Ginger startled when she saw my eyes swelling. I didn't intend to tell her the reason but she keep asking many questions that makes me annoying. I told her the whole story about the conservation with Greige last night.
So at 5:00 PM, we cought a taxi until it got me home. I have stopped walking when I saw Greige standing in front of my apartment.
"What are you doing here?" I asked him in a serious reaction.
"Can we talk?" His face looks tame like a noble prince.
"We don't have to talk to, Greige so you may now go!" I left him there because I don't want to argue anymore after the accusation of him about me and my sister of being a gold-digger. It is very insensitive since he doesn't know that it is not intending to impersonate by playing his feelings.
"Can you please give me a chance to explain my side?……To say sorry from 
what I have said last night."
I faced him, "I'm not interested so you may now leave, please?" It was about to enter my room with holding the door knob when Greige spoke again.
"Cassidy…I am sorry of what I have done. This realized me that should not say those words and blame you about everything…." 
"No! Do not call me that. You have no right to call me from my second name. We are not related to each other." I said in an earnest way.
"Yes I do and you will not stop me." He said in a firm voice that he was desiring to convince me after all.
"It's up to you." My reply then I continue to proceed inside my unit but it suppressed me from what he said.
"I love you, Cas." He whispered but is enough to hear those words. I stay for a moment. 
He loves me? It makes me to smirk. He is weird now.
"You're crazy." I said in a sarcastic tone of my voice.
"Yes. I am crazy inlove with you, Cas. It was crazier when I knew that you and me were been together for long. It drives me to feel you in your sister, the time I didn't find out the truth. Unfortunately, this provoke me of my anger but still my feelings for you have not changed. I have realized too this morning that it was wrong to hurt you. I should not say those words." He stated like he want me to convince however I didn't let myself to engage on him.
Actually, I want to hug and forgive him on the other hand there is a part of me that should not so far. I can't lower my pride of what he have done that hurt my feelings. Not so fast to heal everything.
"Cas, I am begging you to forgive me now. We can start a new life just like before." said Greige.
What does it meant to say? He forgot that he has a girlfriend and it is my twin.
"You hear what you're saying, Greige?" I asked as I entered the unit and ignored him. The door is closed until it landed me in the kitchen to bring these groceries have bought. Soon after that, I rushed to my bed and let my tears pour again. *I don't know what to do!* Punching my pillows to burst out my emotions inside.
Several days have passed, I noticed that he was finally stopped sending some flowers, waiting for me on my apartment and kept saying sorry for the mistakes he did. He is also delievering some meals here but I didn't suppose to ignore the blessings. Although, I rejected his apology and let him to stay away. In despite of that, there is part of hurting me.
*Love is damn! I fell in love in a wrong person.*
It was busy typing with my computer just as the moment which someone is knocking at the door. *That man is so weird. When will he stop?*
I try to look into the hole first before open the door, surprised me that was Zen.
Did he already arrived home? A smile on his lips that appeared to me. He kissed on my cheeks as he introduced.
"Did you just arrive now from Pampangga?" My anxious question on him.
"Yeah this morning." Zen replied as he going to enter to my unit.
"You should take a rest first before you came here, hubby. I know you're tired to your trip."
"I'm ok, wifey. Don't mind that because you already get rid of my tiredness. Come here and accompany me to watch some movies while eating these snack I have brought." He said while going straight to the television and open it.
I don't know what I should feel right now. I don't know also how to start since I met Greige again and my feelings for him is back. It questioned me why I let myself to fall in love with that person who shouldn't. He is someone who really owned by my sister.
A few weeks later, Zen and I are meeting to each other often as he take me home and to the office. It makes me impressed about his cares for me though.
One day, the band planned to have our bonding and ofcourse, relaxation from work.
We are currently on one of the prominent Restobar in Philippines named, the 'Villa Grill Restobar'. The manager invited us again to guest here.
After we sang the three OPM songs that being requested by some customers, I excused myself first to my bandmates and especially to Zen for using a comfort room. My boyfriend insist to take me there but I refused. Zen needed the presence as a main vocalist as our band mentioned later. Anyway, it is just my alibi because seems uncomfortable to have a guy beside me joining through the C.R.
A few minutes of fixing myself, I finally got outside the comfort room. It stunned me when I saw him again leaning beside the way and looks like he is waiting for someone out here. 
I ignored but he noticed my presence was the reason he grabbed my arm to face him. Greige released me after and showed my rolling eyes.
"I have no idea that you're working here." Initiating himself as he gazing directly to my eyes so I avoid those stares.
"Is this what you want, Cas? I will take you out of this place if you choose to go with me." He said calmly but in a solemn manner.
"I don't need you, Greige. I'm happy and contented with this life. No mess and most of all I am not hurting anyone else." I replied earnestly.
"But I need you, Cassidy to make me happy. So please come back and let's start a new life together. I will give everything you want to make you happy too. Be mine, please?" He pleaded.
It feels like I am giving up on him anytime but trying to control myself for doing that. I am really wanting to hug Greige tightly and hold his hands just before but it can't. 
"I have already my boyfriend same as yours, you have a girlfriend and that was my twin. So can we stop now?" He was facepalming of what I've said and he held me on both of my arms.
"I'll stop if you will say that you don't love me anymore." It seems like he ceased finally because of us. My heart felt sad of those words he muttered.
"I don't love you but I love my boyfriend so please stop this now." Then, his arms gradually untouch me and walked away from we were. It tortured me therefore my tears poured but quickly wiped. I decided to go back in the place where my friends are.
A few seconds away, I rushed towards the stage and pretended that had nothing happened behind.
Greige met my eyes and leaning to each other until he get lost while Zen and I singing a song entitled, "Stay" by Daryl Ong.
The lyrics sound was meant to me in the contrary it was requested by the customers.
Later, I didn't aware that the song was already ended. Afterwards, Zen was currently speaking in front of the customers of this bar.
"This song is dedicated to you, Althaea. I thought when you left me, we'll never meet again but you're here. I thank God and so much glad for you returning back. I thought you would not. Now, I would stay beside you no matter what happened." He hugged me very tight in front of many people with pouring my tears again. All I know that is was intending to myself but for Zen too.
A new day after what happened between Greige and I, my phone suddenly rang and quickly answered it.
"Hello?" I stated as the response.