“Miss, where’s Celine?.” I ask her while holding the side part of the body.
She looks shocked. She helps me, getting back to the room.
“Sir, It’s not good for your health to go outside without any nurse to assist you. What is your name?”
“Carlos Smith Hayasaki ”, where is the girl that I am with? Is she hurt?” As soon as I told my answer
The nurse is now calm.
“Ah! Yes, both of you were brought here by a man” with a tone of confirmation.
I sighed in relief.
That’s good. I am now calm.
But,… A guy?
I try to look for the guy talked about earlier.
But, I didn’t spot anyone.
“Mr. Hayasaki, I need to check your vital sign.” The nurse said.
But I resisted, “Miss, I need to know where Celine is!”
The nurse is trying to make me calm.
Then, two men appeared they are wearing white, they both hold each of my arms.
They’re trying to stop me!
Slowly, the nurse injected something to be a drug to make me calm.
I’m helpless. Shit.
When Carlos wakes up, two men were beside him.
He blinks his eyes trying to process who are those two men.
He tightly shut his eyes then opened them. Only to see Celine’s brother and an unknown man beside him.
“Are you okay?” Creed said.
Yjn nodded, but he is slightly confused about the other guy, Creed.
An image of Celine flashed in his mind.
He stands up even it is hurting.
“I need to know if she’s okay.” That’s the only thing that’s inside Carlo’s mind.
As soon as he steps on the floor, he then fell. The two guys help him to stand up.
“Take it easy, Carlos. The medicine is still kicking. Just rest for a while. I’ll go get the
nurse” said the guy beside Creed.
Yjn is now more confused about who is he? Why is he know my name?
He keeps on disregarding anything in his mind.
He needs to know where Celine is. No matter what happens.
Yjn was about to stand up again, but Creed stops him.
“Fuck dude!. Don’t be too stubborn! Curry told you to rest!”
But Yjn is too hard-headed. He keeps on standing to walk towards the door.
“M-m-my mon amour…. Just wait. I’ll come to find you.” He muttered while crawling towards the door.
“Celine is… O-o-kay. Don’t worry too much”. Rest, and get well soon. Then, we’ll come to see her, okay?” Creed told Carlos with conviction and assurance.
Yjn felt something when he heard those words, but Carlos hopes crashed when he saw the tears flowing on Creed’s face. His eyes are swollen, and he does not get enough sleep. His hair is a mess, and he also got bruises on his left cheek.
“Fuck! Creed, don’t lie to me, please? Just tell me, WHERE THE FUCK IS CELINE?”
Carlos did not stop his emotions, it is now evident.
He knows that Creed’s hiding something.
“YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE! You don’t have the right to be like that, because of you CELINE is in ICU. You were out for two TWO-fucking days. Fuck. You could’ve been there when my sister suffered. Shit. I’ll never let you get near her!” He burst out.
Carlos was stunned.
He’s not moving.
His world stops.
His tears start to fell down his cheeks.
He thinks that…
He’s worthless.
I am so devastated when Creed told me those words.
I felt numb! Hearing those words made my shattered heart shred into million more pieces.
This is all my fault.
She must not be here.
I can’t protect the one I love.
What kind of a man, I am?
I’m the worst!
I can’t do anything. I’m useless.
I am shocked when someone lends his hand and helps me to stand.
“Get up. I’ll let you see her.” He said.
I look at him.
He’s the guy Creed is with.
I don’t know him, but why am I have this feeling that I want to trust him?
He placed me in a wheelchair.
He then walked me toward the room where I find see Celine. While we’re on our way my heart beats so fast as if t were about to explode.
Dear, God. Please, let her live.
I-i can’t live without her, I better kill myself if that will happen.
I have a lot of this to say to her.
I wat her to marry me, to bear my kids and, to love me for eternity.
I can now see the room with a name on top of the door, Intensive Care Unit.
I stood up and try to enter the room but I failed.
The man who lends me his hand, helps me get up.
“You’re not allowed to enter that room.” He told me.
I looked at him with confusion.
“Creed forbids you from entering that room. No offense, but I respect his decision.” He added.
I sighed.
Crees are mad at me.
He blames me for what happened to Celine.
He’s right. It’s my fault. I felt so horrible.
I just look outside the glass window of the room, while the woman I love is there inside, lying on that bed.
The sight of her made my eyes swell.
There are many tubes, that connect to her body.
Her face is so pale.
“Everything’s going to be alright Bro. Celine is a brave girl. I know she’ll wake up soon, you need to trust her.” The guy told me.
Ha?
How did he know Celine?
I suddenly stop. I look at him.
This man looks so much like Celine. His skin is as white as the snow. He gives off an aristocrat aura that made my knees wobble.
This man is dangerous.
“Are you somewhat related to Celine?”
His eyes I now on me.
His gaze is piercing through me.
A grin flashed unto his lips and said, “I’m Curry Navarro, Celine’s older brother. You don’t have to introduce yourself. I know who you are. I also know that you were gay.”
At that moment. I froze.
I’m in a deep-shit. fuck.