I can remember my Life was balanced, then it went to ruin because of the controversy around me, but now, I should have said it has gotten to way lot better than before, but no, I won't admit to that, rather, I'm scared, I'm scared of what the future holds, what's to come. I know they say don't worry about what the future holds and focus on the present, but no, the signs are all clear, one of the things I've learnt from my Dad was when he dropped me a piece of advice concerning good fortune. He once told me, my daughter, be careful when good fortune is on your path, value it, but don't lose yourself to it, remember.... It's not always good, as far as good comes your way, then expect bad too, but all that matters between those two are your reactions. He told me that as a woman, I can possibly wear my emotions on my sleeves, I don't have to be too self confident like a man, a man can be suffering but wear a smile, but as a woman, I should allow my emotions to show, because that's what the women should be, the weaker vessel.
I sometimes think that my Dad is trying to be a feminist or something, but knowing that he's teaching from experience, I believe that I've always got to listen, no knowledge is a waste, I could have said that I hold onto some and let go of the others that won't be beneficial to me, but as life have been going on, the clearer his teachings becomes.
He told me that I can be a determined woman outside, but before the man I love, I should let go of everything in my control and follow his commands. He told me that a Man is a leader and will always be, it's a shame there's only few Men on Earth, the ones around hovering the Earth now are mostly simps, simps that doesn't know that they're meant to be leaders, kings rather than pawns. A Man is adviced by his woman concerning the home, and more of life aspects, A Man builds the home and the woman maintains the home and take care of it, real men are takers, always taking and taking, but whatever they've taken are been organized by the woman they trust, because that's their responsibility, making the man's Life easier because a Man's life is mostly nothing but fights and struggles. 
My Dad's teaching made me the woman I'm today, and I'm grateful for trusting his leadership, that's why I never believed that I'll one day be free from his leadership, only to change leader, not because I want to, but because I have to. My mom left her adopted home to come maintain her own family given to her by Dad, because Dad trusted her, so that means staying under my Dad is actually not my responsibility too, because I am to leave too to go look after the family my Man hands over to me one day, such is Life circle.
I did learnt everything I know from my Dad, but right now, I'm beginning to trust myself over Aiden, just like he had said, one day, I'll be free from him and under another man, a man who I believe to be Aiden, I just pray things turns out well in the future for us, I shouldn't be drifting too far, but I'll never stop hoping.
Getting to the hospital, I went to his office, bringing him his favorite, the vegetable soup. Seeing the way he was focused on the screen before him, I could tell that he doesn't know that I am here, his office door was wide open like he wants to see whoever is coming to him from a distance, but I don't think that right now, his attention can ever be divided, not with whatever was in that screen before him.
I have to try something, I don't want to divide his attention by making any sound, so I have to check whether this will work. I opened the flask I came carrying the food with, the aroma of the soup escaped, entering my nose, with this soup being my favorite too, I'm craving for it also. Just like I thought, he looked up, showing that he just perceived it, a smile gently come onto his lips as he sat up, resting his back on his chair comfortably.
“ If you keep doing that, I won't eat that delicious food alone, I will add you to it....”
Yeah, Aiden with the dirty thoughts, LoL.... I stepped in, he got his laptop aside like I was more important than whatever was on that screen, or maybe he's just as hungry as always. Stepping up, he came to me, kissed me on the lips before pushing the chair out for me to seat. He pushed it in after he saw me seated comfortably. I just can't believe that I am now his woman, the girl he's willing to break all his barriers for because he believed that I was worth the risk.
We had the lunch together just the way I did with his mom before, enjoying the soup together with someone who was meant to be there. After we were done, we washed our hands off in the sink inside his office restroom before he broke out a conversation.
“ Saw all that you've been going through lately, so sorry I was never there when you needed me most ....”
His eyes were filled with emotion, looking into mine like they were searching to see whether there's any sign of forgiveness there or something. “ No Aiden, I'm not mad at you about anything, as much as I knew, you were going through a lot of things too, breaking down those barriers just to accept me in is way more than whatever I have come across, even if I had lost all that only to gain your love, that would still make me the happiest woman alive.....”