It wasn't easy for you to meet him again. It wasn't easy for you to work with him, and talking about your feeling when he keeps bluntly pushing you away make it worse. You are frustrated, heart broken and crushed.
            You really want to release all your complicated feeling, so you express it by drinking soju infront of a convenience store near your appartement. You devour the liquor with a heavy heart. The memory of your conversation with Ryu Min couple hours ago filling your mind.
             "I wish for your happiness..... I want you to be happy... You are a great woman.... You deserved to be loved by a great man"  You start to cry again, sobbing on the table. You cry and cry to pull out every despair in your heart.
             "Hey..... Don't fall asleep here.... It's dangerous" you hear a man voice infront of you. You lift up your head and see Ryu Min is sitting there, smiling. He is a part of your inner thought.
            "If you really care for me. If you want me to be loved by a great man and you think that I deserve to be loved, then.... Why don't you love me??? You are the only person I longing for!!" You start to wail to the man inside your imagination. He keeps smiling.
         "See.... Why are you just smiling like that, you jerk! Why are you so nice to me. Don't be good to me, how could I forget you like this??" You continue. You take another soju and start to get drunk.
         "I'm hopeless" you drive out Ryu Min figure and stand up, get ready to go home. It's already dark.
          You walk with an unsteady step. At each corner you passing by you see Ryu Min again. He also walking backwards infront of you and following your every step. He just dissapear when your phone start ringing. It's Ju Min.
            Ju Min is restless, he is sitting on the backseat of his car. All day long.... He can't focus on his work. He keeps thinking about you, being worrying for you. He is worries about your feeling when you are around Ryu Min. He keep asking his self if you are gonna be okay by your self. So he tries to finish all the works as soon as possible and now is waiting infront of your appartement building after asking your address from Jae Hee.
            "Yoboseoyo....." He hear your horse voice through the phone call. Soon he knows that something is wrong with your voice.
           "Where are you? It's already dark, you should finish with the job today, aren't you?" He asks you carefully.
         "Oo.... Emm.... Where am I?" You looking around to your surronding. You have a hard time to recognize the surronding due to your drunk state. But in the end you get a grip of your situation.
          "Ooh! I'm near my apartement, I can see my apartement building there.... There...." You point to your apartement building. Ju Min go out from his car. He looks around and finally see you from afar.
            He smiles.... But his smile replaced by a frown and worry face once he realizing your situation. You look messy, devastated and drunk. He come closer to welcoming you, he can see your puffy eyes, he knows you just cried.
         You are still not aware that Ju Min is right infront of you. You keep staring on the ground while walking and soon you bump on him. You look up just to see his worry sad face.
             "Gwenchana?" Is the first thing he asks from you. You are not quiet happy to hear that and its make you pouting.
             "Why are you care if I'm okay or noott??" You ask him and poking on his chest.
            "Why are you drunk?" He asks again and makes you giggle. You answer him deliriously.
            You start to walk again but your unsteady step almost makes you fall. Fortunately, Ju Min is there to catching you. You smile and thanks him. You are incredeably close with him. He hugs your body and you stare into his eyes. There is a longing, worry and love in the man's eyes who is looking at your now. Your face become serious.
             "Why are you always look at me with that eyes? Do you love me?" Your question makes him awkward. He wants to confess all of his yearning toward you. He wants you to notice his love and only looking at his side. But he doesn't want to tell you when you are drunk like this. So he just silenced.
             "Nan.... Niga saranghae...." You look at him with the thirst in your eyes. You pull him closer and wrap your arm around his neck, make the distance closer.
              "Saranghae....." You blurt out your confession before take your face closer to him and start to kiss him.
              He is stunned, bewildered. Since his first kiss with you, he has been craving for more. He devotes your lip and how it taste. But he just not really ready for this kiss. It is too sudden. Especially when this morning you told him to stay away from you.
           When he regain his awareness, he is about to kiss you back to express how much he wants it. How much he wants you. But yet, you suddenly pass out but he is just to fast to prevent you from kissing the ground.
             He carry you on his back and heading towards your apartement. Driver Kim insist to help him carry you but he refuses his help. He just can't let any other man to touch you not even his trustworthy driver.
           Your room is at 3rd floor. He takes you to the lift and soon he arrive at your floor. He is looking at your number room. Towards his fast analytical he can find your apartement room sooner.
          But he can't just entering your room because it is locked with password. He doesn't has any other way but to wake you up.
           "Hyu Ri-ssi....." He calls you who is sleep at his back slowly. You are not moved and he calls you back.
           "We are at your apartement but we can't get in. Can you tell me your door pascode?" He asks you.
           "........1....." You murmuring some number but not really clear. So he ask you again patiently.
           "021194" he finally get the complete number. This number series is somehow familiar for him. He is good at remembering number and name. He can remember any contact number that he has on his phone, every birth date of his family and his client. 021194.... He tries to figure it out. It 2nd November 1994, Ryu Min's birthday.
             He sigh deeply. The fact that you put Ryu Min on your every single thing in your life really hurt him. He doesn't want to type that series number. He doesn't want to become a part of your memory about Ryu Min. But... He knew he already become one. In the end, he finally type the pascode, the door is opened.
               Ju Min looking for your bedroom and put you on your bed. He takes the blanket and covering your body. Doesn't want to make you feel cold. He then kneeling on the floor beside the futon, stroking your hair and staring at you.
             "Hyu Ri-ssi.... Once you wake up, please remember about tonight, about the kiss.... If you forget it and acknowledge it as your drunk mistake,..... That would really ruined me.... So please remember....." He whisper to you and stroke your head.
               But suddenly you open your eyes. You staring at him with a deep desire in your eyes. You are longing for his touch.
          "Please stay with me...." You beg him.
           He is hesitates. He carefully close the distance between you and him. He study your expression. Your eyes is luring him. He can't back down. So he kiss you again.
            It was a gentle kiss at first, and you enjoy it. But the more he kiss you the more you want him and he wants you even more. You return his kiss passionately and it make him lose his control. He pins your body on the bed, climb on your bed and kiss you lustfully.
            His lips exploring your lip while his hand stroking your hair and deepen the kiss. You moan in pleasure by his engrossed kiss. Your voice flare his lust. He moves his lips to your neck and make you flinch. His hand and lips is busy exploring your body. He is too eager and focus on his desire to have you. He wants to make you his, all of you. He forget how to treat you as a gentleman. He forget about his surrounding. He is too absorbed by his activity and unaware that you are already fallen asleep.