In the morning, I found Mom preparing my breakfast. I smiled at her and she did it too.
Both me and Charrie ended up bankrupt because of a lot of stuff we bought yesterday.
Mommy put pancakes and milk in front of me. I love sweets in the morning it hypes me up.
"Thanks, Mom," I murmured.
"Welcome, I will leave you for now. I have to go work. Good luck in your study, I love you." She said then she planted me a kiss on my forehead.
I nod at her and I started to eat my breakfast. After it, I arrived to the school and found out the corridor full of students. They are bringing their paintings last week and they displayed it outside their rooms.
When my eyes found Charrie, I instantly went to her.
"What is happening?" I inquired.
"Our paintings will be graded by the person who will saw it, while walking here. Our professor order that. So go, and put your bag inside and get the painting of the CEO. " She explained and teased me right after.
After I listen to her, I go ahead in our room and put my bag there. I went to the room where my painting is. While I was holding it, I can't stop thinking the consequences of painting this guy, Reigan. Maybe someone in a class knows him and he or she woul ask me. Why I painted this guy? Hmm, whatever. I'll just gonna give the best answer for it.
I lift it up and decided to walk on the corridor. Some are looking at me and some are busy to their own on painting. I placed my painting besides Charrie's painting and wait for someone recognize it. I'm nervous and the same time proud.
"I didn't know that you have a sharp mind to memorize his face and painted it well." Charrie praised me before going to my others classmates.
I look at the painting, and Charrie is right. It is fine and look the same as Reigan.
"Oh, that is look so handsome. You painted it Mori?" Our secretary in class, questioned.
I simply nod. "I think it is your first time painting a man. And it is so great. I wish that is real. If he is real, I will ask him to marry me." She giggled after saying those.
My smiling face turned into the serious one, when my sophisticated ears heard it.
"You gonna what?"
"I would like to marry him, If he is real." She clarified and then she walks away to get a gossip from others classmates.
"As if he has a plan to marry you if he see you." I murmured and decided to cover the painting. I am going to change the painting I will going to display. I have one more painting in the room.
I can't believe it, I don't want anybody saw it. It irritates me.
"Oh, you changed it." Charrie noticed it.
"Yeah, I decided to bring it to the house. I want to display it to my room."
She just laughed. "You are kinda crazy."
"Whatever..." I uttered and went inside the room.
I just let the other painting displayed in the corridor and I am willing to accept the grades that I will receive from random people.
We had a discussion in two subject and let us to have a break.
While walking out of the room. My mind kept telling that I should make a move for Daile. This is not about, asking a forgiveness. I don't want it anymore. If he decided to dislike me and disgusted me, I am going to accept it. If the universe want that. That is okay, I can't force it. All I want to know, that why he didn't accept my letter and the worst is...why on earth he decided to throw it.
I took out my phone from my pocket. And let my hands type his number and send a message to him.
[Can we met at the school garden? I just want to ask you. Can you spend a minute for it.]
I texted him, I know that he have his lunch break too. I want to clarify everything to him. Before cutting the closure between us.
"Okay." He replied. I get nervous when I read. I hope there is nothing bad will happen.
"Uhm, Charrie. You go first and order a food for me too. You know my favorite so."
"Why? Where are you going?" She asked without looking at me because she is busy her phone too.
"I just going to the bathroom." I excused. I don't want her to be there too. I know, she is mad to Daile.
"Okay, but you don't want me to join you? You supposed to be with me." She explained.
"No, I can't do it and we are lacking of time. It is really hard to order food. So go on." I excused for the second time. And this time, she agreed and let me. I felt relieved and went to the garden.
I chose the garden, because aside from it is refreshing there is a lot of students. So anyone, will notice if there is something bad will happen. I know, Daile is not brutal but I just want to secure myself and go back safely to Charrie.
In just a minute, Daile is here too. He seated to the bench as he saw me. I didn't smile at him, because I might be akward to the two of us.
He look serious, and started to ask me. "Why?" He said in low sound.
I took a sigh before letting out a question. "Have you read the letter?" I questioned.
"Yeah, I already read it. It is in the house." He answered swiftly.
My face can determine right now. No Daile, you didn't read it. You actually throw it. My mind will explode right now. What a liar.
"Great then, thanks for reading it." I said.
He nodded and seems so calm, as if he didn't lie.
I look at him and started to talk.
"I just want to let you know, that I'm not here to ask a forgiveness for what I did. It is okay if you hate me because of rejecting you and wasting your time. It is okay, if you will not consider me as your friend. But if Charrie approach you, you should treat her right. Because she is not involved here. I know that you didn't read my letter, it hurts me but I deserve that." After I said it. He is faced is a bit shocked. I didn't mind it, I just want to make sure that I already said what I want to say.
"Hope both of us, graduate this year. I am rooting for you." I did my last say and left him.
My mind and heart right now felt I swept something away that makes them hard to function.