happy with his choice but her mind still rebelled and hoped that Dewa should come back to her like Sarah said this afternoon. 
Meanwhile in another place a guy was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling of his room. Beside him his cellphone kept ringing, a call from his lover. However the guy only glanced briefly at the cellphone that kept on turning on without the slightest thought to pick up the call. 
"What are you doing? Why didn't you pick up my call?" A message finally came into his cellphone, again the guy only glanced briefly without any intention of replying. 
"Viona... I regret this mistake and letting her into my life. I apologize" He said softly kissing a blue scarf, a Valentine's gift that Viona had given him.