Chapter 33

MILES
I stormed out of the house with anger, melancholy, and frustration swirling inside of me as the evening breeze greeted me with coldness. The front door slammed shut, echoing my turbulent emotions. I needed to escape the suffocating atmosphere of home, where tensions simmered, ready to boil over at the slightest provocation.
My footsteps pounded the pavement, matching the rhythm of my racing heart. Thoughts bounced erratically in my mind, each one a flickering flame of discontent. A cacophony of voices and arguments played like an unwelcome symphony, reminding me of the turmoil I had left behind.
As I walked down the dimly lit street, my gaze locked onto those decorative lampposts that lined the sidewalk. They stood proudly, their iron frames adorned with intricate designs and delicate light fixtures. However, to me, they represented something far different. Each one seemed to mock me, mocking my frustrations and unfulfilled desires.
My fist clenched, ready to strike out at the nearest lamp post, to release the pent-up anger within me. It felt irrational, outrageous even, but the urge was undeniable. As I moved closer, my arm raised, ready to deliver the blow of frustration.
But fate had other plans for me tonight. Just as my clenched fist began its descent, someone's hand reached out and grabbed my wrist, halting my movement abruptly. Startled, I turned to face the unexpected intruder.
There he was–my brother, Jackson. His usually bright eyes were clouded with sadness, his once vibrant spirit dimmed by grief. Our grandfather had passed away, leaving behind a void that seemed impossible to fill. Jackson and I shared the same pain, and the same love for our grandfather, and as we made eye contact, our unspoken understanding was all too apparent.
Without a word, we walked towards each other and embraced. In that moment, our struggles merged into a shared sorrow. We cried silently, tears cascading down our cheeks, documenting the depth of our pain.
For what seemed like an eternity, we stood there, two broken souls finding solace within one another. The world around us blurred into a haze as we clung to each other, holding onto the fragments of our shattered hearts. In that embrace, we were no longer alone in our grief. We were brothers, unified by blood and love, finding strength in our shared vulnerability.
...
As midnight approached, my brother Jackson and I sat perched on the edge of the Central Park Bridge, our feet dangling just a few feet above the glistening water below. The night sky was a canvas of twinkling stars, their celestial light casting a magical glow over the city. The air was crisp and cool, and the sounds of the city's bustling streets were muffled by the trees that lined the park.
 
Jackson sighed heavily, his breath visible in the chilly air. "I'm going to miss him," he said, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness. I glanced over at him and caught him feigning a smile, trying to mask his emotions.
 
"So do I," I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. I too felt a pang of sadness, but I tried to keep my emotions in check. We had always been close, my brother and I, and the thought of losing our grandfather was almost too much to bear.
 
Jackson looked back at me, his eyes searching for mine in the darkness. "Do you still remember the time we used to sneak out of the house and go fishing in the park with Grandpa?" he asked, his voice laced with nostalgia.
 
I nodded, a smile spreading across my face. "How could I forget? He was always the one who convinced me to try new things and to take risks," I said, my voice filled with gratitude.
 
Jackson smiled back at me, his eyes shining with tears. "I'm going to miss him so much, you know," he said, his voice barely above a whisper.
 
I reached out and took his hand, our fingers intertwining as we sat there in the darkness, lost in our thoughts. The stars twinkled on, their light illuminating the night sky, as we sat there, two brothers, savoring our moments together before we said our farewell to our grandfather.
Suddenly, something came into my mind. I furrowed my eyebrows trying to sink in what was going on. My Dad was acting weird, he was acting nice and it felt like something was wrong.
"You're thinking about him, right?" Jackson asked so I glanced at him with confusion.
"I can see it in your face," he said pointing his finger at my face before continuing, "That you're wondering and confused about what was going on."
TYLER
As I stepped out of the bathroom, towel-clad and dripping wet, I couldn't help but feel a sense of relief wash over me. The warm water and soap had washed away all of my worries and stress, leaving me feeling refreshed and rejuvenated. But as I closed the bathroom door behind me, my phone chime interrupted my peaceful moment.
 
