the morning was so crowded in my room..INVA in one corner holding my new pants and a new black shirt and three nurse helping me to take a bath ..like a small baby ..I was not yet fully recovered...Inva finish dressing up and looked at me ..
HOW ITS MY ANGEL TODAY ..ARE YOU READY FOR OUR BIG DAY??
YES PLEASE ...LET MAKE THIS DAY LIKE NORMAL ONE PLEASE ..I DONT WANT SADNESS AND TEARS ..WITH THE WISH OF GOD WE WILL PROCEED AHEAD ...I said and I kiss her forehead ...
at nine am inside the prisoner cage the process start ...inva show up at the back of the my lawyer...I reach to see Mili in the last ...wearing black shirt like me and holding my jacket in his hand ..I smiled to him ..after showing up all the proves the lawyer had versus me ..was the time of my lawyer to say that small facts he have ...the prosecutor ask me
DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY ABOUT ALL OF THIS? HOW YOU DECLARE YOUR SELF ?
I stand up and I put my chained hand in front of me ...
ITS STARTED WITH A NORMAL DAY OF WORK FOR ME ...IM WORKING IN BLACK MARKET ..IM A MONEY CHANGER ILLEGAL..OFF COURSE THST ITS MY WAY OF EARNING MONEY FOR ME ..TWO WEEKS AGO THE OLD MAN WHO PASSED AWAY COME IN ME TO EXCHANGE A HUGE AMOUNT OF AMERICAN DOLLARS ...LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY OF MYNWORK I SIT DOWN AND PULL OUT MY CALCULATOR...WAS ALREADY 50K USD ..AND I NEEDED TO COUNT ..IM NOT THAT SMART WITH HUGE AMOUNTS ...WHILE I WAS COUNTING MANUALLY THE MONEY IN MY MODIFIED TABLE ...I FOUND OUT ONE FAKE NOTE 100DOLLARS ..I SAID TO THIS MAN ITS FAKE I NO CAN ACCEPT IT ..LIKE THAT I CONTINUED COUNTING..MORE AND MORE BIG NOTES SHOWING UP LIKE FAKE ..I SELECTED ALL AND I GIVE TO HIM BACK I SAID HE CAN TRY IN THE OTHERS OR IN THE BANK TO EXCHANGE THOSE MONEY ..HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE CRAZY THROW THOSE NOTES IN MY FACE AND SHOUTED...
HOW YOU DARE YOU PIECE OF SHIT ..SON OF THE BITCH..HOW YOU DARE TO NAMED AND BLAME ME FOR FAKE MONEY..HE SLAP ME ALSO ...
I JUST STAND UP I LET ALL HIS DOLLARS IN THE THAT TABLE ..AND I TOOK MY BAG TO GO AWAY BUT HE DIDN'T PERMIT ME ..TWO BUG GUYS COME THERE THEY TOOK MY BAG AND ALL THE AMOUNT I HAD INTONTHE BAG AND AFTER START TO PUNCH ME ALL OVER ...I STARTED TO BLEED EVERYWHERE AND I LOST MY FEELINGS..NEXT DAY I FOUND MY SELF IN THR HOSPITAL BED ...I RELEASED SAME DAY AND I MEET SOME FRIEND WHO TRIED TO HELP ME...I GOT IN THEIR PLACE TO GET MY MONEY BACK ...BUT THE OLD MAN WAS A GANG LEADER AND THEY KIDNAP ME AND TORTURED ME FOR MORE THAN 48 HOURS IN THEIR PLACE .. LIKE THAT STARTED AND CONTINUED LIKE THE LAWYERS SAID ...I sit down tired from explaining and I was staring at Inva ...she become different in her face ..and her eyes was shining now...I tried to create and to complete a story where to protect my self ..and in those moments seeing Inva face I was in right way..she smiled at me and that means I was successful till now...MILI in other corner keep hugging and smelling my jacket...after all of this ideas in my mind ...the prosecutor ask again...
ANYONE CAN PROVE YOUR WORK OR THE KIDNAP SITUATION YOU WAS MISTER??
I didn't stand up but i ask sorry for my inability to stay longer ...I was still weak ...and I continued sitting in the chair ...
