Talia's POV 
My mind and body were totally autonomous at this point. Each acting on its own will. I immediately raced towards him. Maybe on some other day, I would have been cautious about how short what I was wearing was, but definitely not today. 
I hit the door with my left arm which I've kind of been pampering as I still had pains from time to time, but at least I stopped him in his tracks. And before he got a chance to protest my madness, I threw myself at him, smashing the cup he had in his hand on the floor. Instinctively, he caught me, our faces were just inches apart and there was only one thing to do. I rid myself of all the fear and everything that ever held me back, and went for it unashamed. 
He was angry, but he was not going to let this pass by. I've been unable to lie about not missing the taste of his mouth the first time he pulled a kiss on me. For days after I thought about it dreamily like a silly little love struck puppy. 
I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he quickly slid his hands under my butt, with his other hand cradling my head. I was high on the rush but he wanted to take it slow and I felt how he did it. The kiss became more sensual and gradual. He took my bottom lip in his mouth and sucked on it. I would have been weak in the legs, save for the fact that my legs were wrapped around him. He was barely done when his tongue prodded my teeth open. I really thought I would be over it as soon as I hit it, but that did not look like it was happening and I constantly stopped myself from overthinking, else I'd be out of the mood. 
Kael was so good at using his tongue, I was already fully on, the whole damn switch. He started to suck on mine, all the while my filthy brain wondered how good he would be down there if I could just let him. The big sized top I had on had ridden far up my thighs, exposing my lower butt, where he hands held. 
  “Are you sure you want this?” He asked, breaking my madness. 
  “Yes!” I was mad at him for asking that right in the middle of it. I immediately took his lips in my and sucked on his plush power lip. At this time, all the butterflies in my belly had been set loose and I could feel sorts of sensations in body parts I never knew I had. It felt like bliss. I did not want it to end. 
I sensed it when he started getting withdrawn, but I didn't want to give up hoping I'd be contagious enough and he would catch the energy. 
He stopped me abruptly, crunching the bun I made my hair into at the back of my head, he held my head, with very little distance between his face and mine. 
  “I don't want to.” He didn't look mean, but he was firm. “I don't want to take advantage of you, I don't want you to add this to the list of things that'll make you want to run away from me
My legs lost their grip, but he was holding me really tight. I smiled in my head. We both were fighting the same inner battles.’ Should I? Should I not?’ I was past that. I knew what I wanted. 
I stared at him long and hard. Just maybe up close like this, I would be able to see something that'll turn me off. But there was none. He was perfect, in and out. He was lovely. His eyes were very bright. Even his skin that got little to no care was glistening, albeit there was still sweat from the tantrum he threw earlier. If only he knew what I was thinking. It would have been easier. I'm really poor at expressing how I feel, sometimes I just wished we could use our mindlink instead. 
Speaking of mindlink, it's been ages since I heard from Kara, she must hate me by now, gosh! That's trouble for some other day, right now, it's Kael and I. 
  “Let me down,” I said. I was beginning to get more afraid and self conscious. 
He dropped me, carefully though, immediately I said it. I eased myself between his rigid body and the door which was now shut close. 
  “I'm sorry.” He said, his face was still toward the door. I needed a cold bath to eat all the tension in my throbbing areas. I got to unbutton the big top I had on and let it roll down my legs. I began to survey my body like he wasn't existing, like he wasn't there in the room with me. 
I ignored him and continued, the shuffle of feet meant only one thing, he had turned his back and was fully my audience. 
I was seeing him through the corners of my eye, but I struggled to pay no attention. He had, for the second time, showed that he didn't want me. I'm going to let that sink in, under the sower. I was fully undressed now, standing in all my glory. My breasts felt extra sore, so I lifted them to check it out. It was definitely nothing a cold bath wouldn't solve. Why wouldn't Kael walk out the door?! My patience and courage was thinning by the second, and in a matter of minutes, I'd have nothing else to do but to face him, and either ask him to go, or stare at him hard till he makes a choice between me and the door. 
As soon as I ran out of things to do with my body, short of fingering myself and letting all the tension out, also letting Kael know that my fingers could be just as effective, I turned to see him standing a hair's breadth away from me. It was a lovely surprise. 
  “I never knew you were such a bad girl.” His face was straight, but a naughty smile was causing rumples at the end of his lips. 
  “That makes two of us.” I replied to him immediately. 
He held my gaze, his hands slowly left his sides and cupped my face, making me think that we were going to continue from where we stopped. 
But slowly, they dropped to my shamelessly perky breasts and started molding. I felt my face turn red at how unabashed my body was responding to him. Breasts were red and felt more sore and full. He kept kneading them so bad, still keeping my gaze locked, with that wicked smile on his face.