I woke up from the smell of sopas.  I looked around my room and furrowed when I saw that the room was neat and clean than before.
But I got even more surprised when I go downstairs and saw that the whole house was also clean!  I don't have a maid here, I don't even remember I called a helper!
I frowned as I followed the smell of the sopas in the kitchen, but got startled to see that it was Mr. Harper who's cooking.
It was amazing to see him even more because he had no shirt to cover his upper body! He was only wearing an apron. He didn't notice my presence because I'm on his back, that's why my two beautiful eyes can freely stare at his body. He has broad shoulders!
I thought I could only see this in dramas, but it also happens in real life!  My goodness gracious, is he for real?  He's kind of a perfect husband that cooks for his wife who is still asleep in the morning.
"Ms. Smith is so lucky..." I couldn't help but say that while still fantasizing about Anoush.
I froze when he turned to me while still holding a spoon.
"You're awake." He said in shock and my heart beats faster when he smiled.  He dropped the spoon on the table.
"Are you hungry?" He asked smiling as he approached me. I wanted to step back because of the extreme nervousness in my heart but my feet seemed to get nailed on the floor.
"I cooked you a sopas, it's delicious and good for fever, so you have to eat it." He said still smiling.
Am I dreaming? Why is he so angelic and manly with that smile matching with his apron? Why is he so manly now? Is he teasing me again?  Tempting me to allow him to be my boyfriend?
Because it seems like his temptation would really work.  It's like I just want to hug him and tell him that he is mine now and I don't want him to be with Ms.  Smith.
"Hey...are you okay?" I came back to my senses when he checked my forehead and neck. "It's good that your fever has gone down, but you're still hot." He frowned and suddenly carried me!
"Omg, hey! L-let go of me!" I slapped his arm but my cheek got even hotter when my hand touched his hot arm and he brought his face closer to mine.
"Stop it, or else you'll fall." I closed my mouth and just let him do. I really need to stop because I've already fallen so much for you, and that's dangerous.
"Hang it, tightly." I frowned as he put both my hands on his neck.
"It's okay if you don't want to, that's why I'm holding you tight." My face got worse, is he trying to tease me again?
I just averted my eyes and let him take me to the room. He slowly lowered me onto the bed and covered my lower body with a blanket.
"Why did you come down, you can just wait for me to bring the food here."
"Are you mad?" He looked at me and avoided me as well.
"Just shut up and wait for me to come back. I'll just take the food from the kitchen." I secretly pouted at his attitude. Why is he suddenly angry?  What else have I done?
"W-what are you doing?!" I asked flabbergastingly when he took off his apron and exposed his muscular body to me.
"Undressing?" My eyes widened even more and covered myself with a blanket.
"H-hey! Even if you are the son of the president, and my boss, and you took care of me. You can't still take advantage of me! Even if you're the president's son, I'll still sue you for s*xual assault!" I threatened but it turns out like a tone of a child because of my extreme nervousness and stuttering.
"What are you saying? Are you stupid? If I wanted to r*pe you, I did it before while you were sleeping." He said annoyed and I was just embarrassed.
"Here's my polo and suit so I'll dress here. Should I wear the polo without removing the apron?" he sarcastically said and I was even more embarrassed and just averted my eyes.
"J-just get dressed and hurry get the food!" I said annoyed because of the intensity of the embarrassment.
His smirk did not escape my peripheral vision.  He put on his white polo and I just waited for him to come back and when he came back he was carrying a tray of food and a glass of water.
"Ah," I glared at him as he tried to fill my mouth again.
"I'm already fine, so I can do it." I refused.
"You're still hot, so Ahhh," I glared at him but just let him do.
"After this, take the medicine again." I just nodded because it was time for the medicine.
"Did you call a helper?" I asked.  He shook his head and feed me again.  "Then why is the house so clean--" I was stunned by my question and just stared at him.
"D-don't tell me...you're the one who cleaned?!" I asked in a jolt, slowly shivering to myself due to the extreme embarrassment.
"I won't tell you." He replied and my world collapsed. Why did he clean it?! This is so embarrassing, he's my boss and there he cleaned my mess!
What are you doing with your life, Amelie? Just die girl, your contribution to the world is a pure shame.
"But you don't have to do that. I can do it myself..." I almost cried at being so ashamed of him.
He sighed and stroked my hair gently.  "I can't stand to see you cleaning the house while you're sick. Don't worry, I'm the one cleaning my condo so it's easy to clean your house." He winked at me and feed me again.
"Rest." He said when I finished taking the medicine. I just nodded and closed my eyes.
I suddenly woke up at the midnight. I looked at Anoush who was in a deep sleep next to me even though he was just sitting and only his head was laying on my bed.
"Why don't you go home...it's midnight already," I whispered in his deep sleep. I slowly got up and approached him.
Her forehead furrowed when I whispered but that also disappeared when I caress his cheek.
It's arduous resisting his face. I was so stupid that I just rejected him like a dump. I'm totally sure that I am the dumbest and most stupid girl here on Earth. It's like...the luck is in my hands already, but heck I just let it go.
He is too perfect to the point that I can't fight for him. Who am I to be with him forever, right?
"I'm sorry if I'm too weak to fight the battle with you," I whispered sadly to him while still holding his cheek.
"I don't deserve someone like you, I know there is no perfect person in the world but...you are too high and I don't deserve to be with you. You also don't deserve someone like me."
"I'm willing to sacrifice and just watch and love you from afar. I'll try my very best to fight what my heart cries out for. I'll try my best to let you go and be with someone else. Because I know that is the right thing and that is also good for all of us." I added sadly.
"I love you, Mr. Anoush Harper," I whispered smiling and gently kissed him on the lips.
It was just a peck because I didn't want him to wake up and find out what I did. I gently caressed his perfect lips, it's so soft and I am sad that this is the last time I will taste them.
"Thank you for loving me. How I wish I was the only one you choose every day, but I also wish you could find the right woman for you." I touched his cheek again and let it go.
I lay down again and just stared at the ceiling.
"Honestly, I want you to be with Ms. Smith so that the contract ends and you disappear from my life so that I can start again and move on as well. That's really what I wanted in the first place, to lose you in my life. "I closed my eyes and let the tears flow.
"But that changed when you loved me and I also love you back. What I wish is that you will fulfill what you have said to me, that you will always love me, that I am still the one you choose every day. That I am the only one until the end. I am yours and you are mine. "
"I'm losing my mind, all I said and did was bullshit. Gosh, I think I need to rest again, yeah...I should do that." I whispered to myself while nodding and wiped away the tears. I closed my eyes until I fell asleep.