Sheena
After I killed the little girl, I seemed to be not a little merciless, but a great merciless girl. I admit that what I am doing is not a forgivable sin. There is no other way to make someone forgive me. Though someone will say that I should stop this thing, I will never follow them. I know more about the things that I should do than they do. They cannot judge me because they do not know the feeling of being stuck in this situation. I started doing crimes and I am going to be a willing participant in this thing, so I need to finish it, whatever happens. I know that it was just difficult at the beginning, but it will be easier soon.
There is something incredible that happened after I killed the little girl. I never knew or expected that I also had this kind of power, power that only a few people can have. I had been thinking that I was not a normal human, because I had witnessed evidence that proved my inference right.
Firstly, there are many times that I have become so stronger that I can pull, push, and carry something, even a house with my hands. Secondly, when I can see everything, even in far places, with my own eyes. Lastly, when the girl had bitten my hand with her sharp teeth, the wound on my hand did heal by itself. There is no reason to believe that I am not a normal girl, that I am stronger than what I am thinking about myself.
There is just one exception to my inference, because I also remembered that every weird and incredible thing that happened to me began when Alicia gave me the pinkish cloud. That is what I am thinking about. Maybe my power came from the pinkish cloud. It is not just a curse, but that is where my power came from. One more thing that is messing with my mind: Alicia once said that I have my own power, just like when she said that the power of vision does not come from the pinkish cloud.
Alicia and I had been searching for the third person that I needed to kill after the death of the second person that I needed to kill. I am also practicing magic, because it can help me to accomplish my mission easily. Because of the power of vision, I could perform magic easily. It showed me what to do in order to perform magic. I am very grateful to have a power like this. It helps me do things easily, and I don't need Alicia's help in performing magic. Soon I will be the most powerful girl in this cruel world, even more powerful than Alicia.
I should not do anything else but focus on searching for another person that I need to kill, because the faster we see and kill them, the faster we can get the freedom that we want. I don't need to go back to my mansion again, because I know that everyone and everything there is fine, as what the power of my vision shows to me. Amara is the one who is supervising anything there. I just noticed that there are no more workers there except for Amara, Steve, and three others. Maybe they noticed that they don't have a boss anymore, which is why they chose to leave. But I know that everyone there is thinking that I just had a vacation alone in another country, and it will take me a long time before I can go back there because what they only know is that I am still lamenting the death of my parents.
Alicia erased the memories of my workers about those weird things about me, and they are just thinking that I need to go to another country so that I can move on from what happened to my parents. They would never know that I was committing crimes to survive and to be free from the curse.
Soon, I will know that I can master all kinds of magic. I don't need to worry about anything if that happened. But now, I need to do my best to find the next person that I need to kill. So that I do not waste a long time of my life seeking freedom from the curse.
"We have been searching for a long time, but until now we have not seen the third person that I need to kill," I complained.
"Sheena, your complaint cannot help us to find the person that you need to kill. Have patience, because we can do nothing against destiny if it is not the right time," Alicia replied.
"But why are we still searching if we can find nothing and if destiny doesn't want us to see the person for whom we are searching? We are just fools who are looking for something that cannot be seen."
"Have you forgotten the reason why we are searching? Because we want to find the person that you need to kill easily, we won't waste our time or your time wool-gathering. Don't complain because I know that you will not feel tired doing whatever you decide to do, just like me, and that is why I chose you to help me, because you seemed to be tireless."
"You have a point. Maybe it would be better if I just considered what we are doing as a game, because if I don't do anything, nothing will happen either. I am not tired-pursued as what you have said. So, we better continue to search for the third person that we need to kill."
"That is, you are clever—you can easily understand the purpose of the things that we are doing, and those kinds of people I like the most, those who don't give up as long as they don't get the things that they need."
"You are right, there are no more words to say. Where do you think we can find the third person that was destined to fight me? I really need to kill that person there so that I can have peace of mind if my mission is already done."
"Are you sure that you are ready to fight the third person that you need to kill? You are not scared of what that person can do to you? What capability or power does that person have?"
"There is nothing to worry about, especially that I have a good mentor. I can protect myself from those weak people. They are just one flip away from my fingertip."
"To believe without proof is an idiot," as others have said. It made me think deeply, but I don't know what to believe. There are many things that are messing with my mind. It will simply bother me, and there is a chance that I will be unable to concentrate on the task at hand. Therefore, the best thing that I should do is to forget everything that is messing with my mind because it cannot help me solve my problem. There is nothing more important for me now than finding the third person that I need to kill. That is exactly what I am doing.
