Ju Min is too engrossed by the passionate kiss. He really want to taste all of you even more. His hand is looking for your shirt's button and unhook it. He is just about to unhook the next button when you roll your body, searching for more comfortable position to sleep. He lift up his face and seeing you, you are already deeply asleep.
          He freezes for a moment, he observing your state. You are sleeping soundly while your two top button is unhooked, revealing your neckline. There is no way that this view of you wouldn't lure him. But he backs to his sense. He breath sharply. He almost do an innapropriate thing to you. The woman he cherished. He almost turn his self as a monster.
             He crawls down from your bed. He tidies up your button and put the previous neglected blanket back to your body to cover you. He stares at you blankly.
           "I almost lose my control and hurt you.... I'm sorry...." He looks at you with full of regret.
           "But I still want you to remember about tonight, please don't forget the way you kiss me.... Don't forget me...." He takes a peak of you for the last time before heading out from your apartement. He feels complicated.
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            You wake up in the morning with a heavy headache. You feel nausea and want to puke. You take a medicine to deal with the effect of after drunk. You never drunk for a long time and this one is kinda bad.
           You do all the neccesarry thing to sober you up. After all you have to go to work in your best condition. You don't want to mess up your project.
           Fortunately you feel all better when you go to work. You start your day on your desk and tidy up some report from yesterday that need to be shown to Ju Min. You suppose to continue the photo session with Ryu Min at 10 a.m so you plan to finish all of the report before that.
         But then you received an email from Ryu Min that saying he is already at the workplace for photo session, he will finish everything there without you. You are kinda dissapointed but relieved at the same time. You need to fix yourself for a while before seeing him in person again.
            You hear the main door is opened, it is Ju Min. You take a glance on the clock, he is late which is very unusual of him. He is overslept, the last night accident can't leave his mind at all.
            "Good morning Mr Han..." You greet him followed by Jae Hee's greeting. He nods before walk bashfully towards you. He looks hesistant while stroking his neck. You are not quite sure why.
         "About yesterday......" He starts the topic quietly.
        "Ah yes, I'm about to print out the result of yesterday photo session but due to the massive rain we can't finish in time, so we plan to continue today." You explain everything related to the project you do with Ryu Min.
         ".....is that all?" He asks, expecting more.
        "Eh... Ryu Min just email me, telling that he is already at the project site, he said that I don't need to go there because he already knew the place and he wish to finish everything alone.... Well yeah I guess my help isn't really needed once he know where is the project site right? So I just agree with it" You smile awkwardly, remembering the previous event with Ryu Min yesterday.
           "...... Is that really why?" Ju Min asks, he is not sure that the idea of Ryu Min doing the photo session alone and you agree with it so easily is solely because of a simple reason. He knew something did happened between the two of you. A thing that hurt you so much. But he doesn't know what is that.
           "Well....yes.... Maybe" you are not really sure how to tell him. So you decide to not telling him at all.
            He is staring straightly into your eyes, he tries to looking for anything that he can discover through your gaze. His eyes is expecting, but you can't guess what is that.
            " is that all?" He demands you. Repeating the same question over again. But still you don't know what you should say to make him sattisfied. You nod slowly even though you are not really sure about how to respond him. He looks dissapointed for some reason.
         "..... Alright then" he turn around, heading to his office room when you remember something.
         "Ah! Mr Han....." You call him again. He fastly turn around and looking at you with an expectation on his eyes.
        "well... I discover your name on received call last night.... Emm.... Actually I've been drunk.... So I can't remember our conversation.... Did I say something bad....?" You ask carefully. Ju Min study your face, there is a clear discouraged in his eyes.
           "You don't..... Remember?" He ask you, feeling upset. His eyes looks like a lost puppy.
           "..... my bad .... Did I do a mistake?" You want to do everything to cheer him up, his sad eyes is really unbearable.
           "Mistake?" He smile cynically, kinda cold. "No.... It wasn't a mistake, not at all.... At least for me....." His last word is almost inaudible.
              He is dumbfounded, crush into pieces. He doesn't know that being forgotten by a certain person can really destroy him badly, worse than he ever imagined. He leaves you without any other word. Somehow his back looks so lonely.
             "You can email me the photo result rather than print it out.... I.... Don't wish to be interupted today" he demand you. He wants to be alone. His feeling is hurted. He doesn't want to see you pity him when all the reason that destroyed him is you.
            Since that conversation, Ju Min keep avoiding you. When he always take his time to have anything to talk with you, he keep dismissed you after you gift your report. Sometimes he even ask Jae Hee to tell you to leave your report to her. He keep his act for almost a full week. He ignored you at the office and didn't give any respond of the topic you talk at the RFA group chat. You almost not talking with him at all.
              The project between your departement and Ryu Min is finished today. Your departement team have a dinner gathering with Ryu Min to celebrate the succesful of the project.
            Due to some other business, you are late to join the team. When you arrive, you can see that Ryu Min is smile brightly toward you, his act is recognized by Ju Min who sit across him. Ju Min didn't realize your arrival yet because the entry door is behind him. He follow his brother gaze and see you. You are the reason of Ryu Min bright smile, it's seem that he has been waiting for you.
            Ju Min put his stoic and cold expression. He doesn't welcome you and it is somehow sadden you. He turn around and drink his wine. He can't stand to see your interaction with Ryu Min, it's crushed him to the core.
            You approached the group table and sit beside Ryu Min, the only vacant chair available. Ryu Min greets you and help you with the chair, being a kind gentleman as always. His action makes you blushed, forgetting the surrounding for a while.
            But soon you are pulled back to reality when you see Ju Min is sitting infront of you. It is kinda awkward. He finish his wine fastly and get ready to leave. People ask him to stay longer but he says he want to go home fast and meet his Elizabeth 3rd soon. It makes you feel that he leaves because of you.
            The dinner gathering finished at late night. You throw your body to the bed to resting your body. You are exhausted physically due to the hectic agenda and emotionally because of a certain man, Han Ju Min.
           You don't understand what you did wrong that make him really upset. You try to playback your memory, in hope to find the reason behind his act. You almost dozing up when a flash of a memory hit your brain.
             "Saranghae...." You blurted out that word before kiss a man, he is not Ryu Min the person you love for almost forever, but instead he is his brother Han Ju Min.
              "What was that?!" Your eyes is wide open, you sit up immediately.
            "Is that a dream?" You ask your self. Soon another part of the memories comes out. How Ju Min carry you on his back to your apartement until the passionate kiss on your bed. You look around, now you remember that it is not a dream. NOT AT ALL.
        "Hyu Ri-ssi.... Once you wake up, please remember about tonight, about the kiss.... If you forget it and acknowledge it as your drunk mistake,..... That would really ruined me.... So please remember....." He whisper to you and stroke your head.
          You pull out your hair in frustration. You can't imagine how on earth did everything happened. And how could you even forget it!
          "Oh man.... I screw up!!" You shout to yourself.