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Lavender
•Anna's POV
Hearing those moans brought ache to my heart, I can't believe Ray will go and meet another girl just because I don't give him what he wants.
Boys are jerk.
I ran into the toilet as tears streamed down to my cheeks like a water gushing out of a rock, I could not control it. Thankfully no one was there. I opened one of the cubicles and enter in case someone enters they won't see me.
I bent down staying near the door resting on the wall, wailing bitterly. I can't believe I'm crying over some boy that claim to like me.
I can't believe I love him, why am I so foolish ? Why can't I control my feelings ? Why did I fall in love with him ? I started developing strong feelings for him after the date, he treated me like I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. I felt lucky being with him.
It was all fake, he did that just to get into my pants. He is a man whore.
“ Hello ?” I heard a voice say, instantly I recognized the voice.
“ Kylie is that you ?” it took a while for her to answer.
“ What happened to you Anna ?” it is definitely her, I wanted to tell her but I could not open my mouth to speak well, more tears were just flowing, my lips quivering in sadness. It freaking hurts.
I heard footsteps coming towards me and a knock on the door, I did not have the strength to open it. I wish I did, if I did I won't be hit by the door and lay sprawled on the floor. The pain Ray gave to me hurts more than the pain the door gave me.
I sniffed standing up, I expected her to say sorry rather she said it was my fault. Well it was my fault though, if only I stood up.
“ Is it so difficult to say sorry ?” I asked her, shaking my head at her while dusting my blue pleated-skirt.
“ Why should I say sorry ? I pushing that door made you stop crying...”
...but it made me feel pain.” I chirped in, making her giggle softly.
Then she asked me what happened, I told her everything, from how intimate I and Ray was, how I withdraw from him not wanting to go further and how his facial expression was when he walked out of me in anger. I was about telling her that Ray did it with another girl just because I refused him.
I couldn't, thinking about it made me burst into heavy tears. I was too disgusted to say it. When she said everything will be fine, I snapped at her. “ Everything will not be fine, It is not fine, maybe I should have given him my body.” immediately I said that to her, a slap landed on my face and it f**king hurts. Instantly I regretted ever saying such thing, ever thinking of it. What she said is true ? What of if he does not love me and I gave him my body then he dump me, I will die if that happens.
I should break up with him before he breaks me, I finally told her what really made me to cry, her face morphed into disgust. I know she is finding it hard to believe Ray can do that. He appears to be a gentleman but he isn't. Just a fake.
Then later she started scolding me for not barging inside, like seriously barge inside and see their naked bodies. Is she kidding me ? What if I truly assume like she said ? I really need to talk to him. I should have really barge inside, now I am not sure whether he cheated on me or not.
With the way Kylie walked out on me shows that she is angry at me. After hearing the door shut, I step outside to wash my face then went out going to class.
Thankfully it was easy not to come across Ray, since we don't have any class together. Time went by fast now it is closing time.
Immediately I step out of the class, I sighted Ray resting on the wall with his arms folded in his arms and his eyes closed.
Who is he waiting for ?
I wanted so badly to run to his arms and feathered kisses on his face but right now I don't know where our relationship stands as.
I sighed, ignoring his presence walking pass him. I heard my name being called, I walked hastily ignoring his callings.
Soon, I felt a hand grip on my wrist and I was turned only to land on a hard chest, inhaling that sweet cologne, I knew it was Ray, he smells like lavender. My favourite scent.
“ Hey are you ignoring me ?” he cupped my cheeks in his hands, staring at me.
“ Let's break up.” I blurted out, that was not what I wanted to say let's talk not that. I felt my eyes tearing up. Another batch of stream flowing again.
“ W-why did you say that ?” His lips trembled as a tear drop from his eyes, “ Is it because of what happened ? I'm sorry, it won't ever happened again.” His hands dropped from my cheeks to my hands, he held it with affection. It was doing a whole lot of things to my body, he always have an effect on me. Makes me feel what no boy has done, anytime I'm with him, it feels like there is nothing else I need, just him. Him alone.
I looked up, averting my eyes away from him, blinking my eyes trying to prevent my tears from falling.
“ Please don't break up with me, I know I lost control, it won't happen again. Please don't leave me Anna, I love you. I swear never to touch you like that, please Anna.” He pleaded, my heart ache seeing him tears. That is what I get for falling in love with him. I feel times two of what he feels.
I scoffed, “ You were angry at me just because I did not give in to you.”
“ No, no, no...” He chanted while shaking his head, “ I was never angry at you, I was angry at myself for loosing control, so I left there to calm myself.”
I scoffed then scream.“ By having sex with another girl.”
His brows furrowed in confusion, “ What are you saying ? I did not sleep with anyone.”
“ Stop with your lies Ray, I followed you after you left to beg you, I saw a girl entering the toilet and you guys did it.” I told him, feeling disdain at him.
He removed his hands away and I started missing his touch on me, “ I can't believe you think I did that, yes someone did have sex inside the toilet that is what made me left there, it was not me. If you really followed me, you will know I'm not the one, how can I quickly call a girl to come to the toilet just so I can have sex with her, that is fucked up. I did not have sex with anyone, FYI I'm a virgin. You did not see me, you started assuming the worst about me. You know what, I'm not going to explain myself to you because it is just useless. You believe I cheated on you, fine I did. You're right, we should break up, we are now ex.” with that, he walked away from me making me realize that I was wrong.
That he did not hurt me, I assume he did.Download Novelah App
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