And as if he remembered something bad, his eyes flashed a hurt expression. His hands were on me, but then he pulled his hands back, hesitating, “What if I hurt you? I…am scared to touch you now…”
I reached up to touch his cheeks and said, “But I do want you to touch me,” putting him under a lot of pressure... “I know you’re selfish and sinful, and that’s why you’re the perfect person to give me this. Kai, we have been separated for too long, and now that we are together, won’t you waste your time and stay idle?” 
“But—” 
I put my hands up to his lips, “Shhhh….” I coax, my eyes so big and pleading. “No words, Kai…” 
My eyelashes flutter and put my hand flat on the middle of his chest. And then slides it down his stomach. 
“Arya…” He grunted and cursed under his breath noting how his member is practically drilling a hole through his pants, begging for it. Begging for me. 
My hands move down to his thighs and his layers of clothes and murmur, “Please..” I knew this is my in-heat self-talking but I have been craving for him so much it hurts. I am desperate, but it seems that Kai needs to do some more pushing. He’s too gentle to me as he’s afraid to hurt me again, which I appreciate but I had finally decided to take him in again. I know I can now. 
Kai paused, I know what he’s thinking. He must be thinking how did I suddenly get all the power here? How did I end up taking control and how did he end up trapped and feebly protesting? 
“Kai..” I called out again, and I knew it was over, it was done, his control snapped like a cord and he groaned before he yanked me into a searing, burning kiss.
My eyes went wide as I was still trapped between the wall behind 
me and Kai who was tasting my mouth. 
I could feel Kai’s cold hand graze mine as he trailed his eyes on me up and down. There was lust, eagerness, temptation, and hope, all bottled up in his eyes. He looked like a wolf waiting for its owner’s permission to do something.
In an instant, he then slammed his lips on mine and said in between breaths, “If you don’t like what I’m doing, or I am hurting you, just tell me and I’ll immediately stop.”
I chuckled lightly and shook my head, “No, continue.”
Kai smiled at that as our lips intertwined. Instantly, he grabbed my clothes and put my hands on them.
He pulled on my clothes, slowly undressing me as he trailed small kisses in my ear, neck, down to the collarbone, and paused until I was in my underwear. Kai started at the sight, admiring the view. “Wow. I missed this.”
I didn’t know what to feel but I felt hot all of a sudden, feeling all the wet trails of kisses Kai left. He then removed his shirt too, showcasing his bare chest, and water droplets trail from his sharp jaw to his chest and down to his chiseled abs. 
“What are you looking at, darling?” He playfully asked.
It’s not like the bare-chest man is new to me, but it's more to the person. Arya just smiled as Kai continued, his hand grabbing my butt and carrying me to the bed. 
He pushed the door close with his feet and he was quick enough to claim my lips with his soft lips. I watched as he closed his eyes, savoring the pleasure. He sucked on my lower lip, nibbling on it and biting it slowly.
He parted my mouth, his wet tongue asking for an entrance. He was teasing me and taking my breath away all the time. 
I tried to breathe but Kai was sucking on it. Kai’s hands were cold and he was gripping my hair, almost like he couldn’t get enough of me. As if he waited for this all this time and now, he’s engulfing every second of it. My heart beat rapidly in anticipation. Our noses bumped into each other and I felt my body turning hot. 
Panting, he still savored the taste until he ran out of breath and he broke the kiss. 
He breathed deeply, looking at me with heavy emotion in his eyes. He looked red and fierce and hot. 
I bit my lip, wondering what just happened. Kai seemed to be waiting for any reaction and he spoke up, “I’ve been craving for you, Arya. I can’t take it anymore.” 
Same, Kai. I thought to myself. I had been too busy thinking of his lips. I can’t help but want more. 
More of Kai. 
Right here, right now.
I never think things will turn out this way. I thought to myself. I am tongue-tied and lost in bliss. 
The way Kai looks at me tempts me to initiate the move now. He’s wanting to ask for permission for us to continue, but he’s afraid so he keeps quiet. 
I stared at his lips, and at his blue eyes who were waiting for me to make a move. 
Leaning to him, I instantly slammed my lips on his and grabbed his hair. My hands made their way to his chest and touched his hard abs. I felt him shivering at my touch, but he smiled against our kiss and he trailed soft kisses from my lips to my neck, and down to my collarbone. 
He looks like a raging animal who can’t be stopped. He was breathing hard, and he was staring at my body intently. He loosened the buttons in my dress and let it down, revealing me in underwear. 
With Kai’s fully exposed abs and me now in my underwear as Kai managed to make me it. 
Kai took in the sight and he released a shaky breath at my beautiful figure. 
He missed my touch. I know... He mumbled a curse under his breath. “Damn, Arya, you’re killing me.” 
He missed my touch. He mumbled a curse under his breath. “Damn, Arya, you’re killing me.” 
I smirked at the sight in front of me. A shirtless Kai, begging for me, craving and lusting for me. The light was a bit dim as Kai had turned off the lights earlier, setting up a romantic vibe all over the place. 
At this point, I felt like I had control over him. I love it when I have complete control over him. He’s fumbling at my hands now. 
He released a chuckle. “Goodness, how are you so tempting?” He asked, now planting a soft kiss on my lips. “I can’t wait to do everything I have been planning for you.”