"Dammit. What the hell happened here?" He murmured as he saw emptiness of her. "Venz? Venz, where are you?" He searched for her inside his room but there's no sign of the woman he loves everywhere. And he remembered something. Then without any hesitation, he stormed out towards her room only to make him gasped in disbelief when he saw her room covered with the emptiness of her things. There's nothing left there. Except all bedroom things. Nothing left. Including her. His knees wobbled. Then his eyes caught something above her bed. Slowly, he went towards it and picked it up. It was a goddamn letter. Then after swallowing hard, he read it.
Francis,
A million thank you for helping me out with my problems. And being with you everyday bestows such relishing experience to me. But that ends there. About what happened between us, I'm sorry but it was just a big freaking mistake and I've totally regret it already. I'm in love with somebody else already, Francis. And what's worst, you don't even know who I really am. I'm sorry but I lied to you. So it has to end this way. Goodbye.
-Venz
Francis' mind was completely shut for a few seconds upon reading letter of the woman he loves so much.. Then not a minute longer, his tears fell involuntarily while trying to contact the latter on the phone for more than twenty times already but still to no avail and lastly, it says the number he contacted was unavailable already. So maybe that woman totally cut their connections on their phones already. And that thought made him almost go insane instantly. He clenched his jaw. She really left him. That woman had regret what happened between them. She was already in love with somebody else. She lied to him. And so she left him. She left him. That woman left him without even giving him the chance to tell her his problem with Cazzandra, a problem that was already solved before he went home to his condo unit that moment. And just when he thought everything will be finally fall into place, she then left. He harshly washed away his face with his palms, abruptly stood up and violently kicked his bed so hard. "Fuck! Fuck this goddamn life!" He angrily shouted and glued his forehead on the wall and hardly punched it. "Fuck, Venz! Fuck! Why did you fucking do this to me!" He furiously growled and punched the wall of his room continuously while his tears were continuously flowing from his eyes as well. Until he felt his fist numb in pain and the flow of hot, red liquid from there. But he didn't give a damn about that. Because his heart was more in pain that very moment. That woman left him because she regretted what happened between them. She left him because she doesn't love him. And she left him because she loves somebody else already. "Damn it, Venz! Damn! Why did you fucking leave me.." He uttered softly almost close to whisper and mourned in so much, unbearable pain.
White Francis closed his eyes tightly and shook his head. Because of that stupid reason of both of their parents back then, he met her. And because of her, he was in bloody pain for six years now. And truly, he hasn't move on yet. And he hated himself for that. So he pinched the bridge of his nose once again in total frustration and closed his eyes tightly. Kyle really did a great shot in ruining his entire day that morning. He released a deep breath once again and shook his head. That's not the perfect time to reminisce such unpleasant, blood-boiling memories. He must focus on his project. He must now forget about his past. And most of all, he must forget about that woman and focus on his present to claim his future without thinking of someone undeniably unworthy.. To remember upon
-PHILIPPINES-
M-Mom? W-Where is he? Is he safe?"
Her mother immediately looked away while covering its mouth.
So she nervously looked at her father. "D-Dad?"
Her father sighed and held her hand. "Daughter, I'm.. I'm sorry.. He didn't make it."
She abruptly held her breath, while her breathings were so heavy. "N-No, dad. Don't give me that answer. It's irritating the hell out of me."
"Daughter--"
"Where is he?!" She was histerically shouting at that moment already while her eyes already filled with tears.
Her mother sighed deeply. "Nelica, darling, please calm down.."
"No! I can't lose him! I can't!" She was already sobbing loudly.
"Nelica--"
"No, mom, please! Please.. Tell me you're just joking. Tell me you're not serious.."
Her mother already cried too and hugged her tightly. "I am so.. Sorry, daughter.. I'm really sorry.."
"Mom.." She was crying and sobbing while uttering that softly. "I can't lose him.. I can't afford to lose him.."
She was crying so loud.. And she was crying in too much pain. Then she felt her father hugged her tightly too. So she cried even harder while her heart sank in unfathomable.. And unbearable despair.
'I'm sorry, Love.. I'm so sorry..' She uttered in her thoughts while crying in so much pain.. Continously.
Nelica closed her eyes tightly and sighed deeply as she abruptly erased that painful memory in her thoughts. She went there in that cemetery again to visit the most important person in her life. Not to cry again like there's no tomorrow because of that dark memories of her. She felt a cold dump of wind touching her skin, seemd to calm her down again. So after one last sigh, she softly spoke up..
"Hi, Love.. How are you today? I hope you're still doing fine up above with God right now. And I hope you will always guide me wherever I am, whatever I will do.. And whatever decision that I will make. Love.. I want to say sorry again for hurting you so bad. Because of my too much love for that guy. And it kills me everyday thinking that because of my too much love for him, I forgot that I still have you. So I always blame myself for that, feeling that pain each day, without thinking that you won't be in total peace even more everytime I think of you. Love? I am so sorry. Please forgive me.." She cried so hard again and mourned painfully. Just like she always did for the past six years during that day.
During her treasure's painful.. Death anniversary.