Trixy's POV
I woke up hearing someone shouting and arguing with someone and as I slowly open my eyes I see my friends shouting to each other and other was calming Churie, I realize that I'm already in my apartment and laying in couch.
"Why everybody's shouting?" I said asking them,I seat and lean my back at the couch, I can still feel my head hurt and my eyes is still puffy.
"Tiger, your awake!" I heard Heimez yelled hugging me tightly, I glance at Ember who's looking at her disgust and pure of hate.
"Stop hugging me..." I said coldly at her face looking with no emotion on her eyes. She again try hugging me, asking what's going on. Acting like she didn't know anything! I hade enough for all of this, all her lies... All her fake smile, all her love.. that I just knew it's all fake. I can also see our friends looking at me with all questions on their faces except Ember.
"Weld play penguin, you..r really good at acting huh?" I said smirking weakly at her infront of me forcing my tears not to fall down.
"Wh- what do you mean by that? Trixy you just wake u-" I cut her off by throwing a glass of water in the corner of the living room shuting her mouth. You really have a guts to lie to me, I see.
"Hey! Trixy calm down why are you so ang-"
"SHUT UP!!!" I yelled at them still looking at Heimez face but glaring at her face now.
"Why are you keep lying on me?! What the fuck did I ever done to you?!! WHAT! You let me court you, you let me make relationship with you!! And now your acting like you didn't do anything?! Heimez I was there when you FUCKING KISS HIM! I was there when you hugged him! I was there... cr- crying on Ember's shoulder" I continue yelling, shouting at the living room.
I can't hold it anymore, I can't hold my tears anymore, I knell my legs down infront of her crying like a baby.
"Why... Why can't I feel love once? Is that really hard to get? Ha.ha. my parents? they never let me feel what family is, my parents never celebrate my birthday with them, I think they never care abo- no... I'm sure they never care about me. Can't I just feel what is love in one day, one hour, one minute or 10 secends? Should I need to die first before I can feel that?" I asked looking at them one by one but they can't even make eye contact to me cause their also crying.
"Why can't destiny give me some love for once! It's so unfair, it's not fair! The person that I always dream to have in my life... guess what? Hahahaa she lied! SHE CHEAT!!" I laughed bitterness dropping my tears in the carpet. Ember try to help me stand up holding her tears, hugging me and keeping me calm but I can't, I never cheat with someone right? But why I keep receiving this nightmare, why I'm still stuck here.
"I'm leaving tonight, and when i comeback here I want you to leave in my fucking apartment and never try to talk to me!" I last shout at Heimez face grabbing my jacket with my keys. Some of them try to followed me but I shut them of, running to the door and locked it.
I whipped my tears and exit the apartment running to my car and quickly drove it fast, away from the hotel. I noticed Churie, Sky and Xeris in my rearview mirror running at the back of my car trying to stop me but to late I can't go back and fixed everything because it's all over now.
"Fuck you all, FUCK ALL OF YOU SO MUCH!!" i shout slamming my steering wheel while squeezing it tightly.
I noticed my phone keep ringing and someone keep texting in it so I got pissed and throws it in my side window didn't care about it anymore. As soon as I arrive at my big brothers house I park it in garage and run to the door, pushing the door bell.
After waiting I heard footsteps so I still stand still while fixing my face cause i still have tears and mucus.
"Who is it?-"
When I turned my head up I got froze at my spot not expecting it's not my brother, instead of him my mom open the door looking at me as what i do.
"What are you doing here, and how did you know your brother's house?"
I look at her face and still the same, she's still the same. She's still mad at nothing to me. I entered the house not giving her an answer start walking to the living room. But I quickly stopped seeing my dad holding a coffee and my brother watching soccer game.
"Oh?! TRIXY!!" I heard him yelled running towards me, I fake a smile and also ready to hug him back.
"I miss you baby bugy!" I laughed when he's start jumping while holding my hands wiggling it. He's such a kid!