"T-Toshiro… Do you even understand what you said?"
He carefully took a step closer, towards me, so close I'm scared he'll hear my heart pounding. "I won't deny what I feel anymore. I now know exactly what I want… Misao."
Am I actually dreaming right now? To be suddenly confessed to by Toshiro seemed too good to be true. My rapid heartbeat was ringing in my ears.
I lifted my hand reaching out to Toshiro's hand then gently took it into mine, lightly squeezing it as I felt his warmth, trying to prove to myself that he's actually here – right in front of me. My heart skipped a beat when he squeezed back and never let go, dispelling all my doubts.
"Is it okay for me to think that you like me too? Am I allowed to be this happy?" My voice was trembling, my hands and my whole body too. With just our hands touching, my whole body's already burning and I'm slowly melting with every beat of my heart.
Toshiro took a step forward, closing the distance between us, then his free hand cupped my cheek forcing me to look up at him. Before I knew it, his face was only an inch away and then his mouth crashed into mine. My body stiffened as I slowly processed what was happening. This feels too good to be just a dream.
Toshiro slowly pulled back forcing our lips to part, and I missed him that instant. I then met his eyes and his gaze was so intense it sucked all my worries and doubts away.
"You deserve to be happy for the rest of your life, Misao. And I will make sure I'll be the one bringing you happiness." Toshiro said in his gentle voice, flashing a big-adorable smile before bringing his lips to touch mine in a soft, reassuring kiss.
This time, I was able to calm myself so I slowly moved to nibble his lower lip which made Toshiro shiver a bit but he soon returned the kiss. It was a slow and gentle clumsy kiss, it felt like it could last forever. I can feel Toshiro's breathing trying to catch up to our lip's movements.
"M-Misao…"
To my surprise, Toshiro positioned himself on top of me, taking his place on my lap. He let go of my hand and then wrapped both of his arms around my neck pulling our bodies closer, completely eliminating the miniscule distance between us.
I caught a glimpse when Toshiro's eyes widened the moment our chest pressed against each other. I know for sure he felt how hard my heart was pounding, the hidden proof of how intense I feel for him.
"I like you so much Toshiro…."
He smirked for a second before it disappeared completely, "Then show me, Misao."
His words sparked the desire in me that I've always been trying to suppress. Like a 'go' signal from a traffic light on a crossroad I've been held on stop since forever, I could step hard on the gas pedal and go at full speed.
I claimed his lips once again, believing they now belong to me. They were soft and sweet, and I could taste them whenever I wanted. I won't get enough of this, I've been longing for this for so long.
Toshiro slightly parted his lips as an obvious invitation. And I humbly oblige. Slowly, my tongue made its way into his mouth where I met his instantly. They're soft too and warm. We took turns sucking each other's tongue, taking our sweet turns tasting this euphoric moment.
Toshiro let out a soft moan as I deepened our kiss, and then arching his back as he held onto me tighter. I ran my hand along his back, and I swear, I felt his body shivered along with my touch. I gradually opened my eyes, in an attempt to steal a glimpse of his face.
He was too engrossed sucking my lower lip, he didn't notice that I was already watching him. He looked so cute with his desperate yet clumsy kisses. A switch was flipped inside of me as thoughts of how much I wanted to take him started to linger into my mind.
My right hand found its way into his shirt, brushing it along the skin of his back. It's smooth and cold against my touch but my fingertips were burning as if they're playing around with fire. Still, I can't get enough of this— I want more of him, I want to feel him, run my hand all over his body, kiss every nook and corners of it, and leave my marks all over, just my petty reassurance of him being mine. But I'm afraid it'll put Toshiro off. The last thing I wanted to happen was scaring him away.
So I summoned all my self-restraint to take my hands off of him, then laying them defeated over the bed.
I am kissing the person I like after being completely convinced there's no way he'll return my feelings. That should be enough for now. I'll let Toshiro set the pace, all I have to do is be patient.
"Misao? What's wrong?" I was brought back to my senses when I heard Toshiro's voice, his lips slightly brushing against mine as he spoke. He awkwardly averted his gaze, "Sorry… I am not good with this stuff. You should know you're the first person I've ever dated."
"Why are you apologizing, Toshiro?"
"It's just that… you took your hand away. I was wondering if you're getting bored with my kiss."
'Bored? Me?'
"Toshiro…" I felt stupid thinking about holding back, I can't help but let go of a sigh. "Do I look bored to you?"
I grabbed Toshiro's waist, pulling his lower half so he could feel my erection. His face became more flustered the instant he realized it.
"I was trying to hold back, Toshiro. I thought it's better to take things slow so that I won't scare you by acting on my own desire."
"I'm not scared…" He mumbled.
"Toshiro?"
He then took my hand and brought it over his crotch. And there, I felt it too. He's already hard underneath his pants. "I want you too, Misao."
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