When I left Daile, I felt I can breathe easy right now. I arrived at the canteen and found Charrie at our table. She already bought our food, she is able. I gave a smile to her to show that I succeeded in talking to Daile. Though, I know that this is the end of my friendship with Daile. But in the end, I'd make sure that Daile can't do anything to Charrie. That they can still be friends without me. I hope, it worked.
"You took so long. You just pee, right?" She asked when she noticed me.
I laughed, "Yes, and I do a retouch and that took me so long." She easily believed me and that's made me glad.
"Oh, you ordered fries and sundae? This is perfect." I told happily.
We both enjoyed the food, and as always. We decided to go to the library. While walking, I keep wishing that. I hope I won't see that guy in the library. Though, I should be thankful to him that he told to me about the letter. But actually, he is kinda gossip. How, funny he is.
When we go inside the library, we saw that there is a lot of students there. Different course and age. But as usual, the library is so cozy and quiet.
I heard Charrie's small giggles when she show me her laptop. I guess, she is going to continue the series she is watching. I envy her, I should not leave my laptop in the house.
I let her watch beside me, while I was wondering about the book I want to read. I travel around the shelves where the book about arts are in there.
I get two books and I was going back to our table. When I found a table that full of students seated there. They are looking stressed. I pity them yet I am amazed about how hardworking they are about studying. While peeking at that student. There is one who got my attention. He looks so serious and tired. He is the political science student. Hmm...that's why they look so in a rush. Eesh, there are a lot of terror professors in polsci. But still, they look so cool.
I went back to our table and read. I must prepare and also relax because next month will be our graduation. We just need to provide the requirements to be clarified as a graduating student.
I want to challenge myself but I guess, I can't do it anymore. Dad has a plan for me already. Everything is set up and I must follow it. Before, he doesn't allow me to get fine arts because he wanted me to get architecture but I kept insisting that arts is my love. Thanks to Mom for helping me in arranging and explaining everything. By that, we had an agreement. I will study fine arts but I will be working at our company. I will be stuck there. I want to work abroad and work as an artist. I want to teach somebody about the arts. That is what I want. How sad, I will end up like this after studying what I like.
I already it to told Charrie, she is sad after hearing that but all she does is cheer me up. Thanks, to her. She makes me easy with my emotion.
After we spent time in the library. Charrie is so lively while walking back to our room because she finished one of the episodes.
"Library is the best place in this university." She spoke up lively.
When we arrived at the room, our professor is already there. Still thanks to her, she allows us to come in. After many lessons and briefing to us about the graduation. Our professors let us out, I took my painting because I badly want to bring it home. I wrap it with paper to hide it from any students and also from my parents.
"Seriously, you are going to bring it to your home?" Charrie asked about the painting that I am holding.
"Why?" I asked her because it seems like there is something wrong with it.
"Don't tell me you are going to display it to your room?"
"Yes, why?" I answered swiftly and still wondering why is she asking for it.
"What if your mom saw it or the CEO?" Then she spilled the what-ifs in her mind. I registered this, same realize if what they saw it.
I get sad when I heard it. So it means I was not able to display it in my room.
I took a sigh and realized something. If I can't display it in my room. Maybe I can give it to him as a present. Just like he did to me, he gave me to dress as a support for me as one of the artists in the exhibit..I will act in that way. I smile formed on my lips because of that.
"Don't worry, I can handle it." I whispered to her.
She just look at me and it means "okay, if that so."
We both talked more until our drivers came and drove for us to home.
When I arrived at the house. I walked silently and make sure Mom and Dad would not see me holding a stuff on my hand. I ran and luckily, I successfully get in to my room.
I changed my clothes fastly, because I'm excited to get the painting and display it for a while until the exhibit came.
"Perfect!" I announcement after displayed it.
I'm just going to make sure that no one will see it. I hope Reigan accept my painting. It is my first time to draw a guy and he is the subject that I chose. At first, I was hesitant to draw him but I was happy and motivated at that time and that is the reason why I painted him perfectly.
I look at the painting once more until, someone knocks at the door that makes me rattle.