Seated inside our home, Uncle Roland haven't returned yet, it's almost about 18:00 in the evening, he would actually be back in some minutes from now, but before then, I just can't stop thinking about my actions lately. Having Abigail left behind and coming into my own shelter, leaving her in the cold, it's really bothering, I have been thinking about it since I came back in, regretting getting her involved into me in the first place, had I seen this coming, had I know that things might actually turn out this way, I probably shouldn't have gotten her involved, it's more like stooling where I eat, that's bullshit, I fucking messed up.
Though I don't actually know whether she's a good girl or not, whether she deserves this or not, but in my sight, I just tampered with a young lady who did me no wrong, no reason to have gotten her into this like the others at the corner.
Oakley has been forgiven, but I can tell that I still have a good chance of paying her back in full later. Melanie has already began reaping the seed she sowed after getting me exactly into the spot I wanted. For her, I really played my game well, having her provide for me a higher status than I've already got just by gossiping about my personal life around and as well, the relationship she thought I had with her.
That's the settings actually, at first, they're the ones to reap from the soil, but on the long run, they realize that they've happened to sell themselves away without realizing it, she probably believes that she just hit jackpot by getting me to take her out, thinking of a potential date with me, but sorry for her, she has already let everyone know that we had something for each other, I am as well going to make her remember that it was all nothing but a drive out.
I'm going to stamp on her ego, I'm going to stamp on her pride and make others realize that she's nothing but an ordinary young girl thinking ahead of herself. She's going to be bathed in shame and disgrace after I am done with her, I will make her reap the most painful results, she deserves it, she fucking deserves to be stamped on, to be left heartbroken and live in her miseries.
Just like I had said, at first, they reap from it, but on the long run, they realize that they did nothing but sell themselves out. That's exactly the same thing that did happen to Daniel, though Daniel isn't my actual target for payback, but instead, he's my student, a student of becoming a man, making a man out of him. 
He did thought that with my presence, that he'll let Amelia see that he have high class friends, higher value guy that was always in contact with him. at first, it made Amelia give him recognition, but when he realized that the recognition was only for her to get close to me, it was too late for him.
Having Amelia now in place, she's my third target. She ruined an innocent guy who loves her with all his heart, and apart from that, she was also willing to use him just to get back to me, asking me whether I'll get to accept her again when she begins speaking with Daniel again.
I happened to make it clear to her that she did made my job towards her easier, not only did she give me a reason to strike her, she as well helped me in getting Daniel away from her, so her punishment will be worse than the others, seeing the way Daniel have been focusing on making a better person out of himself, that makes him a winner, even though we haven't start speaking to each others yet, but I know that with time, when he gets to understand that I wasn't blocking his path, rather trying to pave way for him, he'll thank me for getting involved.
Abigail is the innocent one amongst them here, so I can honestly take the blame of going after her, though I happened to break things up with her own words, I still knew that it was all thanks to the dark psychology I have been teaching myself and as well learning, but now, I'm ready to take whichever blame that comes out of it from her.
And about Daisy, my plans for her was to get her as an ordinary friend who would want more than just a friend, not because she did me or anyone wrong, rather, I want that individual that'll just want me, want to spend time with me, want to be around me, want to always stay in contact and as well hold onto me tight, that's what I want from her, and as well, I've been seeing the results, until lately, until today, I realized that she wasn't just an ordinary girl, she's as well as a thinker like I am, her words struck me today and I knew that it's about time I might possibly cut myself out because she might catch up with me sooner rather than later.
So the settings now is, Abigail has been released, but on a wrong note for something she doesn't deserve, Melanie has already done her part of what I got her for, now it's about time to stamp on her ego, and let others see that I choosed someone else apart from her, that she has been going around with rumors that we were together, and when that turns out to cause a scene just the way I thought, I'll ruin her in front of everyone, I'll disgrace her in a way she'll hardly raise her face high again.
Daisy is the girl to avoid, even if we're to be close, it will just be as normal friends, but then, there's Amelia and Oakley, Amelia is my sole target, but Oakley, Oakley's case is different, she'll be the one to lure herself into the same heartbreak she brought me, without me putting in any effort on causing her misery.