With my right hand holding her side lower back, pushing her into me as we were standing by the wall of the elevator, my left hand were holding us in place, pinning her in by the side of the elevator. I can see her heartbeat rising and falling, her eyes staring into mine, wave of shock washing through her. Moments like this age was nothing but a number, with the experience on how to handle the girls, there's nothing else to worry about, you can get any of them you put mind onto. With my eyes staring close into hers, our foreheads placed together slightly, with my height difference towards her, I was bending slightly, and my body mass and muscle dominating her, she was totally trapped in, trapped in by me. “ Oh God, what are you doing to me Ivan, we shouldn't be doing this....” “ Doing what?....” I asked, wanting her to say the words with her mouth. Even though she was enjoying the affection, the attention, she's fighting it, trying to act professional, in a fight between pleasure and professionalism. I can see her close her eyes, moaning in pleasure when I haven't done anything yet, her mind definitely playing images for her inside there. I can see that we're already getting to my floor, so there's no time left to continue with this play. “ I don't know, you're just playing tricks with my head and I can't seem to understand, I can't seem to have any control over it, you're swallowing me whole and I am just allowing it without even struggling to break free, I don't know what's happening to me, I don't know what you're doing to me.....” She said in between moans, confessing her whole attraction towards me. I'm not sorry that I am putting her through this, but at this point, I feel like I have lost my reasons to, my reasons for tampering with her emotions, my reasons for playing tricks with her feelings. A part of my heart tells me that it got something with me forgiving Oakley, accepting her apology is playing tricks on my head, giving me that idea that the evil deeds has been paid for, that I should now let go of any grudges towards her, including the girls I am playing tricks on, I should just let them all go. I moved back, moved backwards out of Miss Barrett, whose eyes gently shut open, she has that shocked expression on her face, first she looks at the elevator door to see whether we're here already and someone was watching, but no, there was no one there, but we've gotten to the destination. Her eyes traveled back to mine, chest still rising and falling, like even though we're here, she wasn't expecting me to move out, to walk away from her, not after the sensation I've already made her go through without any effort. She's a beautiful young lady who definitely has attention coming from many of the tenants in this building, but she seems to find that drive with only me. Not that I could trust her on that, every ladies are probably the same, making you feel special, yet fucking another guy behind your back, but at this point, I know it's me, it's only me, because I am nothing but a fucking player, any girl that crosses my path wouldn't want to share me with anyone, not after all the tricks I can play with them, stealing their peace and solace. “ I think I understood exactly what you mean Baby, and I as well know the risk I'm putting you through with all this, so right now, if I love you, then I think I should protect you and as well your career, so at this point, I'll be cutting ties with you baby..... Go find another guy who genuinely love you and can make you happy Aby.... I think you kinda deserve it.....” She was now stunned, looking at me, confusion taking over here, like she wasn't understanding the scene playing out in front of her. I'm breaking up with her when we never even wasn't in a relationship, I'm asking her to walk away with the excuse she had brought up, taking it to my advantage. That's another trick I learnt, prove your point with the words they said with their mouth, then you'll get their lips sealed in return, and that's exactly what's happening now, she dumbfounded. I walked out of the elevator, my school bag on my right shoulder, resting on my back while my right hand held it in place, walking away from the problem I created, but not as a survivor, but as a winner who played his game well. “ No Ivan.... No... That's not what I meant, no Ivan, I don't want you to walk away please, I'm ready to risk it all, I'm ready to put everything in the line for you Ivan, please don't go..... Whatever the issue is, I am willing to accept it please!....” Her voice was coming from a distance, showing that she's just standing outside the elevator door while I have already gone down the hallway to the front of my door, she wasn't even concerned whether any other tenant was listening, she was just speaking her words out, speaking her mind, confessing her feelings and ready to accept whatever it comes with. Now I'm beginning to feel guilt.... Not because I am doubting walking away, but because I'm the one now putting her through this when she's the one willing to risk everything. I never loved her, and I did take advantage of the knowledge I have gotten from my study on dark psychology, but now, the results of your actions will always show you one thing, how inhuman you're, just like Daisy said, I'm broken, and whatever was the cause was really rough. Without turning around to have another look on Abigail's face, I opened the door and went inside, closing the door behind me, now I'm beginning to regret ever getting her into this mess just because I have a way to, and as well blaming her for what another had done to me.
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