I quickly grabbed my phone from the bedside table and checked the message from my best friend, Clark. My heart skipped a beat as I read the message: "Hey man, I'm sorry for sending you a message this late of the night, but I just wanted to let you know that Miles' grandfather just passed away tonight."
 
As I read the message from Clark, a wave of sadness washed over me. I could feel the weight of Miles' grief. He was a kind and caring person, always putting others before himself. And now he was losing the one person who had been there for him throughout his life.
 
I couldn't help but feel a sense of helplessness as I read the message. There was nothing I could do to take away his pain; there were no words I could say to make it better. All I could do was be there for him, offer a listening ear, and have a comforting presence.
 
As I lay in bed, facing the concrete ceiling, I closed my eyes and let the sadness wash over me. I could feel Miles' pain as if it were my own, and I knew that I would do everything in my power to support him through this difficult time.
 
I knew that the next few days and weeks would be tough for Miles, but I also knew that he was strong enough to get through it. He had already lost so much in his life, but he had always come out stronger on the other side. This would be no different.
 
I took a deep breath and sent a message to Miles, offering my condolences and my support and also asking him where he was so I could see him. I knew that he would need it, and I was determined to be there for him every step of the way.
 
As I lay there, surrounded by the familiar sounds of my room, I couldn't help but think about the fragility of life and the importance of holding onto the people we love while we can. Life was short and unpredictable, and we never knew when it would be taken away from us. But with the love and support of those around us, we could face even the darkest of times.
As I quickly got dressed, I couldn't help but feel a sense of urgency. I had to get to Miles before it was too late. I grabbed my jacket and an extra one for him, just in case. I had a feeling that this was going to be a long night.
I made my way out of my room, heading towards the front door, but just as I was about to turn the knob, a familiar voice asked, "Where do you think you're going?" Dad asked, jolting me from my place.
"Dad you scared me," I said as I turned to face him.
"I apologize for startling you; it's just that I saw you getting down from your room, and it looks like you're in a hurry," Dad said while holding his glass of wine.
I was taken aback by his sudden appearance, but I tried to compose myself before responding. "Yeah, I'm heading out for a while; Miles' grandfather just died, and I want to go be with him," I said, trying to keep my voice steady.
Just before I could finish my sentence, Dad interrupted me with a pat on my shoulder. "Just go, son; he needs you," he said, his voice filled with understanding and concern.
I stared at Dad for a moment, feeling a mix of emotions. I was grateful for his support and understanding, but I was also feeling a sense of frustration at the suddenness of everything. My mind was racing with thoughts of Miles and his grandfather, and I couldn't help but wonder what lay ahead.
Without another word, I turned and headed out the door, leaving Dad standing in the living room with his glass of wine. As I walked down the hallway, I could feel his eyes on me, and I knew that he was watching me with a sense of pride and worry.
I took a deep breath and let it out slowly, trying to calm my nerves and prepare myself for what was to come. I knew that this was going to be difficult,  but I was determined to be there for Miles, no matter what.
...
As I parked my car and made my way into the park, I couldn't help but notice the golden glow of the lampposts illuminating the surroundings. Despite the late hour, the park was still bustling with people, each one lost in their world. Some were sitting alone on benches, enjoying the peaceful atmosphere, while others were strolling hand in hand with their partners, savoring the tranquility of the night.
I wandered my eyes around the dimly lit park, my heart racing with every step. The trees towered above me, their branches stretching towards the sky like skeletal fingers. The wind rustled through the leaves, creating an eerie whisper that sent shivers down my spine. I had been searching for Miles for what felt like hours, but there was no sign of him anywhere.
Just as I was about to give up, I saw a glimmer of light in the distance. I squinted, trying to make out what it was. As I got closer, I saw that it was Miles, sitting on the side of the bridge, looking down at the dazzling water beneath him.
As I approached him, I could see the sorrow etched on his face and the weight of his grandfather's passing on his shoulders. My heart ached for him, and I felt a pang of sadness myself. He talked about his grandfather, a kind and gentle man who had always been warm and welcoming to him. The thought of his grandfather no longer being here was almost too much to bear.
 
