Trigger warning
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Explicit content ahead !!!
If you're uncomfortable to read such scenes, please skip this chapter.
[ SOLENE'S POV ]
I was catching my breath as soon as Damon pulled away from the kiss. I could feel a wave of sensation building up inside me, I was feeling hot all over.
We just stood there silently as we stare at each others eyes until he moved to kiss me again and I closed my eyes as I give in. The kiss was so soft, gentle and sweet. His lips against mine made me felt butterflies on my stomach but when his kisses went down to my neck, I lost my mind. It sent shivers all over my body. After kissing my neck, he moved back at my lips before pulling away to stare at me.
"Celestia.." He whispered rather huskily. His gaze was darkened with desire but there was hesitation in it. He was asking for my permission.
I blinked my eyes, and despite that I am aroused at this moment, my mind is still clear. The idea of becoming a mother had never crossed my mind. Although I am fond of childrens, I had never saw myself bearing a child of my own. But then, if I were going to think realistically and think of the situation that I am in right now, I still needed to get pregnant anyway. I had promised the Empress Dowager to give her a grandchild soon and more so, as I stared at Damon's soft gaze that is staring back at me, this is my reality. Besides, I don't want to see anyone else to be with him except me.
"I won't force you if you don't want to," Damon said and although there was firmness in his voice, I knew what we both wanted right now.
"Let's go back.." I cleared my throat. "..to my room."
A small smile escaped his lips and he nodded slowly. The good thing was, the palace courtyard is just near my chambers so it did not took us to long to walk back in my room.
When Damon's hands started to roam all over my body as soon as we reached my chamber and he had laid me down unto the bed as he hovered above me, I felt so embarrassed yet it wasn't uncomfortable at the same time. His hands brushed over every part of my skin, and I only burned further.
The hot kisses he was giving me definitely took my breath away that I didn't even noticed that both our clothes had already been removed. I had only knew when I felt his hot skin against mine.
And when I felt my legs being opened wider, I snapped my eyes open.
"Wait!" I almost shouted.
I stared back at him in worry, making sure he got the message I wanted to tell. This is my first time. And I heard, if it is your first time, it hurts like hell. Damon stared back at me, before he leaned down to give me a kiss.
"Don't worry. I'll be gentle." He assured but the little smirk on his face told me otherwise.
"Are you sure--acckk!"
He pushed himself without warning and I felt an unbearable pain. And it became more and more painful as he started to move. I gripped into his shoulders tightly, my nails digging into his flesh. Tears began to fall down my eyes and he tried to soothe me by peppering kisses all over my face, from my forehead, to my nose, and cheeks and to my lips. And although his soft kisses actually distracted me from the pain, it was still painful. I had dreaded on how long the pain would last but as he kept going, the pain gradually faded and I found myself moaning in pleasure instead.
Moans and grunts filled the room, pain and pleasure filled my whole body as his pacing kept going faster and rougher.
I had thought that we might never reach this point but feeling his hot breath on my neck, and our body pressed to each other as we both reached our climax, this is not a dream.
When we both calmed down after, I felt him pulling away from inside me but he still remained on top of me. As I opened my eyes, I saw him staring down at me with his gentle and soft gaze. He smiled at me and I smiled back but when I realized what we just did, I avoided his gaze, my ears burning in embarrassment.
"I don't want to say this but, you are really cute when you are embarrassed." He softly said in a teasing manner.
I turned to look at him again and I was even more embarrassed at what he said which made him laugh lightly.
He caressed my cheeks and since I was honestly tired and I like the feeling of him soothing me, I eventually close my eyes.
"Good night, my Empress." That was the last thing I heard before I went into deep slumber.
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A/N:
very careful, very demure chapter~
all time peyborit chwapter hehehe!