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Chapter 20
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My heart shattered looking at the picture that was sent to me.
" Thank you" I texted to her classmate, as I was about to turn off my phone, Emi surprisingly called me. I left the room so I could talk to her in private.
" Hi Love! How was your day?" She said, with energetic voice.
" Good, how about you? How was school and your 'friend'?" I sarcastically said.
" What? Oh my baby is jealous? Don't worry I was focused in the class this whole time, that's why I'm busy. I can't wait for you to return here" she said.
I scoffed and turned off the phone because of my emotions building up even though I didn't mean to do that but she's treating me like an idiot and it makes my heart sank hearing those words came out of her mouth acting like she did nothing wrong.
So i went back to our room again and slept, but i woke up in the middle of the night because i felt anxious about my relationship with Emi. I got up from the bed and sat beside the window gazing at the trees.
"I love you, Emi," tears fell down my cheeks as I looked at the picture of her with her 'friend.' I truly love her, and I don’t know if I can handle life without her. She’s my everything, but I feel like I’m nothing to her anymore. I cried silently so that the others wouldn’t wake up.
"Akiyama?" A soft voice called from behind me. I wiped my tears before turning around. A hint of moonlight revealed Saki's worried face.
" Are you crying? Are you okay?" Her voice was shaky, I shook my head as I smiled a little the she walks closer to me.
" You can tell me what's wrong Akiyama, I'm worried" she held my hand and tears build up her eyes. I stood up and patted her shoulder.
"I'm okay, let's get back to sleep. We have a cleaning activity in the morning," I reassured her and insisted that she go back to her bed to get some rest, then I went back to sleep as well.
* Time Skip 7:30 am *
[ Miyuki's POV ]
All of the student gathered outside by group and started our cleaning activity. Hours later, I volunteered that I'm gonna throw the trash bags in the dumpster.
" I'll help you" Luna said with her usual energetic voice and helped me carry the trash bags.
" You both stay here, Miwa and I will throw it" Akiyama interrupted.
" I don't want any of you get hurt again like what happened to Saki the other day" he followed.
" No i insist. I want to walk around for a bit" I respond. I wanted to clear my mind by walking.
Akiyama furrowed his brows at me, I grabbed a two trash bags. The dumpster is 5 minutes away from the cabin, as I arrived at the area and threw the trash bags I heard a group of boys approaching.
I remembered my dream and my body acted on it's own and ran to the opposite direction. I ran for about 4 minutes and rested behind a tree. I chuckled out of nowhere for what happened and thinking I lost my mind earlier.
When I felt better and was about to leave the area a familiar voice pop out of nowhere.
" Hey you"
I saw the School President approaching me with those angry face again.
" Aren't you the one that entered the rooftop? Why are you here? You're not supposed to be here in this area." He scolded.
I suppose they are patrolling and I admit students are not allowed to go this far unless it's a group activity.
" Sorry" I responded to him.
" You're always breaking the rules Ms." He scolded again. I looked at his face he was getting irritated at me again.
" I said I was sorry, besides I didn't mean to go this far either" I said.
" Dummy. Come were going back" he walked and saw a vine near his foot so I rushed over to him because he's going to trip over it.
I caught him before he stumbled, but as I steadied him, I felt a weight on my breast. Looking down, I saw his hand, palm flat against my chest, pressing down unintentionally. He seemed to realize his position instantly, his hand withdrawing with a quick jerk.
" I'm so sorry I didn't mean it." He apologized and bowed at me. His face was like a tomato while maintaining his composure and so am I. We both quickly left the area and haven't spoke a word to each since what happened.
On our way home i heard voices so motioned him to go down and hide on the bush. We saw a couple standing beside the tree, the School President was behind my back looking at them too.
The thorns from the bushes snagged at my clothes as I stumbled backward, trying to avoid them. I didn't realize how close he was until I tripped, falling onto him with a surprised gasp. My hand landed on something hard and I froze, my heart pounding in my chest. I looked down and saw my hand resting on... his crotch.
I was about to react but he covered my mouth and he quickly stood up.
" You two!" He raised his voice. The couple we're leaning towards each other and the boy was holding her girlfriend's waist. They both got startled at him and escape quickly.
He helped me got up and I said sorry repeatedly and blushing like crazy. A lot happened just for a few minutes, he couldn't look me in the eyes because of the embarrassment and started to walk.Download Novelah App
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