Finally, I finally see my kids with their father.
Chapter 40
ROSEANNA'S (P.O.V)
"But I hurt you so much, you've been in so much pain because of me, It is right for me to punish myself like this" He abruptly stood up and pick the knife on the floor then cut his wrist, I gasped and quickly run to him, I hold his wrist injury and luckily it was not a deep cut.
"No, no please Drew. No, I'll be hurt if you do this. Drew Please listen to me, don't do this" I beg holding his hands that's holding a knife, I cried when he slice his wrist again
"No, please." I hug him again, much tighter until he stopped slicing himself and calm down after. I wipe his face again and hild his bleeding wrist. "Don't hurt yourself ok? Please Drew? Listen to me, ok? Huh?" I pleaded and let out a big breath when he nodded "lets clean you up now okay? I won't leave you. Let's get up" I said and hold him up, we then walk towards Mrs. Stone who's outside the room covering her mouth that's full of sobs. The guards helped me hold Aideen up
"let's move him to another roon please, Mrs. Stone can you call a doctor? He have many cuts on his wrist" I said with a heavy breathing. Then Aideen suddenly made a scene calling me, I looked at my husband who's still in deep thoughts still looking at the room "Jaden, can you please wait downstream? The kids are now getting scared" I said to Jaden, so he looked at Nathashia. I felt guilty at the pain that is now visible in her eyes so I looked away and went to where they drag Drew.
I'm sorry little girl, your father needs mommy's help.
The doctor and two nurses arrived and cleaned his cuts, and I am just in his side while they were cleaning his body and face. They can't inject a sleeping pill to him because he will woke up in a minute or so, the pills only affects him when he's out of control.
After a while they finished with him, the doctor stitched his wounds well and then went outside to talk to Mrs. Stone.
Suddenly, Drew hold my hands.
"I heard my little girl cried, where is she? Is she here? Is my boy also here?" He looked at the door wanting to see his kids, I nodded at him making him smile genuinely
"Do you want to see them?" I am tearing up as I have been looking at him, he is so full with stitches. His fair skin has been damaged, badly.
"Can I? I mean they will probably be scared to see me full of stitches like this" his smile slowly became sad.
"No, no. They won't. They will understand you, your son and daughter is as smart as you are" I smiled and hold his cheeks, wiped the tears that fall from his eyes, he's crying but he doesn't know it, hilariously sad isn't it?
I called one of their maids outside and asked her to bring Jaden and the kids back here..
After a few minutes
"Mommy?" Blaizé called me, I looked at him. He called me but his eyes is fixed on his father. Meanwhile, Aetheshia is standing on his back while they're holding each other's hands.
"Come here you two" I called them and they both walk towards me. Jaden is outside looking at us and so as Nathasia both of them look so understanding but there's a pain beneath their eyes. I looked away and made my little girl sit on my lap while Blaizé stood beside his sister, the three of us is now looking at Drew, and Drew is now smiling widely while he stared at his twins "Remember when you two asked me who is your real father?" I asked the two little ones and they nodded
"Yes mom, we remember and we know that he is our biological father" Blaizé answered and Aetheshia nodded agreeing with her brother, my eyes widened hearing what my little boy had said "I saw you with him when Aunt Sam took us to play. Since then we calculated the probability and have known that he's indeed our biological dad" He whispered, he knows that it was just a secret and his daddy Jaden don't know about it.
"Can I get a hug?" Drew asked the kids for a hug with a sweet smile and our babies hug him lightly so that he won't get hurt.  My eyes were tearing up again looking at the three of them. Drew's right arm hugs the kids.
"Be ok, father. We want to play with you" Blaizé talked and I was surprised to hear him talk. He is the type of person that wont talk unless you talk first.
"Yes daddy, you should be ok. You have to take me to shopping and play house" Aetheshia talked too it really made my tears fall to my cheeks. Drew looked at me after hearing my sob and he wipe my tears away. I smile and hold his hand on my cheeks.
"You heard that? You need to get better fast. You need to recover soon so that you can grant their wishes" I took a deep breath and Aetheshia came to my side and hug her arm on mine. "You need to recover and be ok mentally and physically. They will wait for you" Drew nodded and I smiled at them, I wipe the tears that is coming from my eyes and stand up "Mommy will go out for a minute, can you two stay here?" The twins directly nodded
"We will tell stories to father" Blaizé so once again I smiled and pat his head before I went out.
Jaden and Nathasia we're the first one I saw as soon as I step out of the room.
"Won't you ask me if I'm also ok?" Jaden showed me his sad face.
"Jaden, hon" I sighed, he chuckles, and I know that it's a fake one because it shows.
"Don't mind me" He took a look inside the room "when will we leave?" He asked while still looking at Aideen Drew and the twins then he turn his head to face me "Are you even going home?"
