It was already the weekend, the day of the engagement party. I had been feeling a sense of guilt in my heart, and it had been bothering me all morning. I couldn't shake off the feeling that I was using Sarah as a distraction from my unresolved feelings for Stephanie. The thought of seeing Stephanie again, and possibly having to interact with her, was making me anxious. I didn't want to put Sarah in an awkward situation, and I definitely didn't want her to feel like I was using her as a way to cope with my own emotions.
So, I decided to go to Sarah's house early, rather than waiting for the appointed time of 2 pm. I arrived at her house, and she was surprised to see me standing at her doorstep. "Gabriel, what are you doing here so early?" she asked, her eyes wide with curiosity.
I smiled sheepishly. "I know we said 2 pm, but I couldn't wait. I needed to talk to you about something." I explained, feeling a sense of nervousness.
Sarah's expression changed from surprise to concern. "Is everything okay? You look like something's bothering you." She asked, her voice filled with empathy.
I took a deep breath and followed her into the house. We sat down in the living room, and I began to explain my situation. "Sarah, I have to be honest with you. I've been feeling really guilty about taking you to this engagement party today." I said, my voice filled with emotion.
Sarah's eyes narrowed. "Why? What's wrong?" She asked, her tone curious.
I hesitated, unsure of how to express my feelings. "It's just that...Stephanie will be there. The girl who turned down my proposal. And I don't want you to feel like I'm using you as a distraction or something." I explained, feeling a sense of vulnerability.
Sarah's expression softened, and she reached out to touch my hand. "Gabriel, thank you for telling me this. That takes a lot of courage." She said, her voice filled with kindness.
I felt a wave of relief wash over me. "I just don't want you to feel uncomfortable or anything. If you don't want to go with me, I understand." I said, giving her an out.
Sarah smiled. "I appreciate your honesty, Gabriel. But I still want to go with you. I'm glad you told me this now, rather than me finding out later." She said, her eyes sparkling with understanding.
I nodded, feeling a sense of gratitude towards Sarah. "Thank you for understanding. I promise I won't make things awkward for you." I said, feeling a sense of relief.
Sarah laughed. "I can handle myself, Gabriel. Don't worry about me. Let's just go and have fun, okay?" She said, her voice filled with enthusiasm.
I smiled, feeling a sense of excitement. "Okay. Let's do it." I said, feeling a sense of anticipation for the party.
After a few hours had passed, we set off for the engagement party, the excitement and nervousness building up inside me. As we drove, Sarah turned to me with a mischievous glint in her eye, her smile hinting at something more.
"So, Gabriel, I've been thinking," she said, her voice low and husky, sending a shiver down my spine.
"Oh yeah? What about?" I asked, curious about what was on her mind, my eyes fixed on her beautiful face.
"Well, I've decided that since I'm doing you a favor by going to this party with you, I'm going to take things into my own hands," she said, a sly smile spreading across her face, her eyes sparkling with amusement.
I raised an eyebrow, intrigued by her boldness, my mind racing with possibilities. "What do you mean?" I asked, my voice filled with curiosity.
Sarah leaned in, her voice taking on a conspiratorial tone, her breath whispering against my ear. "I mean, I'm going to do with you whatever I please. You're going to let me take advantage of you at this party, and you're not going to act like a gentleman," she said, her words sending a thrill through me.
I chuckled, surprised by her audacity, my heart racing with excitement. "Oh really? And what exactly do you plan on doing with me?" I asked, my voice filled with anticipation.
Sarah's smile grew wider, her eyes glinting with mischief. "I'm going to make you act naughty, Gabriel. I want you to be ready to get a little dirty, to use some dirty talk. We're going to steal the show at this party, and I want you to be ready for it," she said, her words painting a vivid picture in my mind.
I laughed, feeling a thrill of excitement, my mind racing with possibilities. "You're something else, Sarah. I like it," I said, my voice filled with admiration.
Sarah's eyes sparkled with mischief, her smile growing wider. "I knew you would. So, are you ready to let me take charge and make some memories?" she asked, her voice filled with excitement.
I nodded, feeling a sense of anticipation, my heart racing with excitement. "I'm ready. Let's do it," I said, my voice filled with determination.
Sarah grinned, satisfied, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "Good. I'm going to make sure this is a night to remember," she said, her words sending a shiver down my spine.
As we arrived at the venue, Ryan's house, I stepped out of the car and walked around to open the door for Sarah. I had always been a gentleman, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of excitement and nervousness as I waited for her to exit the vehicle. As she stepped out, she turned to me with a mischievous glint in her eye, and before I could even react, she planted a soft, gentle kiss on my lips.
I was taken aback, my mind racing with surprise and excitement. This was my first time kissing another lady apart from Stephanie, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of guilt mixed with pleasure. The kiss was soft and brief, but it sent a shiver down my spine, and I couldn't help but wonder what other surprises Sarah had in store for me.
As we pulled away from the kiss, Sarah smiled up at me, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "I couldn't wait any longer," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "I've been wanting to do that all day."
I smiled back at her, feeling a sense of excitement and nervousness. "I have to admit, I wasn't expecting that," I said, my voice filled with honesty.
Sarah laughed, her eyes glinting with mischief. "I know. I like to keep you on your toes," she said, her voice filled with playfulness.
As we walked towards Ryan's house, I couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation. What other surprises did Sarah have in store for me? And how would I react to them? I had a feeling that this was going to be a weekend to remember.