The next day I woke up at eight o'clock, that's why I immediately got up and went to Cr to take a shower.
I just cleaned the dorm, it's embarrassing to leave it dirty, right? After I cleaned up, I wrote the last chapter of the chapter I was writing in the notebook, DUNLEXA. I ate lunch first, maybe Jhuneevine will come home later at 10pm. I will just hang the notebook on her door.
Is it two o'clock in the afternoon? How fast is the time haiiist! I have already taken care to leave, two hours to the ridge if there is no traffic. Yes, our favorite place is on the ridge. There on the side of the railings, I think it's like the top of a mountain? That's right! Where the sunset and sunrise are clearly visible.
NOTHING!
very traffic! How come it's only 20 minutes to 5pm, I'm not even half way to the ridge.
"Man, maybe there's a short cut here? Jusmmeee! It is" I snapped at the driver.
"Sorry ma'am but this is the shortcut it will take us 1 hour and 20 minutes ma'am, I'm sorry." The driver explained and I nodded sadly.
But why is that? I don't know if I will be happy or sad that we will meet, maybe this will be our last meeting and we will forget everything? Is that closure? The two of us will make the most of the remaining time together, the type that doesn't cause any problems and will make each other happy for the last time.
"Aiissh!" I snorted when I got out of the taxi and ran down the road to my favorite place. B-but.....
"Save your smile Everything fades through time I'm lost for words Endlessly waiting for you" I slowly walked towards him, he was sitting and playing the guitar while singing.
"Stay with me Yes, I know, this can't be As morning comes I'll say goodbye to you when I'm done" There was a carpet with food prepared, I didn't know we were going camping? HAHAHAHA there is a tent omyyghad!
"Because I'm waiting for you Waiting for this dream to come true Just to be with you And if I die Remember this line I'm always here, guarding your life" I smiled when he finished the song, he stood up to pick me up at the end of the aisle and we sat on the carpet.
"Did you like it?" He asked with a smile.
"Y-Yes, as always, I was mesmerized by your voice." I laughed in response.
"Wow! Kwek-kwek, fishballs, fries and burger" I excitedly pointed at the foods.
"And as always you're greedy HAHAHAA" I hit him but he just smiled.
"Tse!" And we laughed.
"What's this for, huh? Are you having a farewell party for me?" I asked and the quack was already down hmmmmm yumyum!
"No, I just want this to be our day. Without anything problems, without anyone to know. I just want us to be like this, like us, before" he said sincerely while looking into my eyes.
"Can we get back together? Just this day please?" He begged and even kissed my hand.
Am I bad? Is it bad if we give our hearts first? I know it's wrong but...I love him, he's fragile if he's fragile.
"B-but...you already have a wife and a child, I don't want to spoil it and"
*Tsup*
I couldn't finish what I was going to say when he gave me a smack.
"I said we won't think of anyone else, it's just the two of us. That's your Mr. Universe's order and no one can stop it" he said gruffly and I just nodded laughing.
He hugged me and kissed me on the forehead, I moved back next to him so we could watch it together sunset. He put his arms around me and I leaned my head on his shoulder, this is our best moment ever.
"I just want to clear things out before everything else." He said out of nowhere.
"Hmmm what is it?" I asked as I made the most of every second hugging him.
"Ashtrelle is my first love right?" I thought it was just the two of us?
Jeeez! But I just nodded.
"She was impregnated by me, she was the real mother of Zevron."
"R-really?" I responded in surprise and sat up.
"Hmm, and then my mom told me to marry Czarhaine. Actually, she's my childhood fiancée, we were young but our parents already arranged our marriage. You know when it comes to business." He said with a hint of sadness.
"I-is that why you broke up with me? Because of those two reasons?" He nodded and hugged me again.
"I'm very sorry babe, if only I had been brave enough to fight for you, if only I had valued my love for you more, if only I hadn't let my parents decide for me, we would be happy now"
I don't know why I feel pain and  happy, because he didn't change me because he loves someone else.
"I love you" I said holding back my sobs and hugged him tighter.
"I love you, I love you more, I love you most babe, I really miss you so much." He whispered something that made me cry even more.
*BOOM!*
*BOOM!*
We looked at the sky, my smile widened when I saw the fireworks with words forming.
"I LOVE YOU ALEXA 2836"
"Do you remember what 2836 means?" I asked him with a smile while watching the fireworks.
"To infinity and beyond" he said and kissed me on the forehead.
We entered the tent because it was musty, the tent had a mosquito net outside. It's great, it's like we have the place here alone.
"Are we the only persons here?" I asked and drank some water.
"Yes, I reserved this place for the two of us." His eyebrows were still raised.
I don't know why it feels hot HAHAHAHA although it's cold here because we're on a ridge. I just smiled when he hugged me from behind and kissed my hair.
"All I ask is if This is my last night with you Hold me like I'm more than just a friend Give me a memory I can use Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do It matters how this ends 'Cause what if I never love again" I don't know why that's what he whispered to me, it hurts but that's what I want.
I want us to make each other feel our love, even at the last moment. This night we let ourselves make us feel that we love each other, I will never regret that I gave myself for him tonight.
Although we know that this is wrong, this is cheating but how can we fight this feeling? How can two hearts stop loving just this time....
just this last time.