Michael, the most gentle person in the whole school, was noted for his handsomeness, his blameless character, not only that, he is a brilliant fellow, a nerd to be precise. Out of the blues, he started admiring handsome boys in his class. At age 16, he discovered that all his classmates he admired were sign of him having same-sex attraction.
He became mortified, guilty, feeling empty for having feelings for the same sex. He was lost in a battle, a battle of dealing with feelings for both the same sex and opposite sex. What will he do in this situation? Who can he trust with this secret and who will help him?
What could go wrong when the same-sex becomes attracted to him? Will he give in to the sexual craving?
Will he succeed in getting rid of it?
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Chapter 1 A LITTLE FLASH BACK
I stared at my reflection as I slowly stroke my eyebrows into waves with a small comb. I must conf
Chapter 2 DEJA VU
I put on a bright countenance as a small smile made its way to my mouth. "Good Morning to you all.
Chapter 3 A LITTLE GAME
The past two months have not been an easy one for me. Apart from reading, stress, academics, and t
Chapter 4 THE GIRLY ACT
It has been over 5 months,( three weeks into SSS2 3rd term), after that incident with Khaleed an
Chapter 5 A MOMENT WITH HIM
"Hey", Ethan whispered as he stood in front of me. I could not help but keep staring at him, as my
Chapter 6 I WILL BE LEAVING
I sulked in my breath, trying not to get angry at Ethan's use of words. He is kinda right, I am 1
Chapter 7 A SMALL REVEAL
Just thinking about the whole scenario between Rachael and me kept me in a state I cannot deciphe
Chapter 8 ENTANGLEMENT 1
I suddenly felt weak as my body turned to jelly as I leaned on the wall, feeling weak. Was I havi
Chapter 9 ENTANGLEMENT 2
I felt my breath hitch at every step he took, as I moved back slowly until my right leg hit a des
Chapter 10 I WILL MISS YOU
This is going to be fun, "I thought as I pulled Khaleed to my side. I cannot afford to lose 500 n
Chapter 11 I DONT HATE THEM, I JUST HATE THE ACT
"I... I was at the bridge of saying those four words 'I will miss you ' when I felt a hand round m
Chapter 12 THE DISCOVERY OF A NEW FEELING
I got to school on September 14 for the new session bubbling like a happy child, well I hope to se
Chapter 13 TWO GROWING FEELINGS
"Do you have a crush on Rachael?", Joshua asked and I was flabbergasted by his straight question.
Chapter 14 A BOOK TO YOUR SITUATION
"This one you are smiling at, did you win an award?", my dad asked. "Good afternoon dad", I said,
Chapter 15 ADMIRATION OR SAME SEX ATTRACTION
"I am just joking, I don't even know your situation, but it is a very good book, try to read it",
Chapter 16 A PRAYER FOR SELF CONTROL
I woke up the next morning suddenly feeling something cold on my forehead. I opened my eyes slowly
Chapter 17 HEART RACING MOMENTS
I got to school the next day putting on my English attire. I hardly chose as my daddy and younger
Chapter 18 THE REAL CRUSH
My heart raced as my eyes scanned his facial expressions but I could not draw out that he was l
Chapter 19 DEAR DIARY
Dear Diary, ' Long time, I've missed writing my thoughts. I am writing this down as a result o
Chapter 20 DECISION CREPTING IN
#FLASHBACK
My family and I were sitting at the dining table for dinner on a Friday night when
Chapter 21 ETHAN IS SICK?
"Ethan is sick?" I asked to confirm. "Yep," Joshua replied, patting my back before leaving my wo
Chapter 22 WHAT IF?
It has been over 3 weeks, and a lot of things have happened. The WAEC examination came to an end,
Chapter 23 KISS OR HUG
It was Tuesday morning and right now, I am talking to my second female bestie, Gloria, by the wi
Chapter 24 CONFESS TO HIM
Dressed in a purple shirt, black trousers, and waistcoat, a set of shoes, and black frame glas
Chapter 25 IT WAS JUST AN IMAGINATION
I felt a tap on my shoulder which brought me out of my reverie. I looked around only to see my yo
Chapter 26 GIVING UP ON THE FEELINGS
I looked into his eyes searching for something that I do not have any idea about. I felt my heart
Chapter 27 I AM YOUR ROOMMATE
I hugged my mum as if my life depended on it, I will miss her a lot. I have gained admission and
Chapter 28 SENSATIONAL
I went over to the chair and table near the bedside as I took my seat, trying to comprehend every
Chapter 29 WE ARE FRIENDS NOW
"I am afraid that..", I stopped my words as I bit my lips nervously at how I almost wanted to rev
Chapter 30 THE LITTLE EXERCISE
"Wakey, wakey. It is your first day at the University", Christopher's voice woke me up as I almost
Chapter 31 FEELING SCARED
Walking alongside Christopher and Joy, I could not help but keep thinking about the messages sent
Chapter 32 BLOOMING FEELINGS
It has been close to four months in this school and a lot of things have happened. Apart from the
Chapter 33 NOT HEARING ME OUT
I hardly concentrated throughout the rest of the lecture. My heart kept beating as if being hit wi
Chapter 34 GIVING UP ON THE FEELING
It has been months since Chris and I talked. Two months into the second semester makes it over fo
Chapter 35 THE MEANING OF GAY
I almost froze at the realization of close contact with my body. I felt my body almost turning int
Chapter 36 FEELING GUILTY
Things have been going well these past few weeks. Christopher has been the epitome of gentle natu
Chapter 37 ANOTHER CONFESSION
My heartbeat as I gazed at Raphael, who looked rather calm. For some seconds, the only thought th
Chapter 38 E...THAN?
