The time we’ve reached the Ariztocrats the crew already knew what we will order upon. The crew’s face was so priceless that after several weeks she saw me once again. Suddenly she worriedly Ma’am, it seems like your body changed.
“There’s no need to worry, time will come back for it. It just so happens there are so many happenings around that I don’t feel anything at all, thanks for your concern.” I said to her as she once again turned back to fix what we’ve ordered.
Once the waitress had returned to our table we immediately started eating our food. Suddenly once again I remember some things that make me quiet but truly he knows all of my actions where unexpectedly, he gets his phone and plays our favorite music for us to have a jam.
“Thank you always Alex, though often I don’t know what’s the reason behind. After all what happened I’m still alive in this chaotic world, but whenever I am with you it seems that everything is possible and there is nothing I should think about more.”
“Sssh don’t mention it always because seeing you smile and laugh is really a joy already for me after all you are my gold among all diamonds that is rare to find because you are such a great fighter, no matter how strong the storms that have been thrown to you, you choose to fight it with kindness and pretending not in pain. But may you also remember that with me you are safe and you can easily ease everything and not think about what others will say or think about you because I completely understand you no matter what. Nevertheless I want to remind you about the upcoming camp. Might as well, you forget about it because of what happened but I’m hoping you’ll come to it.”
“Oh right, I almost forgot about it, don’t worry I’ll make sure that I’ll be there. Also as far as I remember Ms. Azure told us way back that all the higher sections of all departments each year will be having special presentations. I don’t want to miss that thing more than anything else.”
Minutes after we ate, we continued traveling to our beloved rest house. Though I want to spend the day with Alexandrius, my body wants to get a wonderful rest already. When Alexandrius suddenly goes to my back and embraces it while we are laying in my room.
“Myrtle… I love you so much, always remember that you are worthy and loved.” He whispered in my right ear.
“Not now Alexandrius, I’m definitely not in the mood for it.” I said to him he eventually pace the other side but I know that he really wanted to and missed me that much but I still couldn’t despite that I know that everything is a little bit under control already.
“If you say so, let’s rest already. Nevertheless, I’ll wake you up if we eat already.” He said while looking at the other side of the room.
Hours after I didn’t realize that I already slept through as much as I missed being alone with Alexandrius and not taking care of my parents still as the eldest among our siblings, it seems too hard to have enough time for yourself and be happy. It seems like any hour it will unexpectedly turn into tears.
“Alexandrius” I called and looked for him but I couldn’t see him anywhere until I saw a table with candles beside our pool downstairs. The table was well arranged and most of my favorite foods were there. I often asked thy Father why I deserve to have this man.
“There you are, My Queen, this is for you.” He said after giving me a bouquet of flowers. “After all that you’ve experienced I’m glad that you are still here fighting in this chaotic life despite that you often think to give up and always remember with love you can do anything.” He continued and in minutes after there were unexpected fireworks in the sky while forming words saying I Love You Myrtle Zamier, once again he made me speechless in his words and actions.
“I don’t know why, I deserve these things from you, Alexandrius. I am just a lady who’s full of breakdowns but here you are,keep on pursuing me to be what I am before everything happens and let everything out in simple ways.
After that wonderful night we slept peacefully and started the day brightly like there were no storms that happened within. Every storm has an end where we shouldn’t really rely on due to everything does have a reason to happen.
But before I finally got into sleep there’s an email that really made me flutter and wonder once again if everything that happens will go through and to where it will end at all. Is this all for success or another failure. The email is from Christian that tells that our parents can finally be discharged after weeks or months they are hospitalized. Also there was an email from Hawlkins that within the end of the year y books will be published and I should visit their for the contract signing and for my signature for each book that will be published by them, Truly without the people who understand and support me I really don’t know where will I be and I can do all of this. Often I think that this industry isn’t for me whenever I hear or read things that make me filled with tears but still it was changed easily by joy within how they do simple things for me despite that I don’t really tell them about it.
“What does it say?” Alexandrius unexpectedly said, I didn’t feel that fast his presence due to how deep were the things I’ve been thinking about at all.
“It’s just about my parents and the publishing. The publisher wants me to visit them as soon as possible if I can. My parents are ready to be discharged by tomorrow.” I replied and he immediately kissed me and said “I’m happy for you and if you really need to go, I am willing to be with you there or Chris. I’ll not let you go alone by yourself at all.
“Don’t mind it, let’s sleep already. There’s another day waiting ahead in this chaotic life. We need some rest at all.” I said and kissed him back but he didn’t let that kiss be just a kiss, he instantly played with my senses until I already didn't know what happened next to us.