Nurin POV
Grand Bazaar
These feelings I am feeling right now are what I keep on feeling lately, this energy that is suffocating me is so familiar that I think it won’t even kill me; this anxiousness I am feeling right now seems to be my normal reaction; I know I should feel a little more scare because this is so strange but the more I try to control the situation it’s like something inside him magnetizes me.            I don’t know if he is feeling the same feelings I have but I could see that he was also shocked and confused. He was speechless and floated.            I took the handkerchief and cleaned my clothes off, but still, he was speechless though I can say that he wanted to say something. He was just staring at me.            Every time I look back at him, I still catch him staring at me but I don’t feel a little uncomfortable. I had to speak up first to wake his consciousness. “Excuse me, mister? Are you okay? I’m sorry.”, “It’s okay Miss. I am disoriented. My bad.”, then I smiled at him.             He smiled back at me and said, “There are boutiques near this area, we can buy a new dress for you.”, ‘No, it’s okay, I’m fine. I’ll just wash this off.”, “Please, I insist. I might have trouble sleeping if you won’t let Me.”, “Swear, I’m good.”, “Don’t worry, I won’t bite.” I paused for a while and said, “I know, it’s just that I don’t usually tag along with strangers.”            We moved a little bit so that some tourist can have their way inside the tea shop. Then the man says, “Okay, let’s introduce ourselves.”  He nodded once to get a yes from me, and then I said, “Okay.”             He cleared his throat and said, “I’m Hamze Kara. And you are?”  I paused for a second and said, “I’m Nurin Imad. Your name sounds familiar.” He smirks then he said, “Yes, yours too. And your scent too.”  I was shocked, “Excuse me? What do you mean by that?”,  maybe he was also shocked at what he had said, “I mean, I was the one who brought the medicine to your place last night that’s why you’re name is familiar too.”,”oh yeah, thank you for bringing me back my medicine. You saved my life.”             He cleared his throat again and said, “So, are we still strangers? And besides I also need a new shirt. I’ll be at an event and I need a hand to choose what to wear.”, “What? You can’t do it yourself? I mean, I don’t want to be rude but I think choosing your clothes is on you. You don’t need any help with it. I have to go. Nice meeting you.”  I tried walking away from him but he was following me wherever I go.            I could hear him calling my name and I could feel him keeps on following me, while I keep on telling him that I can’t. I was not a girl who gets annoyed easily but this time I don’t know what I was feeling; I had to turn around to face him and stop abruptly when someone from my back accidently pushed me so that I had to be closer to Hamze, he opens his arms widely to catch me, then we fell and I was on top of him.            Both of us were shocked. I could feel that I was blushing and I can see that he was blushing too. I stand up directly and am speechless. He stands up and is speechless. He turns sideways because of feeling so ashamed of what happened. I notice that the back of his shirt was full of dirt. I felt so sorry about it, felt guilty about it.             “Oh my god. I’m so sorry.” He smiled at me and says, “It wouldn’t be a big deal if you come with Me.”, “But…”, “let’s put it this way. If you wanted to thank me for bringing back your medicine and your sorry about what happened now, come with me. Promise I’m not gonna hurt you.”, “Fine, but just now. I still have to be in a place. Somewhere.”  He nodded and said. “Yes, this way ma’am. My car is just a few gates away.”  He walks straights out of the bazaar and I was following his way.            Both of us walk in line, he is so tall like I am just about on his chest if I will stand closer to him. While we were walking toward his car, I am taking pictures of every beautiful thing I see around us.             We were walking peacefully, I think he wanted me to enjoy my space, then I saw this mother bending her knees and facing her beautiful daughter; the mother was fixing the hair of her daughter. It’s too cute for me not to take a picture of it. I was taking a few shots for them when this Hamze went in front of me and then bent his left leg; I was a little bit in shock, he was tying my shoelace because I didn’t notice it was untied.            I was speechless. I really and literally can’t breathe now. Why am I feeling this? It's like I’m about to pass out. I can tie my shoelace; he doesn’t have to do it. I am not disabled and I wanted to say it to him, but I think I just swallowed my tongue.