I stared blankly at my book, as my mind kept wandering at Chris's words, even though it has been
Chapter 39 THE PERSISTENT JOSEPH
I gripped harder on the books in my hand as I saw him. Our eyes met, making me turn abruptly maki
Chapter 40 ALMOST FALLING
He moved closer, his hands behind his back as I try to seem quite unbothered. " I never wanted to
Chapter 41 POSSESSIVE HUH?
My eyes flickered, slowly opening as the light from the bulb caused me to close my eyes again. I f
Chapter 42 GETTING MESMERIZED
I could not help but keep staring at the person in front of me. He looks cuter than before, I tho
Chapter 43 I STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU
I turned to see Christopher standing by the door with a shocked expression on his face. I could fe
Chapter 44 THE LAST SELF CONTROL IN ME
Have you ever felt this feeling of loneliness, empty void, guilt, and regrets? I felt that after
Chapter 45 FEELINGS WILL COME AND GO
I felt someone drag my right hand, as I felt my body tremble a bit. "Are you okay?", Abigael's vo
Chapter 46 ATTEMPTED
Just seeing the message made me weak somehow. Maybe because I care about him due to the attraction
Chapter 47 SHOCKING REVELATION
"St..op", I can't count the number of times I said that word as he has unbuttoned my shirt and he
Chapter 48 HEARTBREAKING CONFESSION
I peeked at him, as I blinked my eyes, hoping it was a trance, but it was not. "A confession?",
Chapter 49 I NEED TO HELP HIM
As I leaned against the door, I could feel my head almost spinning. I felt my body ache as my mind
Chapter 50 ALMOST GIVING IN(1)
I can't help but have a cold foot seeing Joseph. His hair was wet and looked messy, with his eyebr
Chapter 51 ALMOST GIVING IN (2)
Am I still angry at him? Well, I can't say for sure. I felt angry at him because he tried to force
Chapter 52 THE RIGHT DECISION
"I...", I could not make out the words. I'm confused, and frustration is beginning to set in my mi
Chapter 53 BRINGNG BACK MEMORIES
It has been a month since the drama with Joseph. Getting over the attraction I had for him was not
Chapter 54 PROVERBS
I tried as much as possible to avoid scoffing at his gesture, as I decided to pretend. "Hey. How ar
Chapter 55 DECISION LOCKING IN
Getting home from my dad's pharmacy, I walked into my brother's room as his eyes were glued to a n
Chapter 56 ALMOST BULLIED BUT SAVED
Life is often filled with thorns and roses, I must confess that mine is no exception. It has been
Chapter 57 A NEW PERSONALITY
He stretched his hand forward in a gentleman style, with a smile on his face. "I am Michael, a 40
Chapter 58 PHILIP
My eyes kept looking at him as he strolled towards me, a pair of black glasses on his face. The ra
Chapter 59 HE IS A CULTIST
I could not help but groan as I kept moving side by side on the bed. Summoning the all in me, I li
Chapter 60 THE BIG QUESTION
Fear could probably be the least of my expressions after knowing the true identity of Phil last ni
Chapter 61 REVELATION 1
I don't know how I should feel right now. I saw his two hands form into fists as he bowed his head
Chapter 62 REVELATION 2
I felt a surge of emotions as I listened to Philip's story. My body trembled at what he has gone t
Chapter 63 BIT OF JEALOUSY
It was just as if I was reading the book of Revelation. Philip got entangled with bad friends, who
Chapter 64 CAN I?
It has been over three weeks with Phil. It has not been an easy one, especially with asking for fo
Chapter 65 DECISIONS CREPTING IN
It would have been a worse scenario for me if I continued to feel the pleasure, but it stopped. My
Chapter 66 A SAD ONE
Every day seems like a passing phase. Every moment is like a good time. Ever since my last talk wit
Chapter 67 EPILOGUE
I've gone too far to give up now Just put a bandage on those scars There's no need to be held by fai
Chapter 68 AUTHOR'S POINT OF VIEW
AUTHOR POINT OF VIEW I want to use this opportunity to thank all of my readers. It has been a long
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