30. Serious Talks

Sam's POV
"You're not yet sleepy Bun?" Im holding Bunny. Mon just finished feeding her and i took Bunny from her so she can go back to sleep.
"I cant sleep either. Lets go to the nursery so we can't disturb Mami."
We went to Bunny's nursery and took the rocking chair. It's a couple of minutes past 12 and this little one wanted to stay awake. I smiled at how cute this girl is. At two weeks, she's gaining weight and eating so well. Now, she's busy with her pacifier while moving her arms and limbs. She loves to do this and i just love everything about her .
"Bun, you know how much Dada loves you right? Mami and i loves you so much that we will do everything for you. You and Mami are Dada's happiness, always remember that. And your bro Singha too. You three are my happiness." Bunny is just looking at me the whole time i was speaking, then raised her  little covered hands to me and i kissed it.
"When we found out that Mami is pregnant, we both cried Bun. We cried because we are very happy and excited to meet you. And by the way, thank you for being the best and well behaved fetus inside your Mami's belly, she did not suffer from morning sickness, thanks for being so considerate. " i whispered to her, i chuckled myself too.
"Then we told your grandparents and your uncles and aunties over dinner. They were very happy and excited too. Your Auntie Jim cried a lot. Then your Aunties, Nueng, Yuki and Kade  started to blabber about getting every cute dresses and things for you. While your uncle Kirk, uncle Nop and Aunt Tee promised to help me terrorize your future suitors away. Your P'Meg and brother Singha are very excited to play with you too. You have spoiling and loving Grandparents and Aunties as well as protective Uncles. Well, weak over protective Uncles . " i laughed when i remembered that scene when they fainted in the hospital.
"I cant wait to do things with you Bun. I heard Disneyland is every Princess' dream destination. I want to bring you in every Disneyland in the world, i want to give everything you needs and wants, i want to go date nights with you, of course a separate date night with you and Mami, we need to schedule that one. i cant wait to celebrate every Christmas, Songkran, and any other holidays with you and Mami. We'll go on trips with our big family. I cant wait to celebrate your milestones. I cant wait to spend everyday with you My Sunaree..."
"And i know she cant wait to spend everyday with you too Dada." i looked back to see my wife leaning on the door, eyes shimmering with tears, but a smile plastered on her face. I smiled back to her. I moved Bunny on my left arm and opened my right for my wife. She immediately walked in and sat on my lap and leaned on me while softly tapping Reen's tummy.  "I woke up without you two. I panicked for a while until i hear your whispers."
"Were just having some small talks Mami. I'm telling Bunny about our big family."
"Really? All i heard is your plans with Bunny and me. I love that Disney hopping. Should we start early? Im sure Bunny would love to see her baby pictures in Disneyland." Mon reasoned while i chuckle at her.
"Of course Mami. We can go back too if Bunny wants someday. Would you like to travel? We can start with Hongkong or Japan." The thought of us three traveling together excites me.
"Im excited Dada but i think we sould wait for Bunny to at least be 3 months before we travel out of the country. "
"Yeah i think you're right Mami. But just tell me when do you want to go. So i can arrange it."
"Khun Nueng and Kirk will hate us for always leaving her with the office work. " Mon giggled, i am amused by the thought of my sister getting pissed with my decisions.
"Ow i would love to see them all pissed and riled up Mami. But i think a little time with Bunny will always work with them. "
Mon just looked up at me. "And now you're using our baby? Samanun... 
And here's the use of my full name again. "Im not using her as an excuse Mami. Besides its not my fault if they can't say No to this angel here."
"You're right though. They will never say no to Bunny. She wrapped them all in this little hand of hers real good. Im somehow afraid she'll use that in getting everything she wanted in the future. I don't want her to be a spoiled brat Sam. "
"And i know she will not be Mami. Because i know you will not let her be like that. Were here to discipline her. Were here to make sure she will grow up as a good kid. A respectful, loving and kind kid. She'll grow up in a loving environment Tee rak. We'll make sure of that. "
Mon just nods in agreement.
"And we'll guide her all the way. Her and all of our other kids too." I said grinning upon the idea of having more kids in the house. Mon just rolled her eyes but smiled too.
"Bunny's not yet a month old and were talking about more kids now Dada? "
"I know you're not against the idea though. I know your smiling. " I teased her.