I reached out to him, my hand extended in a gesture of comfort. "Hey," I started, my voice shaky with a hint of concern. "I'm so sorry for your loss," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.
 
He looked up at me, his eyes red and puffy from crying. "Thank you," he said, his voice cracking with emotion. "I miss him so much already."
 
I sat beside him and wrapped my arm around his shoulders, pulling him into a gentle embrace. "I can only imagine how hard this must be for you," I said, trying to offer some small measure of comfort. "But I'm here for you, and I'll do whatever I can to support you through this difficult time."
 
He leaned into me, his tears falling freely as he let out a sob. "I don't know how I'm going to go on without him," he whispered, his voice filled with grief.
 
I held him for a long moment, simply being present for him as he mourned the loss of his grandfather. I knew that there were no words that could take away his pain, but I hoped that my presence and support could offer him some small measure of comfort. As we sat there, I felt a sense of peace washing over me, knowing that I could be there for him in his time of need.
JACKSON
As I stepped into the dimly lit bar, the sound of clinking glasses and muffled laughter filled the air. The smell of old wood and stale smoke wafted over me, transporting me to a bygone era. I took a seat at the bar, surrounded by faded photographs of jazz musicians and vintage advertisements for long-forgotten brands.
 
The bartender in his fifties, a gruff but kind man, greeted me with a nod. "What can I get you, young man?" he asked, his voice dripping with the hint of a Texan accent.
 
I ordered a whiskey on the rocks and took a sip, feeling the burn of the liquor as it slid down my throat. The bar was filled with Jazz music, the occasional cackle of laughter, or the clinking of glasses as the bartender polished a mug.
 
As the smooth, velvety notes of Miles Davis' "Kind of Blue" filled the air, I couldn't help but drift back to memories of my grandfather, who had passed away just a few hours ago. The jazz music seemed to transport me to a different time and place, one where my grandpa was still alive and vibrant, his warm smile and twinkling eyes still fresh in my mind.
 
He had always been a fan of jazz, and we would spend hours listening to the greats together. He would tell me stories about the musicians, their lives, and their music. He would speak of the power of improvisation and how it was like life itself—unpredictable yet beautiful.
 
I remember one particular night when I was just a teenager, we stayed up late into the night, listening to Miles Davis' "Kind of Blue." My grandfather, with a glass of bourbon in hand, would nod his head and tap his foot along with the beat, lost in the music. I sat next to him, mesmerized by the way the notes seemed to dance in the air.
 
As the night wore on, my grandfather began to reminisce about his own life. He spoke of his time in the army, of the friends he had lost, and of the struggles he had faced. But through it all, he spoke of the music that had always been there for him, a constant source of comfort and strength.
 
I just sat at the bar, nursing a whiskey on the rocks, surrounded by the sounds of jazz. I felt my grandfather's presence with me once again, lost in thought as the bartender asked, "Are you okay there, young man?". His question pulled me back to the present, and I forced a smile, trying to shake off the nostalgia that threatened to overwhelm me.
 
"Yeah, I'm good," I replied, my voice barely above a whisper. "Just lost in thought, you know?"
 
The bartender nodded sympathetically, his eyes clouding over with understanding. "I know how that is," he said, his voice softening. "I lost my folks a few years ago. It's tough, but time heals all wounds, they say."
 
I nodded, feeling a sense of gratitude for the bartender's kindness. We sat in silence for a moment, the only sound being muted jazz music and the gentle hum of the refrigerator in the background.
 
As I sipped my drink, I couldn't help but think about all the nights I had spent with my grandpa, listening to jazz and drinking whiskey. He introduced me to this music and taught me about the greats like Louis Armstrong and Duke Ellington, and we would spend hours talking about life, love, and everything in between.
 
The memories flooded my mind, and I felt a pang of sadness but also a sense of peace. My grandpa may have been gone, but he would always be with me through the music and the stories we shared. And as I sat there, surrounded by the familiar sounds and smells of the bar, I knew that I would be okay, that life would go on, and that my grandpa would always be with me in spirit.
As I sat there in silence, I suddenly heard the door chime. I couldn't help but turn to face the entrance, and that was when I saw her. A familiar figure of a young woman, with blonde hair and piercing blue eyes, walks into the room with a confident stride. My heart skipped a beat as I recognized her—it was Jessica, my brother's bully.
 
