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Chapter 20: Frustration.

Driving back home, the conversation with Alex still lingered in my mind. Emily's deceitful nature had left me reeling, and my emotions were raw. The cityscape blurred outside my window as my thoughts consumed me. My phone buzzed, breaking the silence. My manager's name flashed on the screen, and I felt a pang of anxiety.
"Hey, what's up?" I answered, trying to sound calm.
"Hey, Finn. Just wanted to check in," my manager said, his voice laced with concern. "I saw the trending post about your argument with Jake. It's all over social media."
"Yeah, it's been a crazy morning," I replied, rubbing my temples.
"Listen, I know you're upset, but you need to be careful. You're still an up-and-coming actor. You can't afford to ruin your reputation this early in your career," he cautioned. His words struck a chord, echoing my own fears.
"I know, I know. But Jake was out of line. He's been spreading rumors about Emily, and I couldn't just stand there and do nothing," I defended myself, feeling a surge of justification, even though my own words sounded like lies to my ears.
"I get that. But sometimes, it's better to take the high road. You can't control what others say, but you can control how you react. Remember, perception is everything in this industry. One wrong move can tarnish your image and impact your future projects," my manager emphasized.
"I'll keep that in mind," I promised, knowing he was right.
"Good. Now, I've been getting calls from reporters. They're looking for a statement. I advise you to keep quiet for now. Let's ride this out and see how it plays out. We don't want to fuel the fire," he advised.
"Okay, got it," I replied, relieved to have his guidance.
"And one more thing. Jake's agent has been reaching out, trying to do damage control. Don't engage with him or his representatives. We'll handle this professionally, through official channels," he warned.
"Understood," I replied, feeling a sense of unease.
We wrapped up the call, and I couldn't shake off the feeling that my career was hanging in the balance. One misstep could spell disaster, and the thought sent my anxiety soaring.
As we pulled into my driveway, Max turned to me.
"You okay?" he asked.
"Yeah, just worried about my reputation," I admitted.
Max nodded. "You'll get through this. We'll figure it out together."
His support meant everything, but I couldn't shake off the feeling of uncertainty.
The media storm raged on.
My phone buzzed nonstop.
Reporters.
Fans.
Concerned friends.
The attention was suffocating.
I needed a break.
A chance to clear my head.
But the spotlight wouldn't let up.
Not yet.
The phone rang again, shrill and insistent, piercing through the tense atmosphere. My heart sank as I saw Emily's name flashing on the screen, her beautiful face smiling back at me from the display picture. I hesitated, unsure if I was ready to face her, to confront the deceit and lies that had shattered our relationship.
But I knew I couldn't avoid her forever. Taking a deep breath, I steeled myself and answered.
"Hey," Emily said, her voice sugary sweet, dripping with artificial concern. "I saw what happened with Jake. I'm so sorry." Her tone was conciliatory, but I detected a hint of insincerity, a faint note of desperation.
"Save it, Emily," I snapped, my anger boiling over, fueled by the memories of her betrayal. "I know what you did. Jake told me everything." I tried to keep my voice level, but it trembled with rage, the words spilling out in a torrent.
"That's not true," Emily protested, her voice rising, laced with indignation. "Jake's lying. He's jealous of our relationship and wants to sabotage us." Her words dripped with conviction, but I knew better, knew that she was spinning a web of deceit.
"Don't lie to me," I spat, my voice venomous. "I know about your games. Alex told me everything." Mentioning Alex's name felt like a reckoning, a summons to accountability.
Emily's tone shifted, her voice taking on a defensive edge, a hint of panic creeping in. "You don't understand. Alex is just trying to hurt me." But I wasn't buying it, couldn't buy it.
My anger reached a boiling point, overflowed, and scalded me. I couldn't listen to her lies anymore, couldn't bear the sound of her voice. "I don't have time for this," I growled, my finger hovering over the end call button.
"Wait," Emily pleaded, her voice laced with desperation. "Please listen." But I was done, finished with her manipulations.
With a satisfying click, I disconnected the call, severed the connection. The silence was blissful, a balm to my frazzled nerves.
For a moment, I sat there, seething, my chest heaving with exertion. How could she deny everything? Didn't she care about the pain she'd caused?
Max's concerned expression brought me back to reality. "You okay?" he asked.
"I need a minute," I replied, still fuming.
The phone remained silent for a few moments before buzzing again. Emily's name flashed on the screen once more.
Ignore.
I couldn't deal with her manipulations right now.
But the question lingered: what would Emily do next?
Would she try to contact me again?
Would she try to spin the narrative?
The uncertainty hung in the air.
As I pulled into my parents' driveway, I noticed a familiar figure sitting on the porch. Emily. My heart sank, and my anger reignited, simmering just below the surface. What was she doing here? I thought I'd made it clear I didn't want to talk to her. Hadn't I been explicit enough?
I stepped out of the car, and Emily stood up, her eyes locked onto mine. The intensity of her gaze made me uncomfortable, like she was trying to bore into my soul. Max followed me out of the car, sensing the tension, his expression wary.
"I'll give you two some space," he said discreetly, nodding toward Emily before heading toward the front door.
My parents, intuitive as always, seemed to understand the strained atmosphere. They exchanged a knowing glance and retreated into the house, leaving Emily and me alone on the porch.
The silence between us was oppressive, heavy with unspoken words. Emily broke it first, her voice barely above a whisper.
"I know you're upset," she said, her eyes pleading.
Upset? That was an understatement. I felt betrayed, deceived, and hurt, my emotions raw and exposed. "You have no right to be here," I said, my voice firm.
Emily took a step closer, her movements cautious.
"I know I messed up," she admitted, "but please listen to me. I love you." Her words sounded hollow.
I laughed, a bitter sound.
"Love? You call what you did love?" My anger boiled over.
Emily's eyes filled with tears, but I remained unmoved.
"You're not even sorry," I accused.
"I am sorry," Emily insisted. "Sorry for hurting you." But her apology rang false.
The standoff continued, neither of us willing to yield.
As the sun began to set, casting long shadows across the lawn, Emily's expression shifted from contrite to desperate.
"Please," she whispered. "Don't give up on us." Her words hung in the air.
I felt a pang of guilt.
Was I being too harsh?
But the memory of her betrayal flashed.
No.
I wouldn't forgive her that easily.
The tension lingered.
Would I forgive her?
Could I ever trust her again?
The questions swirled.
Emily's eyes searched mine.
"What can I do to make it right?" she asked.
I shook my head.
"You can't." My voice was firm.
Emily's face crumpled.
Tears streamed down her face.
But I stood firm.

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