"Of course, I will. Come on now him, don't be like that" I am feeling tired, exhausted from the trip and what happened earlier. "I'm sorry hon but just not now, we can stay here for today and I promise you we will leave together in the morning"
"Did you even ask for my opinion, Roseanna?" He ask looking so hurt and it kills me inside seeing him like that, but  I just couldn't leave Drew. Dammit! "Does my opinion even count to you now? I'm sorry Roseanna but I can't stay here. If you insist to stay then I'll leave, I will just be back tomorrow to get you and the kids"
"Hon," All I could do was to call him, I want to go with him but something just don't let me and I don't know what is it. "I'm fine, it's fine. I understand, he needs your help"
"How about me? I can help right? I mean obviously I can I am the girl friend. Of course, I can" Nathasia suddenly interrupted our conversation and her tone is filled with sarcasm but I expected it. After she witnessed her boyfriend clinging into other woman of course she has the right to be like that.
"Of course you can. You should go to him"
....
"No! I don't want you! Where is Rose? I want her, bring Rose back in here. Where is she?" Aideen shouted at his girlfriend Nathasia, she was surprised at the way her boyfriend is acting.
Roseanna's twins is also shocked but they remained calm.
"She's talking with her husband outside" Nathasia felt angry as she realizes his actions.
"No! Get out of here" instead of being calm he shouted again
"Can you just shut up,? I am helping you here because I am your girlfriend! Why are you looking for someone else that is not here?" Nathasia thwarted by him.
"Hey, Ms.? I'm sorry but you can't talk to him with that kind of tone, with his mental condition right nke he might breakdown. If you are just going to talk to my father like that, you can just go ahead and leave"
Nathasia was baffled by how smart the little boy sounded and she doesn't know how he learned the things he's saying, but Nathasia's anger is still rising. Not thinking she pushed the little boy aside making him lost his balance and fall on his knees, Aetheshia's eyes winded as she take a look on her brother and glared at Nathasia.
"Nathasia!" Adieen Drew can just call her angrily as he couldn't move.
"Hey, you're too much now lady. You should apologize to my brother, you hurt him" Aetheshia hild her arms but Nathasia pushed the little girl too.
Aetheshia's left leg hit the corner of the chair making Aetheshia scream in pain and hold her brother, and then her brother hugs her.
"What the fuck? Why did you push my little girl like that Nathasia? I swear, I fucking swear that If her leg will get swollen I will freaking push you down the stairs!" Aideen Drew yelled so scary. His little girl just cried out loud "I'm sorry for my words my princess, daddy's sorry" Aideen's voice went down as he looks at her little princess.
"Babe! I- I was just-" Nathasia couldn't finish what she was about to say when Roseanna entered the room hurriedly after hearing her little girl scream.
Roseanna then saw her twins on the floor, her little girl his crying. She ran towards them and hold them up.
"What happened? Why are you two on the floor?"  Worried as hell she hugs them,
"Mommy my my left leg hurts" Aethesia cried to her mom as she sobs. Roseanna looks at her little boy
"She pushed me mom, and then after she pushed me Aethesja got angry and held her arm telling her to apologize but she also pushed my twin sister, mommy she's a bad lady," Blaizé explained and hold his twin sisters hands
Roseanna is now mad, she looks at Nathasia then at Aideen Drew, "Drew? What happened? I am sure my little boy won't lie but tell me what happened!"
"It's true, she pushed them and I couldn't move because my feet feel numb" Aideen is still angry and wished that he could stand up and drag Nathasia out.
"You said you would help! Does pushing my kids a help to you?" Roseanna asked keeping herself calm
"It is because they're annoying!" Nathadia yelled.
Can anyone get this woman out?" Roseanna called the bodyguards outside
"Hah! And who are you to say that? You don't have the rights to let me out of this mansion. You are just a nobody!" Nathasia laughed sarcastically, but the bodyguards holds her both arms "hey! Let me go! Why are you taking m? Take her not me! Let go!" Nathasia yelled to the body guards.
"She have the full rights in everything I own, Nathasia. You are the one who does not have any rights in here" Aideen looks like he isn't talking at his own girlfriend.
"Did you just bumped your head somewhere and forget that I'm your girlfriend?" Nathasia is tearing up. "Remove your fucking hands off of me" she cursed the guards and Roseanna cover her kids's ears, don't want them to hear much cursing. "Why are you saying that? This woman right here should be the one you're throwing out, not me! This nobody here" Nathasia said pointing at Roseanna.
"Could you stop yelling and cursing? The kids can hear you Nathasia!" Roseanna keeps on covering her kids's ears.
"That woman who you're pointing your finger at is the mother of my heir! The girl that I love and if you won't move that finger of yours down I'm gonna cut it off!" Aideen warned her and at the tone of his voice he is now indeed mad. Both Roseanna and Nathasia looked at him with a shock face. Roseanna couldn't believe and could not take her eyes of of her past lover "Out! Now!" Aideen sudden shouted making all of them jump a bit.
"Babe!" Nathasia called his boyfriend, she's hurt and Roseanna can feel it. "I am your girlfriend. I am the one you love. Take that back babe, I beg you take that back" Cried as she beg her boyfriend to take back his words.
"No you're wrong, yes I do love you but not as much as I love Rose, I don't love you enough for me to be crazy for you , what I showed you was pure love but it just ain't enough. It isn't the kind of love that I would die for! Now if you will just hurt my kids then it's better for you to leave. Leave my life for good" Aideen started that with his voice full of authority, you can feel his anger for the woman,
"Babe, No! You can't do this to me. You love me you said it yourself, please babe No"
"Get her out" He became calmed and looked at his kids, they look shocked. The guards drag Nathasia out.
