Chapter 36

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SOLENE'S POV 
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The first time that I saw Damon's blue eyes, I had fallen in love with it. And having the opportunity to stare at it as much as I want made me so happy that it warms my heart. Yet it is frustrating that no matter how long I stare in it, I could not read what is going on inside his mind. Eyes is the window of the soul they say, but I was only mesmerized at the beauty of his blue orbs that I can't see his soul in his eyes.
Back in my room, I was expecting him to tell me that he will leave or that he will not accompany me to sleep anymore or that we should already take a rest but he hadn't said anyone of those. Instead, he asked me if we could take a walk outside. I was so confused but because he looks really serious about it, I agreed and now we are outside at the palace courtyard.
Not able to read what's going on inside his mind, I look at him confusedly.
"You are such a very complicated person, Your Majesty." I told Damon and he quickly raised his eyebrows at me.
"Shouldn't I be the one telling you that?" He said and eyed me from head to toe.
"You are already a very complicated person before and now, it only got worsen. Now I believe. You've really lost your memory."
I was taken aback with what he said. He had finally noticed the changes in me but it seems he believed that this was only a cause of my memory loss.
Clearing my throat, I look at him.
"What if I will gain my memories? Will it be fine with you? Will we still be able to talk like this if ever?"
There was a long silence and I thought he wouldn't give me an answer but moments later, he did.
"I honestly don't know. I guess it will all depend on you," He said then looked at me with a hard expression.
I gulped. Right. I don't know anything else about Celestia except her wicked attitude. What if I happen to gain her memories one day? Will it affect me? Will it have an impact with the current me?
"Then," I cleared my throat.
"Is it okay with you if I don't regain my memories?"
"I could not really do anything if your memories will indeed return. After all, your past is a part of you but there is one thing that I was worried about though.."
"What is it?" I asked not blinking at all because of the sudden tension that surrounded us.
"That you might forget all that you did now. The doctor said that a person who had a memory loss will forget recent memories once they recollect their past."
"Huh?"
My breathing hitch. Then there's a chance that I might forget my memories once I gain Celestia's memories? 
"You're kidding me, right?" I said not wanting to believe but Damon looks serious.
I hadn't consulted any doctor about my memory loss since it's just a pretense that I made but right now, I wanted to go and see a doctor. The thought of losing a memory scares me. Now, I understand why Damon wasn't convince about me lossing my memory right from the start since I was calm and collected despite my claim. It was so stupid of me not to think about this.
"Tell me Celestia, were you thinking of getting away?" He asked.
"Getting away with what?" I was confused.
"Were you faking your memory loss because you don't have any plan to keep your word with me?" His expression turned cold.
"You never allowed me to touch you before and even now. Don't get me wrong though. I respect you and your wants yet I have always wondered why. Is it because you don't planned on fulfilling your word with me?"
I blinked my eyes. Even if Damon doesn't look mad, I was still tensed.
I don't know the reason why Celestia remained untouched before but as for me, I was not ready the first time that he came. I mean, I had just met him.
"I am not faking my memory loss," I remained firm with my pretense. If I will say I am another person, he might think I am crazy.
"I don't remember why I had never allowed you to touch me before but maybe because Your Majesty...." I trailed off and look at him as I try to think of a good excuse.
"What?" His brows quirked up.
"Uhh, ahm, uh, maybe because you don't know how to make a baby?"
I quickly pressed my lips together suppressing a laugh as soon as the word came out of my mouth. That was such a very funny and nonsense excuse!
Damon on the other hand became stiff. He looked at me with so much disbelief in his whole face with the absurdness of what I said.
"Did you seriously doubt my manhood, Celestia?" His tone of voice was dangerous. That's when I realized, I went overboard this time.
"You are so serious Your Majesty. I was just kidding," I said and fake a laugh.
But he took a step forward to me not swayed at all at my biddings. Immediately, I stepped backwards not wanting to close the gap between us but he quickly walked forward and grabbed me by the waist. My eyes went wide as I stare at his fierce eyes. He was staring down at me, there was a hesitation in his eyes.
I could push him away and removed my hands that were on his chest. But inwardly, I hesitated. What do I wanted to do?
When I stayed still, Damon moved closer asking silently for permission. That moment, I knew I don't want to say no. So I nodded slowly and his lips met mine. Instantly, my heart begin beating fast that I feared it might come out of my chest. The feeling of his lips moving slowly against mine felt surreal. His kisses was passionate yet gentle, it took my breath away.
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