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Chapter 34 Public Confession

“D…do you... wish to... part ways with me?” Joon inquired, his expression a canvas of shock, his voice quivering like a fragile note.
He gazed at Iseul with sorrowful eyes, a tumult of emotions swirling within him. The thought that she might be weary of their bond, burdened by his fame as a celebrated singer, weighed heavily on his heart. Just the mere notion of his beloved choosing to abandon him shattered his spirit into a thousand pieces.
           Iseul's heart leaps in surprise as she gazes upon Joon's expression, the realization dawning that her question has veered astray, casting a shadow of sorrow upon him.
"No... that's not it, oppa..." Iseul murmurs, stepping closer to Joon and tenderly clasping his hand.
"Forgive me for such a question," she continues, her voice laced with regret. "I should not have deepened your frustration with this situation. I truly am sorry..." she says, enfolding his hands in hers.
"I'm... sorry for my weakness that made you face this kind of situation Iseul-ah... but please, don't leave me anymore..."said Joon pleading.
                "I won't..."said Iseul pulled Jong Kook closer and hugged him tightly, he stroked his back and pushed the man's head to rest on her shoulder.
              "I will never leave you and will always be by your side to support you oppa, let's support each other and keep moving forward ne..."said Iseul stroking Jooon's hair gently. Joon nodded and hugged her back.
            "thank you..."said Joon resting his head on Iseul's shoulder .
           "you know oppa? No matter what we do, there will always be some people who hate us, right? No matter what we have done, some people will always hate us, but... who cares about that? We don't have to think about it, as long as I'm happy with my life and doing the best I can! I don't care about those who treat me badly or hate me,..... "
              "..... that's why, don't blame yourself about what's happening now, don't worry about me and don't worry about people who hate you, fighting uri oppa... we just need to do everything well, I will always support you... we can do it together, I believe it!" said Iseul kept hugging Joon and didn't want to let him go or let go of their embrace.
           "as always, you are my positive thinker girl, well, let's support each other and never think about bad things!"said Joon, letting go of their embrace and looking at Iseul's face. He kissed her forehead gently with all of his heart.
             "do you know how grateful I am that I have you? I'm so lucky to have a woman like you..."Joon told Iseul.
            "I'm so lucky to have a man like you" she smiled.
            Iseul is now sitting alone in her room, she opens her laptop and visits a site where her haters and also Joon gather. She signed up with a new account and wrote a comment on it's homepage.
Hello... I'm Song Iseul....
and she started writing and telling everyone about the things that people were talking about.....
Meanwhile at Joon's studio....
              "hyung... something big was happening!" Gap Jin said hurriedly approached Joon in his studio.
            "What's wrong? You make me nervous " said Joon, who saw how Gap Jin could not calm down and seemed to be in a hurry.
             "your fiancee, Song Iseul-ssi! Your story with her is being highlighted! She revealed everything on your hatters site!"said Gap Jin.
            "what? She did that? Then... was she bullied by those haters? Is she okay now?" asked Joon worried about his lover.
          "hyung... just read for yourself, she's a very adorable woman!"Gap Jin gave Joon his I-phone.
               When Joon received the i-phone, he was able to read an already opened article with the title "Kim Joon's love story has been revealed by his fiancee to the public"
              From the article, Joon read that around 10 o'clock last night, Iseul wrote a long message on their haters website when she had just returned home after meeting him. One of the reporters saw her message and quickly made it into an article, the article was in the spotlight in just a few hours. He scrolled through the article until he saw a screenshot of Iseul's original message from the hatter site. He was so focused on reading Iseul's public messages one by one.
Hello... I'm Song Iseul...
I think some of you already know who I am, right?
I know everyone here really hates me and my fiance Kim Joon.
I don't blame you all for hating me or cursing me, even hoping that I'll die soon.
I know you guys like that because you don't know the real story about us.
I'll let you hate me even for the rest of your lives.
I don't mind if you guys give me so many bad nicknames such as "Bitch"
I don't mind even if you throw me a rotten egg
But I really mind when you guys talk something bad about my fiance
He's not the kind of person you think he is
He's not the bad guy you say he is
He is a very gentle and really a polite man in real life
He will put everyone before himself as his priority
He was a very wise man
If you guys want to blame and hate someone about our relationship please blame only me and not him
Because I was the one who did something wrong and put him in a difficult position
It's not true that he stole me from my ex-fiance
Me and my ex-fiance have actually been engaged because we were involved in an arranged marriage by both of our parents
But our parents gave us the opportunity to choose to accept this matchmaking or not
My ex-fiance just kept asking me before about whether I was really sure to approve our marriage
He already knows about my relationship with Joon oppa
He knows how I feel about Joon oppa
And he knows that I still love him, he has now also supported me and Joon oppa
Joon oppa is actually my first love, my sunbae at University
I really love him since the time we attended the same university before I studied in the United States
I love him so much but for some reason and misunderstanding I decided to let him go and chose to agree to my marriage with my ex-fiance
I think by letting go of my feelings for Joon oppa, we will find a new happy life without being involved with our previous feelings for each other
I am the one who remains stubborn to do my marriage even when I already know about his true feelings for me
Although I love him very much, because of my stubbornness, I keep pushing him away from me
Do you remember that Joon oppa had a car accident before?
He has been hit by a car while trying to save me and his cousin
I even remember him calling my name first before he saved me
Because of the accident he was seriously injured
But do you know what I did after that?
I never even visited him in the hospital for once just to thank him for saving my life
I'm really such a mean girl, right?
I even told everyone in public about our marriage in front of him, how did that man's heart break because of me? Can you imagine it?
However, he never even once hated me or was angry with me
He continues to treat me well and loves me
He has even confessed his feelings to me in public and wished me a happy life with my ex-fiance
But then again, do you know what I did after that?
I casually invited him to attend my engagement party
Well, I guess you guys have a new nickname for me again now "the cruel queen"
But still, he sang a beautiful song for my engagement party
I really want to cry when I see him
And when he had left my engagement
I really wanted to go after him, but I still held myself back
I'm so stupid, right?
But I finally realized how stupid I was when I thought that I would lose him forever
When I heard the sound of cars crushed and thought that he had an accident again
I felt so miserable and desperate, I ran fast to come to his side
And how happy I am when I know that he is doing well
I then realized how important he was in my life
I realized that I really loved him until I couldn't live without him
And now, though the whole world curses me and tells me to leave him
I won't do that, I never will
On the first day he woke up from a coma and saw his cousin he immediately asked if she was okay without caring about his own condition
That's one of the things that shows how kind he is
And when he felt so much pain in his back and made him unable to even move his body
I asked him to postpone his concert but he was only worried about his fans being disappointed at waiting for him any longer
That's how he puts everyone in his priority over his own body
He faces so many difficult times and sorrows in his life but he still cares about everyone
That's the real Kim Joon is
I'm telling you all of this because I want to ask you all for a help
I know I have no right to ask any help from you guys
I'm not even the artist or idol you guys love
But.... as a girl who loves KIM JOON
I really want to ask for this help
Please don't hate him and give him a harder time
Please don't let him suffer anymore
He doesn't deserve to feel pain anymore
He deserves his happiness
To his fans, please don't leave his side and keep giving him your support like  before
He loves his fans very much and appreciates them very much
So please love him again and give him your great support
That is my request, thank you very much to all of you * bow

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    VillamilChristian

    love you

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    AshBorn

    good bibigay kona lang sayo yung balance kong 18 nabored na ako laruin to

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    VueltaRofil

    very nice

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