"Go to your daddy Jaden, Mommy and him needs to talk" Roseanna didn't took her stare at Aideen as she told her kids to go to her husband, The kids looks at their father Aideen it was like they were asking for his opinion, Aideen just smiled sweetly and nodded.
"Will you be okay?" Aetheshia asked her dad worriedly, made Roseanna broke her stare at Aideen and look at her baby girl with awe,
"Yes, I'll be fine." You can see the glowing happiness like he just achieve the greatest achievement of all. "I'm sorry if you had to see such a scene. It must have been too much for you both, You can go ahead and rest" Aideen smile couldn't vanish while talking to his little girl and boy,
The twins nodded and went outside
"What was that all about Aideen Drew?" Roseanna looks at Aideen again after making sure that the kids went to her husband.
"What?" Aideen is still looking over where the kids went off.
"All that, You know that my husband is looking and listening to us, you can't just say things like that" Roseanna nags him, then Aideen Drew looked away.
"I was just saying the truth" Aideen Drew pointed out.
"That was the truth for you and your truth can hurt anyone"
"You cared for him so much while he do things behind your back" Aideen's voice showed sarcastic tone.
ROSEANNA'S (P.O.V)
"You care for him so much while he do things behind your back" Aideen Drew sarcastically said looking at me, I started at him with my brows furrowed.
"What did you just say?" I went closer to him
"Nothing, I don't want to hurt you again" At that my curiosity went to it's higher lever
"No, you say it again. What do you mean by that?" I keep on asking him, feeling emotional already but I tried hard not to let it show
"You heard me once clearly there is no repeating of words"
"Tell me Aideen Drew, do you know anything that I don't know about?"
"He's cheating ok? Jaden is creating on you! That's it!" Aideen Drew lowered his voice being irritated, I shakes my head stepping back "It's true, I made someone stalked him the day you called his father if your husband is loaded with work, I was with his father that time, my blood boiled hearing his father nags about how Jaden acted towards you" A pitiful eyes looks at me, he's worried but it feels nothing right now. I shake my head again not agreeing to him.
I let out a heavy sighed and clear my throat
"We will go home now, I will just come back here tomorrow with the kids so that you can see them " Withiuth looking back at him I walk out of the room, even though he's calling my name I did not look back.
I saw the kids right in front the door, they're together but Jaden is not here
"Your daddy Jaden?" I looked for Jaden trying to keep my calm,
"He answered a call minutes ago, he said it's his office worker" Blaizé said then looks towards the other hall. I nodded
"Alright, stay here. I will just call him and where good, we'll go home" They both nodded so I walk towards the other hall. I saw Jaden leaning his back on the wall smiling like he's flattered.
I think the call is now going to end because he kissed his phone and laughed. He then put his phone on his pocket, he's about to face my direction so I directly walk back to the kids, hurriedly. I did not know why I did that but I did it with some crazy thoughts flying in my mind.
"What's wrong mommy?" Aethesia asked me when he noticed that I was breathing heavily. I shared my head and sush him while I faked a smiled
"Nothing, I just couldn't see your daddy Jaden"
Jaden went back with a smile on his face but after he saw me his smile vanished, I sighed and walk towards him with the kids on my hand.
"Where have you been?" I asked him and looks to where he came from. I know I sucks at lying but I'm hoping that he would cut through it.
"I just answered a call from mom" He shrugs, I sighed my worries out hearing that it was her mom but my shoulders fell and my hopes directly went down. He isn't close to his mom. Why? What happened? Is anything wrong? You don't look fine" He asked being worried 
Are that worried face even true Jaden?
"No, it's nothing. We should go home. I'm dead tired and I think the kids are tired too" I said and faked a smile.
"Your going home?" As shocked as he has been he asked me so my face became serious looking at him.
"Yeah, what's with the shocked face?" I asked, eyebrows furrowed.
"Huh? No, I mean I'm not shock. Am I?" You can hear how fake his laugh is right now. He called the kids and hold their hands as he let go of my shoulder then he walk them downstairs.
I sighed and followed them
Why are you acting like this Jaden?
What Aideen Drew said,
Is it true? Your suddenly being weird.
My thoughts stops when we met Mrs Stone on our way out.
"Are you going home? I thought you'll stay?" She asked then took a look at the kids.
"Yeah, we need to go home, I'll maybe come back tomorrow" Mrs. Stone held my both hands
"Thank you Zoey, I think I need to tell you something, let's talk about it tomorrow shall we?" Mrs. Stone thanked me with her happy face, starting at me while saying those made me feel so curious what will we talk about tomorrow. She smiled and look at Jaden "Thank you, Mr. Malik" Jaden just nodded at her, she then looked at the kids "Grandma will see you both tomorrow?" A tearful eyes the kids looks at her and nodded making my eyes tear up to. She rub their heads and smiled "Youcan go now, drive safely" With that we went out of their mansion.