Looking by the way everything turned out here, if feels like I was given birth to by a seer, there's this saying that what an elderly man see sitting down, a boy can never see, even when he climbs the tallest mountain. That's just a Proverb I once heard, but now have I realized the true meaning of those words, My Dad gave me a heads up of how my school life was going to turn out and I overlooked it, but sooner do I realize that all he said was to come to be.
You will be influenced or they will be influenced by you. I doubted that I can ever get influenced by anyone, but now, everything have turned out that way, I made friends with Barrett, I fell in love again and with my influence on social media rising, I began getting more social and inspiring to people, those that lacks motivation and discipline, I taught them, I pushed them, I encouraged them, I made them work past their limits and somehow, I am grateful that I did.
About Khloe, I never knew how it all happened, I can't still believe the fact that I ended up accepting her wholeheartedly. After reading those note written by Barrett, I decided to risk it, that was the last wish of my dying friend, despite the fact that I don't do things I don't want to do, no matter who wanted me to do them, but Khloe was worth the shot, if it was not her, then it wasn't going to be anyone, I prefer my peace above all that drama.
Khloe doesn't give me dramas, she's rather my emotional support, not getting on my path, just there to show me support even when I hit rock bottom, I am forever grateful for crossing path with her, I never believed in soulmate, but the fact I am with a lady who matches my mindset, that's to be considered soulmate, something I only imagined exist only in a fairytale story.
About my Dad, he turns out to be a gem, I guess my decision ended up being a win win for us after all, he seems to already know why I escaped home, not because of my interest in proceeding with my education, rather to give him reasons not to spend anymore dime in his gambling streak, I believe it might've been hard for him at first too, but he showed me the reason why he's my father, being resilient and pushing past his pleasure and desires just to stick his head out of his ass and rebuild his damaged life.
My Dad went on to become a man I never dreamed of seeing, all I wanted was for him to stop beating me, as well as stop drinking and gambling, but with doing just that, I happened to realize that it comes with a reward, a reward I never dreamed of, a reward that made me forget his sorrowful past and see him as a good supportive father, even though he sometimes still blame himself for all he did in the past, but that's not part of my problem, that one is left for him to forgive himself for.
Blake's story was always the one to remember, she left with a bad name on everyone's lips, I really forgave what she did to Barrett and as well as how she was on the move of ruining me, but she punished herself with her own hands, she embarrassed herself in death, something she can't resolve, a punishment that matches her act, she left with a disgrace, but I can tell she earned everyone's forgiveness for going that length.
I well come to this school to learn, and I can say it was worth it, I learnt a lot about the aspect of life and companionship, I made friends even though I never wanted to at first, I got the love I always chased after, I didn't get it when I was doing the chasing, rather when I began improving my own life and seeking my own peace, love found me, I got heartbroken, I healed, I learned and I accepted life the way it was.
The fact that I overlooked every girl out there and accepted Khloe who's body counts were beyond her counting, I just can't believe that I did that, never, I never overlooked her past, instead she punished herself for her past and submit herself to me entirely, at first she was nothing but a whore to me, but now she's the girl who stole my heart away, she's the reason I'm not living miserably in jail and she's also the reason why I accepted peace from the opposite gender, when it comes to love, just do what you've to and love will repay you with the reward of your loyalty.
THE END.
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