"My body's not yet ready though. I need more time to heal and be healthy again Love. "
"We talked about this before right? You'll carry our first and i'll carry the next one."
Mon straightened her back and focused on looking at my face.
"You're serious. You're very serious. " Mon said after checking how determined i am based on my expressions. "You're really doing it? "
"Well, i thought about it. We both have stored several frozen cells in the UK. We can use that one while you are healing. But of course if you're not ready, we don't need to rush things. Im sure we can - - - "
"Are you sure you'll carry the baby?"
"I think i am ready. I learned a lot while you are pregnant. Im actually looking forward to it."
"But not all pregnancies are as easy as mine Dada. You know that right? You heard P'Fah. Im a rare case. I don't want you to suffer---"
"I expected worst during your pregnancy Mami. I even remember how i ask P'Fah if you and Bunny are fine since nothing really changed that much aside form your physical. Im more expecting of a 360 flip from you but that never happened. But all the readings and researches made me ready Mami. Im ready. "
Mon just sighed. I don't know what's the meaning of that sigh but I saw how her facial expression relaxed.
"How about we revisit this topic when Bunny reached 3 month? I know its not enough time for us to really know what life is ahead of for our family but i think its quite enough for us to take a peak of what we should expect if we will add another member to our family? What do you think? "
"Ok, lets revisit this topic again soon. But i still want to carry our next child, i don't want to see you suffer everytime we decided to have children while i just stand there, holding you and whisper something to encourage you and... " i stopped, unsure of how to continue
"and? You can tell me everything thats bothering you my love." Mon whispered.
"And in good things or pregnancy difficulties, i want to experience what you had experienced. I want see how our child grows inside me. I want to know how it feels when the baby moves. I want to know the happiness being pregnant with our child is. I want to be a mother with a child inside me Mon." i said as i looked directly into her eyes. 
She just smiled at me and sure she understands. 
"On two conditions though."
"What?"
"Just like we discusse before, we will revisit this topic when Bunny reached 3 months old. If you think you are ok for it, i'm never stopping you. Im sure we can think of ways to get through your pregnancy while still raising a baby. But in 3 months and it felt like you are not yet that ready, or you have at least a single doubt on it, we will wait for Bunny to grow up a bit before we proceed, maybe when she reached a year where she has stable sleeping habits and such already."
"Yes. We can do that. And the other? "
"You'll be Mama from now on." she smiled.
"Mama?"
"Yes. Your promoted to Mama. From Dada to Mama Sam." Mon said and cupped my face. She then gave me soft kisses, careful not to disturb our now sleeping Bunny.
"Mami Mon and Mama Sam. Everyone will be surprised with this change." i grinned at her.
"and another thing,..." she added
"another? "
"No one will know even our family in England. We will keep this as a surprise for them again. Well, maybe until everyone noticed?" She said with a playful smile
"Were going to be the death of them Mami."
"We've done it with Bunny. Let's do it again to our next baby."
"Whatever you want Mami." i just said to Mon
"Then i guess our Disneyland Hopping plans will be hanging for now since we have thing to consider or not in the next three months. If we'll push through it, we'll be flying to England to visit Dad and the fam plus your IVF. And if not, we will still visit the Family in England but instead of your  IVF plans, how about visiting Disneyland Paris?" Mon summarize our plans. I just looked at her and i actually gawked at her. Why is my wife so perfect? 
"Why are you so good with planning things like this?" I asked while she's trying to stop herself from laughing hard and wake up our little Bunny.
"I don't know too but im glad i am My Love." she replied
"I am too." i replied back and grinned
She then stood up and took Bunny from my arms. We head back to our room and she put Bunny in her bedside cot.
"its been weeks but i can't still believe she's here and how perfect she is." Mon whispered as she wrapped her arms in my waist, my arm immediately draped on her shoulder, pulling her closer to me.
"Im feeling the same too. Thank you for staying by my side and for giving me Bunny. You are my world, my happiness and my everything. I love you Mami." i said as i kissed her head and hugged her tight.
"You two are my everything too. Thank you for choosing to stay with me. Thank you for this wonderful family. I love you too Mama." Mon replied back.
Im happy, very happy. And i will do everything to protect this happiness we have.

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