Niel shuffled towards his favorite campus park. He was used to being alone here. Often it was the thought of Intan's behavior that kept making his chest tight. Niel felt weak and almost unsteady. Everything felt exhausting for Niel.
"Why does it all have to end like that?" Niel asked softly, not accepting it.
The man closed his eyes. Making teardrop after teardrop drench the remnants of his consciousness. The man was tired as he could only vent his emotions with tears. No wonder Intan kept trying to stay away and came only when she needed to. It turned out that Intan really didn't want to be with him. Niel felt stupid for having given his heart to a woman who didn't love him. It felt like Niel wanted to go crazy.
"What exactly am I considered? Is this karma for me for treating my sister as a walking ATM? Does Intan think of me that way too? Is she asking me to break up because the fault is purely mine? Or is she just making excuses to get away from me?"
Again Niel grumbled to herself as she let her tears flow. He was just tired, all relationships always ran aground in the middle of the road just like that. There seemed to be no clear reason why all the women he liked left him. In fact, isn't Niel quite handsome? He was also from a well-off family.
All of the man's ramblings were heard by the beautiful woman who returned wearing a sexy suit. At first the woman wanted to tease Niel again. However, when she realized that Niel was not doing well, Zee's eyes became pleading. It looked like Niel was hurting.
"Niel," Zee called softly.
The call was so soft, that it went unheard by Niel's ears. Zee's steps approached slowly. If he usually did not hesitate to hug Niel directly from behind, this time was different. Her tongue felt numb and the teasing words she had prepared since last night were gone. In fact, Zee had prepared anything that the woman could say to Niel to make Niel fall into her arms.
"What sadness has befallen you, Niel?" Zee thought, remembering every moment he came here.
Yes, Zee always knew where Niel was because he had tapped his lover's cell phone. However, it was impossible for Zee to visit Niel at home or on campus. Meanwhile, Niel's figure tended to be innocent because he was not like most young people who liked to wander around. So, this was the only place Zee could go to get a little privacy.
However, every time Zee came here to see Niel, the man always sat pensively. Silently harboring problems. Zee wondered what had happened to Niel. He said he had a girlfriend, but why was he always alone? Why did he always look sad and lonely? Especially now. The man was even teary-eyed and complaining with the wind.
"Breaking up. Zee could hear Niel saying that. Was Niel sadder now that he had broken up with his girlfriend? Even Zee, who had been jealous when he heard that Niel had a girlfriend, still felt sorry for his lover's pain. As a result, the woman could only sit next to Niel's pensive figure alone.
"Niel," Zeevanka called no less gently than before.
Meanwhile, Niel's eyes stared straight ahead as if he had no hope and he was shocked. When he realized that the one who came was Zee, the man hurriedly looked straight again because he was embarrassed to show his red eyes after crying.
Secretly, Niel was getting used to Zeevanka's sudden appearance. Surprising, indeed. However, for some reason Niel was also happy. Moreover, he who could only live sad days alone felt that he had a life companion who could calm Niel's feelings. And don't forget, that woman was Zeevanka Bella who had become his first love.
"Niel, is something wrong with you?" Zee asked gently.
The woman grabbed Niel's finger that was lying freely in order to provide a little comfort in Niel's feelings. This time, Zee did not expect much. Especially to the point of imagining Niel falling into his arms. Today, Zee just wanted to see Niel at peace and happy.
Feeling the gentle touch that really swayed Niel's inner turmoil, the man felt immersed in comfort. The beauty of past memories swirled, making Niel confused. Zee's figure from then until now had always managed to make him melt in various ways; once melted by tenderness and innocence, lately lured by Zee's intoxicating charm.
The man immediately wiped away his remaining tears roughly. It felt so embarrassing to be a man caught crying in front of the woman of his dreams.
"Ah, nothing, Zee."
Zee could not believe it. The woman's eyes watered at Niel's hidden pain. No matter how small the pain was, it was still suffocating if held alone. Zee himself knew that feeling so well that he felt unwilling if Niel had to experience the same thing.
Zee pulled Niel's jaw to look at her. Then she said, "Niel, you don't have to lie to me. I know how you feel. You can pour out your pain to me."
Niel was lost, washed away, and drowned in Zeevanka's ocean of love. The man could feel the presence of Zee that he had missed all this time. Zee was still the first woman and the main woman who filled his heart. Therefore, Niel was unconsciously carried away to the point of slowly crushing the lips of the woman in front of him. Ah, intoxicating. It felt like Niel wanted to fly.
"Niel..." Zeevanka softly drifted off.
The woman kissed Niel back soulfully. That longing, that love, that lust, all seemed to be released at the same time. The sweet taste made Zee speechless. These two people continued to share saliva with the netra that continued to shed tears. Both of them did not know what they were crying about. Whether it was pain or love.
Their licking became so intense that passion began to play a role between them. Zee was enjoying herself so much that she couldn't resist putting her arms around Niel's neck. They continued kissing until both realized that passion was burning in their souls.
"Ah shh shh. I'm sorry, Zee," the man said regretfully.
When Niel realized, the man hurriedly pushed Zee away from his embrace. He was afraid of letting go. In fact, he already regretted kissing Zee for the second time. Yes, this was their third kiss since the last time they were together.
Now it was Zeevanka who had tears in her eyes. The look in her eyes implied disappointment when Niel broke the kiss. However, Zee also realized that their romance was in an unnatural phase. Namely, satisfying each other because they were carried away by feelings.
Zee immediately fell silent when the man just left her. Zee could still feel it. The sweetness and electricity that came from nowhere kept surprising her passion. She touched her lower lip slowly. She really did not expect that she could feel Niel's figure back in her heart.