YES ALL THE BLACK MARKET MONEY KNOW ME AND CAN APPROVE IM SELLING AND BUYING VALUE THERE...ABOUT THE KIDNAPPING I CAN SAY THERE WAS LIKE JUNK SHOP AND WHEN I TRIED TO ESCAPE AND PROTECT MY SELF THEY WAS MORE THAN 50 WORKERS SAW EVERYTHING FROM STARTING...ATLEAST OF OF THEM CAN PROVE IT THE TRUTH ..I stop talking and I saw my lawyer and the prosecutor start talking together ...Inva keep watching me and making sign for me to be strong and relax...last question from the prosecutor
HOW YOU DECLARE YOURSELF?
with the help of one cop beside me I stand up
I FEEL SORRY FOR HER DEATH ..IM NOT FEELING PROUD FOR WHAT I MAKE ..ANYONE CAN MAKE MISTAKES IN THEIR LIFE ..BUT IM SURE I DIDN'T MAKE ANY MISTAKES TO THEM ..I TRIED AND I DO EVERYTHING FOR SELF DEFENSE AND TO GET BACK MY MONEY FOR MY FAMILY..MY OWN MONEY PLEASE ...I ACCEPT MAYBE I KILL PEOPLE BUT IM NOT A ASSASSIN ALL WAS FOR SELF DEFEND EVERY FACT CAN PROVE IT ...IM INNOCENT I said and I stop talking.. the two lawyers start to talk with the prosecutor again and they said thirty minutes break ..after they will come with the verdict out ...they send me in one other room and I saw Inva bringing my food and my medicine..I tried to eat little and after i drink my tablets..I tried to hug her...
SORRY SISTER..IM SO SORRY MY ANGEL ..I NO WANNA NEVER TO MIX YOU IN THIS SITUATION....and I started to cry in her shoulder..she get my face in her hand and kiss my forehead...WHAT EVER IT HAPPENED THERE YOU WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ARE MY ANGEL OKAY...NEVER I WILL BE IN YOUR SIDE ALWAYS she said and hug me again...the horn for the final desicion cut off our hug .....
again in the court room the two lawyers Inva few people there stand up also me with the help of guards..MAY 5 ...PROCESS VERSUS L.K AFTER SEEING ALL THE AVAILABLE FACTS AND ANALYZING ALL THE DETAILS WE HAVE ALREADY WE DECLARE
GUILTY FOR THE CRIME OF ASASSINATION
GUILTY HOLDING AND POSSESSION OF MILITARY ASETS GUNS ETC
GUILTY FOR DESTROYING THE PUBLIC SILENCE
AND THE FINAL VERDICT FOR THIS SEANCE ITS UNANIMOUS SENDING YOU IN HIGH LEVEL SECURITY PRISON...
TILL OTHER PROCESS THIS ONE I DECLARE CLOSE THANKS FOR ALL THE PRESENT IN THIS ROOM ..
this was the verdict and the lawyer go out together with INVA who was tearing all the moment...
the police take me out also and in the exit before entering the transport jail car...Inva show up there inhug her for last time ..and I said no worries I'm okay everything will be fine ...I kiss her forehead and I go inside the car ...the door close automatically from inside ...I started a new way of my life..after purgatory I was maybe the he'll was welcoming at me this time ..
THEY SAID THE TOUGH GUYS CAN SURVIVE EVERYWHERE ...EVERY DAY OF US ITS A CHALLENGE TO BE A BETTER MAN AND STRONGER ...I HAD PASSED SO MANY THINGS IN THE PURGATORY I WAS ...AND THIS NEW CHAPTER WAS WELCOMED FROM ME ..I WAS PREPARED TO FIGHT ...AND I REALLY ACCEPT MY DESTINY THIS TIME ..I KISS THE RING OF KIME AND I WEAR IT the guards looked at me and ask ...
ANY OTHER THING BEFORE WE GO SON?
I asked one cigarette and I saw Inva hugging the window from outside I give her five in the cold glass of window ...And I told to the driver...
LETS GO BRO MY AIRPLANE FOR HELL WILL START TODAY ..I DONT WANT TO LOSE IT PLEASE ...I smiled and the car start to move...