Seated there, facing at the most gorgeous man that is not from my family, I still can't believe that Aiden here is the real definition of perfection, he's just that man whom you can always find safety around.
This past days, I have been trying to protect myself, be a strong woman with a strong heart, despite Dad not teaching me about self reliance, saying that it's not really a great ability a girl should posses, I taught myself self reliance, trying to be strong because no one is going to protect me but myself, but right now, seating in front of him, I now believe what my Dad was trying to let me know. without him even trying, I just feel safe, felt like I can lose all guard because he's here, because he'll protect me from whatever it was that will strike.
“ I'm sorry if this is a bad moment, but can you say a word about the trending confession from.....”
Aiden was already there, pushing the reporter away, the reporter who has come to interview me, even when I was having this special moment, are this paparazzi really that crazy?, Don't they respect or know anything about privacy?, How can this people be so dumb?.
“ If I see you here again, I will make sure you no longer own a f**king camera or recorder!....”
The reporter stormed out of the restaurant, the threat really worked more than I had thought, you can threaten their safety, yet they couldn't stop with what they're doing, but threatening him with his recorder really sent him running, interesting.
“ Who the f**k are this people?.... Don't they posses common sense like any other average human being?....”
Aiden was really pissed, like he too has some beef with the paparazzi apart from the incident right now. This is the first time I am seeing him pissed, I wouldn't say that I would love him to be pissed off every time, but right now, he's way sexier than when he's on average emotion, the only time he can be hotter than he is right now was when he's all smiles.
After we was done with the night dinner, he decided to take me home. Even though I had drove here with my car, I really wanted to accept that offer, but looking from the scenario, I guess I'll have to turn him down this time, have to drive home with my vehicle. He took me to my car, with the intensity of the moment, I believe I'll have to be going, so I would allow him to gently fit in, even though I felt like I wanted his embrace right now, to hold me, to kiss me, but no, I have to stay calm and allow him to come to that when he's ready for it.
“ Goodbye Aiden, I hope to....”
He kissed me, he shut me up with a kiss, he just gave me what I wanted, but now, it felt like I just have with me more than I asked for, even though I can't express my emotions with word, I still lived into the moment. I was glad, I was scared, I was everything that I possibly can't find the right word for.
Getting home, I still can't get the thought out of my head, the memory, how it happened, how he stole that kiss when I thought he wasn't ready for it yet, how can I define the happiness washing through me right now?, Can this moment ever last?, Am I getting myself into a train wreck?, What if by tomorrow he goes back to his former self, can I ever handle the outcome?. I don't know whether I should be happy or scared.
Sitting in my sitting room, I decided to find that one thing that can bring down this high emotion, that something that hunts me, the lawn tennis tournament my peers are participating on while I'm here sitting out on something I didn't commit. Opening my social media account, the first thing I saw was a heading written the confession, it's a video which has over a hundreds of thousands of reactions, even though it was posted just about an hour ago. The person in front of the clip was the other girl who partnered with that bitch that wanted to ruin me. I'm not in to watch any clips, these are definitely like other posts with catching captions, if you watch it, then you realize that there was really nothing interesting about it. I went to check the scores since I missed the game, wanted to see how my team had dominated the new comers, only to find something shocking before me, something that made my jaw drop, my team lost.
How?, How's that possible?, What happened?, How could they've lost?, It was a sure winning game for us, how did it really happen?, What went wrong?. Just as I was still puzzling, another new message popped up in the screen, a post that was released just seconds ago, which reads.
LAWN TENNIS WOMEN STAR ARRESTED AFTER GAME.
What is really happening?, What did I actually miss?. I decided to read the whole content, so I could understand what is actually going on, only for my phone to start vibrating, his name popping up on my screen, it's the coach. I didn't waste anytime in picking up the call, knowing that the matter was really urgent.
“ Hello...”
“ Hello Benny.... it's me, your coach....”
I already knew, I had his name saved on my phone, he's one of the few that has my personal contact, no need for further introduction. ( “ I believe you've seen the trending update tagged the confession, I am really embarrassed to say this, but I happened to believe the evidence against you, so knowing what really happened now, I feel quiet ashamed.....”
“ Wait some minutes Coach, I'll call you later.....”
I disconnected the call as I went back to that clip to play it, maybe this confession is all I need right now to understand surely what is going on.