The situation only got worse. I find this very unreasonable. It was as if everything I had previously done had ended tragically. I also thought that if I hadn't come to that place, maybe I wouldn't have regretted it. After everything that happened, the longer I felt sure that there was something else very terrible. Up to this point I felt like my world was very different. I've felt this is quite strange for a long time. But I still don't believe it. Now that I think about it, this is real. I felt like this almost to the point of going crazy. At the same time, I really can't understand all this. Today I feel very upset. Until I couldn't contain myself well enough. I also regretted that I had missed many things. I hope what happens next doesn't make me feel crazy. I've felt strange for a long time. So far it's been quite draining. Until now it feels really annoying. I feel the world is very cruel. But I don't know why, as if I was the only one who noticed something like that. This time I was really driven crazy. After having it on my mind several times, it was time for me to throw it away and return to peace. Yesterday I was somewhere for a short time. I saw many people with happy smiles. It seems like they are really happy with what they do. Until I feel that I also want that pleasure. I don't know why I suddenly thought like that. As if there was something very strange. At that time I also felt a little frustrated because I had neglected one very important thing. Someone turned away from me and seemed to realize something. I didn't mean to pay attention to that person. It's just that I feel jealous. Very annoying feeling. Even though I have done many things, it is still not enough. As soon as I got home, I also felt that I had wasted a lot of time today. Even though previously I was staying in the library just to calm my mind, it actually added up to a lot of thoughts. I feel very annoyed now. I've just missed a tiring day. The funny thing is I feel like I'm in a different world. Until I returned to the real world and realized what had happened now. I immediately checked my cell phone and it was the same. There is nothing more interesting. I feel lonely now. This is not what I wanted. Honestly, I really hate this kind of situation.
"Good grief. What should I do now?" I muttered without realizing it.
At the same time, someone was seen observing the building where Aria lived. The person was carrying a large camera with a fairly long viewing distance. Not long after that, the person took a photo of one of the apartment windows where none other than Aria was sitting playing with her cellphone. The scene was quite ordinary but the person continued to take photos. Not long after that, Aria got up from her seat while answering someone's call. This time the person stopped his action. There are so many things that are very difficult to guess as if they are very secret.
"Hello?" Aria said via telephone call.
This is very strange, an unknown number called me. When I picked it up, it turned out it wasn't talking. The longer I felt annoyed and then hung up the call. After that I returned to my activities which were quite tiring. Tidying up some of the things I bought yesterday. This is just like community service. I feel tired even just tidying up. Unlike usual, who is always enthusiastic, this time is really different. I was thinking why I had to buy all this stuff. But I'm curious too. That's why it seems that impulsiveness appears and ends up buying all these things. I knew I would regret this in the end. I almost felt angry about this. But I've already done it. I feel like my world is slowly changing. I feel like now I'm not just myself. Until I feel uncomfortable. Even though I'm aware, I don't think I have the right to complain about any of that. I almost forgot something. I quickly moved and now I have turned off the light that I accidentally turned on just to look for some things in another room. It's so strange that I started to lose strength and finally went back to resting by just sitting and relaxing. This almost killed me. Turns out I'm this weak now. I really can't believe it. Meanwhile, now in a different place. Danielle had just finished with makeup and then moved to start the photo shoot. The busy schedule had previously been arranged, now was the time for Danielle to do it. Today's photo shoot was done in a room full of cute decorations. Danielle still didn't expect that she would become a model for this product. Even though this is the first time in Danielle's life, it's time to show all her professional skills. As soon as the camera focused on Danielle, it was as if everyone in the room was amazed. They knew that now they had chosen the right person for this photo shoot and the results were also extraordinary.
"Wow, this is really good," said Danielle, who is now looking at some of the photos from the photo shoot.
Now I feel bored. There's nothing I can do. In the silence of my apartment, I should feel happy that I'm on vacation. But this is enough to make me feel crazy. I slowly went back to playing with my cell phone. I've checked several incoming messages and it turns out they're all nothing interesting. I sighed again. For a moment to absorb the suffering that I am currently experiencing. I also quickly dialed someone's cell phone number. I needed to wait a few minutes until the person picked up the call from me and it turned out to be true.
“Oh, Aria! "What's wrong with calling me?" said a woman's voice from the cell phone.
"Ah, what a coincidence, I just wanted to talk."
"Let me guess, you're bored staying in your apartment?"
"It turns out you know."
"I already guessed. By the way, how have you been lately? Are you going well?”
"Yes. Everything went well. But there are some that are quite troublesome. How are you yourself? Are you still at your cafe?"
"Yes. You are right. I'm always here every time."
"The aroma of coffee sure makes you comfortable, doesn't it?"
“More precisely because this is my job. When will you come here?”
"Who knows. Maybe someday. If you have free time."
“That's good. Do not forget to come."