Amari seemed to act uninterested in Rem's attention. Rem glanced back at me one last time before finally leaving us alone. 
Amari then turned to me and bowed, “Luna Arya.”
I smiled, “Amari, don’t call me Luna, I have been away from the pack and hadn’t undergone the ceremony properly.” 
I then chuckled, “I haven’t seen you for a long time. Can I get a hug?”
She was looking down and then her eyes went up to look at me in confusion, “Pardon, Luna? Can you repeat what you said?”
I chuckled, “A hug. don’t you miss me?”
She bit her lip, approaching me hesitantly, “But..this is-“
I rolled my eyes, pulled her closer to me, and embraced her.
She seemed stunned and rigid, and when I pulled away, she gulped.
“you don’t have to be too serious around me,” I told her.
She nodded. “I’ll try, Luna.”
she decided to stay for a while as Kai ordered her not to leave me alone. As for Kai, he was busy being the sub-Elder of the south region. 
He didn't want it at first but due to my encouragement pushing him, he gave in. at first he was forced to do the job, having to look over an entire region of the realm in the East, but now it felt like he is doing his job diligently.
As soon as the moon appeared in the sky, Kai was back. 
He kissed me on the lips and hugged me. I could smell his scent, a strong musk scent with a hint of lavender.
He has been out and working and sweating, but I find his scent a turn-on. His pheromones filled the whole room, enticing me. 
After all, I feel like I am in heat…
“How’s work?” I asked, touching his shoulders. 
At first, he was confused at my intense gaze, but when he sniffed the air and smelled me, he licked his lips, eyes never wavering on me as he smirked.
He grabbed my hand and kissed it softly, “Tiring, but I love returning home to you.”
“I Missed touching you….” I blurted out, and his eyes shone eagerly.
“I was waiting for you to say that.” He said, “Strip them.”
I bit my lip, not wanting to give in to his order but my heat was too overbearing. He watched in anticipation at my actions as my hands slid down to my lacy underwear. 
He was looking all serious now, his eyes only directed to me and waiting for me to do as he says. I gritted my teeth, not wanting everything happening but somehow, my stomach is turning into an unwanted yet familiar feeling. 
Eagerness. 
Slowly, my hands reached for my red lacy panties, the soft cloth lingering on my finger, and I dared to watch as his expression changed. 
“You have to work for it then, remove it for me.” 
He instantly sat upright at what I said, not expecting me to utter those words. I Took him by surprise, and my smirk widened. 
He gulped, “I’ve missed this.” I felt shivers sending through my body, tickling my every core at what he just said but I Stood firmly. Instantly grabbed his hands and put it on my back, my bra’s clasp. 
“My member misses your wood too.”
I teased more and Felt him releasing a deep breath. 
His hands started to slowly caress the soft cloth of my bra and went to the clasp and stared at my eyes, he then unclasped it, revealing my huge breasts in full view. He watched it all happen and his eyes twinkled at the sight, “Ah, you’re so gorgeous,” he licked his lips and started to put his mouth on it, suckling and licking it. 
I let out a soft moan and my body arched a bit. He looked up at my, still smiling as his mouth was busy enjoying himself to my breasts and I could feel his hands trailing to my waist. His hands then reached between my legs and I whimpered, my legs crossing and afraid he’ll find out how wet my mound is. 
But it was too late. He situated his hands on my panties, and on my clit which were so wet.
“I’m going to remove your panties now, baby,” He announced. “But first, I’m going to slide my fingers inside your panties and play with them.”
I swallowed, my mind feeling a bit dizzy from his touch that the only reply I could think of right now is. “Yes,” I Breathed out, my stomach quivering under his fingertip. 
He ran his fingertips along the scalloped line of my panties, which match the color, and along the sides of my bra. He knows without asking that this is probably the most daring lingerie, and despite how modest it is—there are no straps or mesh or cut-outs or any of the usual trimmings that makes women’s underthings into confections of fun—it makes the entire effect more delicious somehow, more sinful. 
My brown hair seemed to melt into the sun and my brown eyes seemed like some waves…My eyes were hazy, giving me a naughty look. He looked down at his fingers toy with the top edge of my panties, then back up to my face.
“It’s been too long since I felt like it’s the first time, don’t you think so too?” 
I shook my head no and he smiled satisfactorily.
“I promise to never leave your side, Arya.”
He let out a strangled noise, “Goodness, you don’t know what’s running through my mind right now..you made me wait for a whole year. A whole fucking year without fucking you.”
I winced hearing him curse out loud and suddenly, I am reminded of the past kai. The impatient, cold, and ruthless one. I completely forgot this side of him as he has been gentle to me for the whole year….
“I have been waiting and waiting for you, which I had ever done in my life….and now that you are in heat, I won’t let you walk for days.” He’s cursing every minute, and starting to talk dirty to me, which turns me even more. 
My ears perked at that, both in interest and scared for my body. I did not realize how I deprived him of so much.
I bit my lip, “Then that whole year…you did not do anything…not even pleasure yourself?”
“Of course I did. I could easily cum at the thought of you. But I had been holding back. Hell, I was practically celibate, Arya!” He said in a low voice, “And today you're going to absorb everything, suck me off, and not let any drop go to waste.”
I knew that was a bit alarming for me, but I found it hard and even got turned on more…
Damn…
This is going to be another sleepless night. nights like in the past…..