**move 012**
<< m i s a o >>
"ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THIS, TOSHIRO?"
How did it go from me trying to hold myself back, to me hovering over Toshiro's body while he's lying on my bed? I remember becoming extremely excited when I felt him hard just as I am. And I remember the expression on his flustered face giving me the consent, telling me that I no longer need to hold myself back.
But is it really alright?
"Saki's right outside…"
Toshiro reached his arms out to me, wrapping them around my neck, pulling my whole body closer. For a moment, our crotches brushed against each other and I shivered in that brief, unexpected sensation, so did Toshiro.
"S-Saki-san is fast asleep…" Toshiro mumbled pulling back his right arm to cover his face in an attempt to hide his embarrassment. "You don't have to hold back, Misao…"
I'm well aware that he likes facing things head on but I didn't expect even in this kind of situation. Does he have any idea how sex between men works?
I have no idea why I'm starting to be frustrated but I'm sure I don't want to leave Toshiro any unpleasant memories of our first night together. It's not that I'm doubtful with my skills but Toshiro is totally new to this.
I rolled over, releasing a deep sigh as I lay beside Toshiro.
"What's the matter, Misao?" Toshiro sat up, his eyes roamed all over my face, studying my expression.
"Just as I thought, we should take this slow…" Disappointment clearly showed on Toshiro's face. Again, I took a deep breath then I sat up to meet Toshiro's eyes. "Don't get me wrong Toshiro, I've been dreaming for this moment ever since I came to like you but I don't want to suddenly do this when it clearly shows that you don't have the slightest idea how this works… To be clear with you, I'm a top. Are you fine being at the bottom?"
"B-Bottom…?"
"Meaning, I'll be the one entering you… Are you okay with that? Do you have any idea where?"
"Of course I know. There's only one hole there where you can enter me."
I was caught off-guard, I snorted. "Really… Do you have any idea how painful it could be if we didn’t prepare it enough?"
"Does it hurt that much?"
"Like I've said, we need to prepare you well."
"Then... can I be the top?"
"Do you want to?"
Toshiro was silent for a moment, his mind obviously full of questions and doubts. "I think… I'd rather be embraced by you, Misao.
I took his hand and held it close to my heart. "It's not a matter of position, Toshiro… I just want to make sure that when we do, finally, make love, we'll both enjoy it. Especially you… I don't want you to regret having sex with me."
"That won't happen!"
"I know but… I don't want to make you uncomfortable." I reached for his cheeks next, and then brought our lips together in a quick kiss. "You're already mine, there's no longer need for me to be so anxious."
"Alright, if that's what you think is best. But still, I want you to touch me right now and I want to feel you, Misao."
My shoulders fell in defeat. "Really, Toshiro… If we start, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold back…"
Toshiro's lips curved in a small smirk. "Well… I already told you that you don't have to."
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"M-MISAO… UHHH—" Toshiro quickly covered his mouth with his hands, in an attempt to conceal his moans and panting. "G-Good… Feels good."
"Shit." I said underneath my breath. My body feels so hot, I hardly couldn't hold my own moans.
Staring at Toshiro's flustered face as I rub my throbbing thing against Toshiro's could make me cum in that very second but I have to try my hardest to hold back so we could cum together. My chest has been pounding like crazy while my mind was filled with lustful thoughts of doing everything I want to Toshiro.
Seeing him feeling good and hearing his muffled moans, I can't help but desire to pleasure him more and have my way with him.
"M-Misao… comin—"
My rubbing grew faster and more aggressive as we're about to reach our climax. Toshiro, once again, wrapped his arms around my neck and brought my face closer to his until our lips were almost brushing against each other. His moans laced with his warm breath caressed my lips in the most erotic way I could ever imagine, even more than that deep kiss we shared a little while ago.
"I like you, Toshiro…" I whispered as I continued to rub our things together, immense pleasure kept building up, thrust after thrust.
Our bodies shivered at the same time, and my hand was now soaked with each other's cum. The climax only lasted for a few seconds but the pleasure and happiness in my heart will surely last for a lifetime. And I swear I will never let anyone take this happiness away from me, again. I will never let go of Toshiro.
"Misao… Are you okay?"
I felt a hand gently cupping my left cheek and when I opened my eyes, I instantly met Toshiro's worried look along with his still flustered face. I lay down beside him, pulling him into my arms
"Misao?"
"Thank you, Toshiro…" I whispered. "This is the best gift I've ever received…"
"Best gift? Are you sure you're content with just doing this? I mean…" He paused for a second, "I can give you a better gift… we can 'really' go all the way."
I chuckled, "No that's not what I meant. 'You' are the best gift, Toshiro."
Toshiro stiffened a bit in my arms before wrapping his arms around my body and burying his face into my chest. "I'm not used to you talking like that…"
"Talking like what?"
"…Sweet. I used to wonder why girls like those kinds of words even though they seemed so cringey. But when it comes from you, my heart won't stop pounding so fast."
I couldn't believe I'm hearing those words from Toshiro himself when it's my chest that was starting to ache from the unceasing thumping beat of my heart just from him being this close to me.
"If that's the case then, I will constantly make your heart beat fast."
He instantly let go from the hug and pulled himself back just to look at me with suspecting eyes. "Are you trying to kill me?"
One corner of my lips curved up into a smirk, "Next time. But with pleasure."
His eyes widened as he sucked in his breath.
I averted my eyes, even I got embarrassed by what I've said, "I was just kidding, Toshiro."
"T-Then, I'm looking forward to dying in your arms Misao."
I shook my head thinking I really can't win against this guy.