He always makes me feel comfortable. I don’t specifically know what will happen if anything changes at all.There are times I couldn’t handle my overthinking moments, but each time he was there to rescue me often doesn’t matter about the time.
*Flashback*
We are currently in an event but it feels like I am just pushing myself into it and I am not for it. Such is how everything has been since then. I know that I could excel, but it seems like things were not enough at all.
“Ms. Zamier, if you’re not in the focus right now, you might as well have said weeks before this event. I know that you know how big it is for the school, but look at you, you seem not in the focus.” Our head department said furiously, as the event started and a few rounds left but we are still in the middle points where before our campus was on the top no matter what.
“Ms.Raser, it seems like you're out of the line there right now. Ms. Zamier doesn’t take any fault that much, we couldn’t say what we will feel days before that day comes, we couldn’t easily manage at all,” Alexandrius suddenly interrupted as he filled in what Ms. Raser talked all along despite the fact that the event is still ongoing.
“I’m sorry, Ms. Raser, I didn’t mean anything that happened a while ago. It won’t happen anymore.” I apologized as I am guilty as charged for what it was on me at first.
“Better you know what was on you, set your goal and focus on the right path next time and separate your outside problems within the inside premises of each event that the school is related to.” Ms. Raser was once again reprimanded about such priorities. She reprimanded me repeatedly for quite some time as I failed in what we set as goals.
Once the event was finally done, Alexandrius immediately came and cheered me up such that it wasn’t my fault what happened in the recent event, but still I couldn’t ease the guilt inside me about it.
“Don’t think much about it, often things happen unexpectedly that we can’t tell at all. And for me and, I also know that you’ve given the things that you can with it.”
“Thank you Chris, but I also admit that I still can do more than what I gave all along awhile ago.” I said and fixed all of my things.
After we finish fixing everything, we eventually go into our favorite restaurant in the Ariztocrats where they really already know what we will order at all. We don’t need to say it specifically because whenever we are here, it is the one we really are ordering but putting in some additional food.
“Thank you for always cheering up Chris. I couldn't think all along how I would overcome everything if there will be a change between us.”
“Shhh don’t think anything like that, there will be no such things that will make us apart.” He once again reassured my overthinking mind.
“But still we can’t handle every decision that will be made after all, no matter how we want to Lex.”
“Yeah, I know, but if love is over, it is. Still, it couldn’t be a hindrance to what we wanted as one.”
Once our orders had been delivered to our table, we started to eat but things couldn’t stop running on my naughty mind at all. How I wish I could easily delete everything that happened so that I won’t feel these things so easily each time when fears and doubts kill the happiness I wanted to feel at all.
After the dinner we had, he drove me slowly into our house to ensure that I had arrived and would rest safely. There wasn't a time that he let me feel that my choice to be with him was a kind of mistake.
“Love you Myre,have a good rest. Don’t think much already, huh? Also, I’ll call when I have arrived at our house already. If you are already asleep by that time, don’t be intimidated to answer. I will understand that this day has been a roller coaster for you once again.
“Fine, fine, love you… Drive safely, huh?”
“Go inside already it’s getting late, do your night routines and have a rest already.” He said before going inside of his car and starting the engine.
*End of flashback*
After eating the food that he ordered to ease the things running on my mind due to the incident that happened a while ago at the university, we went into our favorite spot in the park near our subdivision where the sunset is viewable and the birds chirping is heard while the trees are dancing through the air.
“Such an elegant sight and amazing feeling as always, where it never fades at all other than material things around, just simply mesmerizing the beauty of nature with our Father is truly an unbelievable feeling already.”
“You’re right Myre, there is no greater feeling to feel in embracing His grace and blessings upon our lives than matter how darkness overflows in this chaotic life. Still, he is above anything and nothing can overcome it.” After he said that, he instantly kissed me, never minding that we were just in the park.
He passionately kissed me, so I returned it. Slowly, we entered his car to continue what we were doing. As we entered his passenger's seat area in the car, he started playing with my lips going down into my neck while his hands were playing with my ears… what a great feeling this is.
“Don’t stop playing with it Alexandriusss!” I shouted as he played everything within me.
But suddenly he stopped it slowly, how dare he stop where it is already in its hyper motion. “I’m sorry, but let’s go more privately, not in this car. I forgot that it isn’t that much tinted unlike my other car.” He humbly apologizes and starts fixing himself, so do i after that he immediately go to the driver seat and start the engine to go to one of his condos.
Once we arrived at his condo, he immediately grabbed my whole system and started everything all over again like we are the only people in this world and we own it, not thinking about what time it is and what day it is just to feel our love for each other is what matters right now in us.
“Go with it passionately, Alex, please don’t stop easily…” I pleaded slowly as I felt my nerves embracing him.
“I love you my Myrtle Zamier!” He passionately screams as he continues playing and removes my everything.
“I love you my one and only Alexandrius Beckham!” I replied as I remove his everything.
Suddenly once again we are shocked within the sudden bell in the door, how could we do what we wanted if there are so many interruptions, who this might be in this right now. What does he/she wanted.