"Miss Cross, it's good to see you again. What can I get you this time?" The bartender greeted Jessica with enthusiasm, his eyes sparkling with a hint of mischief. She smiled wryly and leaned against the bar, her curled hair cascading down her back like a river of gold.
 
"Just the usual, Noah," she replied, her voice husky and confident. "A Vodka, please."
 
The bartender nodded and poured a generous serving of liquid into a glass, the ice cubes clinking against the sides as he handed it to her. Jessica took a sip, the smooth, smoky flavor of the vodka warming her throat and igniting a fire within her soul.
 
I couldn't help but notice the way she looked in her new outfit. Jessica had always been the popular girl in school, preferring matching and sexy clothes, but tonight she dressed up in a way that made her look like a completely different person. The black ripped jeans and boots gave her a tough, edgy look that I had never seen before, and the way she carried herself with confidence and poise was almost unrecognizable.
 
"I can see you staring at me, Mr. O'Malley," she said, her voice dripping with sarcasm as she slowly rolled her eyes in my direction.
 
I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment, but I couldn't help myself. I had to know more about this feisty little thing. "And if you're planning to flirt with me, I just wanted you to know that I just turned 18," she added, her brows furrowed and her voice laced with a hint of challenge.
 
I raised my hands in defense, laughing nervously. "Whoa, whoa, I wasn't flirting with you, and excuse me? Just so you know, I don't flirt with minors like you, and also, why would I flirt with my brother's bully?" I asked her sarcastically.
 
She stares at me for a second before taking another sip of her vodka. "You know what? You're interesting, and I like it," she says, her voice husky and confident. I feel a flutter in my chest, unsure of how to respond. "Interesting?" I repeat, trying to play it cool. "What do you mean?"
 
She leans in closer. "You're not like the other guys I meet. You're not trying to impress me or sell me something. You're just... you." She pauses, studying me with a thoughtful expression. "I like that."
Lost in thought, the jazz music seemed to echo my turmoil. Jessica's piercing ocean-blue eyes seemed to see right through me as if she could sense the inner turmoil that I was trying so desperately to keep hidden. I shrugged my shoulders, trying to play it cool, but my heart was racing with anticipation.
"I needed some time to be alone," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.
She cocked her head to the side, her eyes never leaving mine. "Yeah, I can see that," she said, her eyes scanning my face with a playful glint. "Let me guess, you're having trouble with your girlfriend?"
I chuckled, despite the situation. "It's worse than that," I said, then let out a sigh. "My grandfather just passed away a few hours ago."
Her eyebrows were raised in surprise. "Oh my God, I'm so sorry!"
Her expression softened, and she reached out to place a gentle hand on my arm. "I had no idea," she said, her voice filled with compassion.
"Well, yeah, it's been a rough day," I admitted, feeling a pang of sadness wash over me again. "He was a great guy, and I'm gonna miss him a lot." She reached out and took my hand, her touch warm and comforting. "I can only imagine how tough this must be for you," she said softly. "Do you want to talk about it?"
As I gazed into Jessica's eyes, I felt a deep sense of connection that I had never experienced before. Her piercing blue orbs seemed to see right through me as if she could read my every thought and emotion. I couldn't help but feel drawn to her, like a moth to a flame. But I quickly pushed those feelings aside, telling myself that I needed to keep my distance. After all, I didn't want to get too close to her, not after all what she had done to my brother.
"It's fine," I muttered awkwardly, trying to break the spell that had been cast between us. "I think I should get going now."
But even as I spoke, I found myself lingering by the bar, unable to tear my eyes away from Jessica's face. She smiled at me, a gentle, understanding smile that only made my heart race faster. I knew that I needed to leave, but something inside me refused to let go.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, I managed to rip my gaze away from Jessica and make my way out of the bar. As I walked down the street, I couldn't shake off the feeling that our paths would cross again soon. And when they did, I knew that there would be no escaping the connection that we shared.

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