Eventually, we found the third person that I needed to kill. He is a man, but not just an ordinary man. I had been observing him before, and I would make a move so that I would know how to drop him down. The man seemed to be powerful. That is why I did not charge at him headlong, fearing that my life would be jeopardized if I did. I wanted to know if his power was greater than mine, but it was difficult because even the power of my vision would not show me anything, even a little information about him.
We are now here, in a place that does not have many houses. There was just a long, concrete road that seemed endless. There are few houses and it seems to be abandoned land because of the weeds that are growing around it, and there is no electricity here. The third person who was destined to fight me is also living here. in the house that was standing by the roadside. It seemed that he was alone in his house because we observed that there was nobody coming in and out of that house except for him.
"Why won't you attack that man instead of wasting your time observing him? He seemed to be not very powerful at all. There are no more people here, and there is nothing wrong that can happen to you because your beautiful mentor is here," Alicia said.
"No! Before we attack, we must get to know him well. You don't know that there is a possibility that he is more powerful than you. Now, you better go towards him and observe what he can do. Do not worry, there is nothing wrong that can happen to you. He cannot even see you because you are already a spirit. Then, just kill him if you want, because I don't want to cover my clean hands with red ketchup," I replied.
"You!" Alicia exclaimed. "You are already able to rely on me. I just want to remind you that you cannot get rid of the curse if you are not the one who can kill the one hundred people who were destined to fight you. So don't make it longer and don't let others touch the hundreds of people that you need to kill. You shall do it, as you are the one who needs them and not others."
"I know, I know that. I just want to remind you that you had a promise that you would help me kill those hundreds of people, but why cannot you kill them by yourself?"
"Oh, you are mistaken, I did not promise to kill them; I said I'd help you get rid of the curse in whatever way I could. So do not include me in your task because you are the only one who can do that and not others, not even me."
"Why won't you just go to that man and find a way to know his power and weaknesses so that he will be gone from this world?"
"I am telling you, Sheena, that every man has the same weakness when it comes to a woman or a girl."
"How can you say that? I thought that everyone has their own weaknesses and courage, and that is unique."
"You are not thinking. Look at the man. He was alone there and it seemed that he did not have a girlfriend or wife."
"So what's the matter if he is alone? And how can you say that he does not have a girlfriend or wife if he was handsome and pursued by women? He seemed to have many girlfriends and wives. Tell me, are you a fortuneteller?"
"I had been strolling in this world for over thousands of years and I know that some men are different from others, some has many women, but some believed that they don't need a woman in their lives, that they can live alone, but that believe changed when they saw a woman who truly loved them."
"Then what do you mean? We are talking about how to kill that man, but you go too far from that, if you won't help me in killing him, then I can kill him by myself." I started to walked when Alicia suddenly grab my hand that made me stopped.
"Don't be obvious that you are going towards him with your real intentions." Alicia walked slowly seemed to be walking towards the other spot, she is not looking at the man, and seemed to be having other purposed while she was walking like that. "That should be how you walk, do not bring your real intentions to your enemy, so that they will not be surprised when you suddenly attacked them," Alicia said.
"Why do I need to walked if you can just transport yourself from one place to another in a heartbeat? This will be more surprising if you will just suddenly appeared on someone's front and attacked them without walking. Am I right old Alicia?" I asked.
"You are right, but I cannot train you in transporting yourself or teleporting from one place to another because that is more difficult as what you are thinking, and there is one more thing, can you please stop calling me old Alicia? Just call me 'Alice,' because 'Alicia' is too old. Look at me, I am so young for that name."
I noticed that Alicia became more looked younger than before. She seemed to be opposite as human, because as her age is going older, her appearance is going younger. I don't know if how she did it, maybe she used her magic in making herself more younger, because we seemed to be needed a long time before we can be free from the curses. It does not matter anymore if how beautiful or young is she. Soon, I can also know how to change my appearance. But now, I am still young to change my appearance into a younger one. There are many things that I shall do in order to get rid from this cruel curse, so I must focus on it.
"You are right, maybe I can practice transporting myself or it shall be called teleporting from one place to another after we can kill that man, because it seemed to be difficult to do that." I know that he even how difficulty it is, it will just take me a short period of time, because I will ask the power of vision to teach me about it. It will become easier to fight if I can transport myself from one place to another in just a short period of time. if that happened, I don't need the help of this old Alicia or Alice anymore, because I can go to the other place by myself.