Giovannie's Point of View
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Day 1 without Key Mavis Summers
Good morning, Vaney. This is the first time I’ve had to wake up without you beside me. Well—not literally the first time—but this one hurts the most. I still go to school, but it doesn't excite me anymore. I know I won't see you there, so what’s the point?
So many things have changed. The campus feels silent, like everyone’s still in mourning after what happened during the last event. We’ve already spoken to your classmates and asked them to keep your secret. Everyone misses you—your classmates, our friends... me. Dean and the twins are also downhearted. They said they didn’t even get a chance to be with you.
But you know what? We’re all still waiting for you to come back. For you to come back.
That’s all for now, I’m heading to class. I love you.
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Day 20 without Key Mavis Summers
Hi, Vaney. Good evening.
It’s the weekend. I brought Frammers to the vet this morning—he had a fever, and I was worried sick. He’s better now, thankfully.
Tomorrow’s Sunday. I’ll go to church alone, and I’ll visit your mom and Dash too.
Good night. I love you.
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Day 76 without Key Mavis Summers
Hey, Vaney! Happy 3rd monthsary! HAHA. I miss you so much.
I celebrated today with my family. Just a simple gathering. Oh—and I got excused from school earlier because Kobe and your siblings insisted I come. It was fun, honestly.
I love you, Vaney.
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Day 89 without Key Mavis Summers
Merry Christmas, Vaney!
Are you guys all set for noche buena? HAHA. Do you have strawberry ice cream? Can I have some? We’ve got cookies and cream here—I asked Ate to get some earlier.
Come on, it’s your favorite, right?
It’s also our 4th monthsary, and in a few minutes, it’ll officially be Christmas. So festive, right?
This morning, the four of us went out again. Yep—I paid. As usual. HAHA.
Merry Christmas again. I miss you and I love you. Mwaah!
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Day 96 without Key Mavis Summers
Hi, Vaney! Happy New Year!
Were there fireworks where you are?
Earlier, I went out with Kobe and your siblings again. Devon and Bolt are celebrating their 5th monthsary, so she treated us.
We made the most out of it and had so much fun. But still, it wasn’t complete. You weren’t there. The group just doesn’t feel whole without you.
But it’s okay—we’re still waiting.
Happy New Year again! I love you with all my heart.
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Day 125 without Key Mavis Summers
Good morning, Vaney. Today is February 14.
Happy Valentine’s Day, Vaney.
Since I can’t give you any gifts, I wrote you a letter instead.
Maybe I was never given the chance to say this in person, but I want you to know: I love you more than you could ever imagine.
I can’t picture life without you. I can’t imagine my future without you by my side.
I may not have you now, but I promise I will—at the right time, then every time, any time.
I miss you so much.
And you know what? I’m crying while writing this. I can’t stop the tears.
It hurts. It hurts that you’re not in my arms.
It hurts that I can’t see you.
It hurts that I can’t touch you.
It hurts that I miss you so much and yet I can’t do anything about it.
I want to go to you, but I don’t know how. I’m dying to see you, but how could I do that?
I want to find you, but I don’t even know what corner of the world you’re in. Are you in Paris? But where in Paris?
I can’t call you. Your socials are deactivated.
Still—I wait. Even if it seems impossible, I wait.
Even without assurance, I wait.
Let’s cut the drama, shall we? Just remember: I love you more than you’ll ever know.
Happy Valentine’s Day, Vaney. シ︎
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Day 189 without Key Mavis Summers
Hey, Vaney! Good morning!
Today is the best day of my life because—drumroll—I graduated! YAY! HAHA!
Yep, I graduated from Grade 10—Top 3 in our batch! So happy! HAHA!
And guess what? Denim ranked Top 1, then his twin, then me, then Kobe.
But you know, Vaney... if you were here? I’m sure you would’ve outshone them all.
You’re that brilliant.
Since Denim ranked first, he treated us all again. HAHA.
We’re also planning a beach trip with Kobe’s family in Cebu.
Would’ve been amazing if we were all complete. But... we’re not.
Still—it’s okay.
If you’ve managed to go back to school, wherever you are?
I just know you’d be Top 1 again. Just like your brother.
I love you. ㋛︎♡︎
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Day 216 without Key Mavis Summers
Hello, Vaney! Good day! シ︎
Guess where I am? HAHA!
We’re finally in Cebu for that vacation we planned after graduation! We all made it!
It’s beautiful here. So many people—and they’re all so kind.
I even learned some Cebuano words! Like:
“Gwapa kaayo ka” — “You’re so beautiful.”
And this one: “Gihigugma tika pag-ayo” — “I love you so much.”
And hey, Devon? She’s a vlogger now! She’s getting popular—and so are we, since we’re always in her vlogs.
Try watching her videos on YouTube. Search for her channel: The DD’s.
I love you.
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Day 420 without Key Mavis Summers
Hey, Vaney. Good evening.
Today was... dull. I stayed in my room all day, doing nothing.
I feel like I’m coming down with something. Honestly, I wish I’d get sick—just so you’d be the one to take care of me.
But of course, that’s not possible.
Because you’re not here. ☹︎
I miss you, Vaney.
Please come back. I love you. シ︎
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Love,
Giovannie Fraser❣️
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