Alexandrea was walking to her condo, feeling a sense of unease as if someone was following her. She turned her head to check but found no one there. Trying to quicken her pace, she felt a sudden grip on her hand. Startled, she shouted, only to realize that it was Yuan.
"Yuan? What do you want?" she asked, her voice filled with confusion.
"Please, Alex, be my girlfriend. I want you in my life. Isn't that what we planned after your revenge?" Yuan pleaded.
"I've already told you, I don't want that anymore," Alexandrea replied firmly.
"So you just used me?" Yuan's voice was filled with hurt and anger.
Alexandrea remained silent, her emotions conflicted. She opened the door to her condo, inviting Yuan inside.
"I'm sorry..." she began, her voice filled with regret.
"Sorry for what, Alex? For using me?" Yuan's anger was palpable.
"It's not..." Alexandrea tried to explain, but was interrupted by Yuan's accusatory words.
"Oh, come on! Do you want Javier and Ian to know that you're Andrea and have been pretending to be Alexandrea?"
"So, what do you want?" Alexandrea asked, her voice tinged with uncertainty.
"You, Alex! I want you," Yuan replied, his grip on Alexandrea's hands tightening.
He leaned in, attempting to kiss her, but Alexandrea tried to avoid his advances.
"Yuan, we need to stop. This is not okay," she asserted, her voice firm.
Ignoring her plea, Yuan held onto her hands tightly and kissed her again.
Alexandrea desperately tried to avoid Yuan's kisses once again, but she found herself frozen in place, unable to move.
"Just give me this time to be with you," Yuan pleaded, his voice filled with longing. "I won't bother you anymore after this."
Fear gripped Alexandrea's heart as she worried about the consequences if Yuan were to reveal her true identity to Ian and Javier. Reluctantly, she decided not to resist, hoping that complying with his desires would prevent any further harm.
As Yuan's body pressed against hers, Alexandrea felt a mix of conflicting emotions. She couldn't deny the physical attraction between them, but she also couldn't shake the feeling that this encounter was built on deception and manipulation.
Yuan's lips forcefully met hers, and Alexandrea's mind was filled with a whirlwind of thoughts and emotions. The kiss was passionate, but it lacked the genuine connection she had hoped for. Deep down, she knew that this encounter was not born out of love, but rather out of desperation and a desire to control.
As the moments passed, Alexandrea's mind raced, contemplating the choices she had made and the path she had taken. She couldn't help but feel trapped, torn between the person she once was and the person she had become.
Alexandrea and Yuan found themselves alone that night. The weight of their complicated relationship hung in the air, as Alexandrea silently hoped that Yuan would keep his promise not to bother her again after his request.
As they stood in the dimly lit room, their eyes met, reflecting a mix of desire, uncertainty, and a hint of regret. Alexandrea's heart raced, torn between the conflicting emotions swirling within her. She couldn't deny the lingering connection she felt with Yuan, but she also couldn't ignore the truth that their relationship was built on a foundation of secrets and manipulation.
Yuan approached Alexandrea, his gaze filled with a mix of longing and sincerity. "Alex, I know things have been complicated between us, but I truly care about you," he confessed, his voice filled with vulnerability.
Alexandrea's guard began to soften as she listened to his words. She could sense the genuine remorse in his voice, but doubts still lingered. "Yuan, I can't ignore the fact that we started off on the wrong foot," she replied, her voice tinged with a hint of sadness. "I don't want to be a part of any more deception."
Yuan took a step closer, his hand gently reaching out to touch Alexandrea's cheek. "I understand, Alex. I never wanted things to turn out this way. I was blinded by my own desires," he admitted, his voice filled with sincerity. "But being with you has made me realize the importance of honesty and trust."
*****
After a month had passed, Alexandrea began to notice certain changes in her body that raised suspicions of a possible pregnancy. She observed several signs that are commonly associated with early pregnancy:
Alexandrea realized that her menstrual cycle had been delayed, and she hadn't experienced her usual monthly period.
She started feeling nauseous, particularly in the mornings. The smell of certain foods or even everyday scents seemed to trigger waves of queasiness.
She found herself feeling unusually tired and exhausted, even after getting a full night's sleep. Simple tasks seemed to require more effort than usual.
She noticed that her breasts felt tender and appeared slightly larger. The areolas around her nipples might have darkened in color.
She found herself needing to urinate more frequently than before. This increase in bathroom trips became noticeable throughout the day and even at night.
She developed unusual cravings for certain foods and experienced aversions to others. She found herself drawn to specific flavors and textures that she normally wouldn't have been interested in.
Alexandrea experienced heightened emotions, ranging from sudden bursts of joy to episodes of unexplained sadness. Her mood seemed to fluctuate more than usual.
She noticed that her sense of smell became more sensitive. Certain scents that she used to tolerate became overwhelming, and she could detect odors that others couldn't.
Although these signs were not definitive proof of pregnancy, Alexandrea decided it was essential to confirm her suspicions. She made an appointment with a healthcare professional to undergo a pregnancy test and receive proper medical guidance.
As she awaited the test results, Alexandrea's mind filled with a whirlwind of emotions. She contemplated the potential implications of her pregnancy, both for herself and for her relationship with Yuan.
After receiving confirmation that she had been pregnant for a month, Alexandrea was overwhelmed with a mix of emotions. Uncertainty and fear gripped her as she contemplated the implications of her pregnancy. She felt a weight of responsibility and didn't know what to do next.
One of her primary concerns was how to handle the situation if Ian were to find out. Alexandrea knew that revealing the truth would inevitably complicate their already complicated relationship. She needed a plan, a way to navigate this delicate situation while considering her own well-being and the well-being of her unborn child.
Taking a deep breath, Alexandrea decided to seek guidance from a trusted friend. She confided in a close confidant, sharing her fears, doubts, and the challenges she faced. Together, they brainstormed possible options and discussed the potential consequences of each choice.
Alexandrea realized that she had several paths she could consider. She could choose to raise the child as a single mother, embracing the challenges and joys that came with it. Alternatively, she could explore the possibility of co-parenting with Yuan, involving him in the child's life while maintaining their own separate paths.
Another option that Alexandrea contemplated was adoption. She knew that this choice would require immense strength and selflessness, but she recognized that it could offer the child a loving and stable environment that she might not be able to provide at this point in her life.
As Alexandrea weighed her options, she also prioritized her own well-being. She sought prenatal care and counseling to ensure she had the support she needed throughout her pregnancy journey. She surrounded herself with a network of friends and professionals who could provide guidance and emotional support during this challenging time.
In the midst of her uncertainties, Alexandrea discovered a newfound strength within herself. She realized that she had the resilience and determination to face whatever lay ahead. She resolved to make decisions that were in the best interest of both herself and her unborn child, even if it meant facing difficult conversations and potential judgment from others.
As Alexandrea continued to navigate her pregnancy journey, she understood that there were no easy answers or foolproof plans. However, she remained committed to finding a path that would provide stability, love, and a bright future for her child.
She hid this from Ian and Javier. She went on a vacation - that’s what he told Ian. She promised to return after a year.