Chapter 69.

As morning approached, Sky had woken up earlier than the two human children who were in the second-floor room. Sky shouldn't have let the two of them sleep in the same room because it could have left slander, even though Sky knew Casya couldn't possibly do anything wrong. Sky can also trust Tirta this time. Only this time. Likewise, Tirta and Casya didn't even feel disturbed, even though there was Sky in this house besides them, because Sky was on the first floor, and Tirta believed he wouldn't go up to Casya's room. Actually, Tirta knew that Sky was half asleep last night. He was sure that Sky heard some of what he said to Casya, and that was, of course, the good part that made Tirta want to go ahead and get rid of Sky. Ah, Tirta regrets a little that he didn't involve Mike from the start. Tirta himself had already woken up. They slept downstairs, and with the mats that Casya gave them, they weren't cold anymore. Tirta studied Casya's face and stroked the woman's hair.
"Sya, I will make you mine—completely." Tirta muttered, and he finally looked at Casya's face with satisfaction until the woman woke up.
"Ugh..."
"You have gotten up? Tirta pretended not to know and kept watching Casya, who had even woken up from sleep and was trying to collect all her life.
"You have gotten up? Casya asked because she saw that Tirta was not even bothered by her, who had just woken up.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Casya asked again, but Tirta just shook his head, then quickly pulled Casya back until she fell into his arms.
"Tirta, what's wrong? Casya hit the man's chest lightly because she was surprised by Tirta's actions.
"You know, and you really should know, that I am a human being who has many sins; I am a selfish human being who only wants to win from anything. And I don't want anyone else to want to interfere. So, I won't want to do anything that I actually don't like. But because of you, there are some things that I don't like, and I just can't leave you. Because of what? Because you are mine, I will never let you go. Even if you want me to leave or even let you go, all of that is just fake—not real. If you want to know, because you are only for me, we were always destined to be together."
"You can prove your words later and forever. Because I have really fallen in love with you, if you leave me for some stupid reason, I will never forgive you, but if you are really stupid and make another mistake, I don't know what will happen. I'll do. And I can only say that I will forgive you, but coming back is very difficult. So, remember: "If you do something stupid, then why should you be responsible for everything? Casya emphasised. 
“I would have continued to do stupid things but for you—seeking your attention—not to leave me. He said this with an intense look at Casya.
"Ta, I'm really in love, but I don't know when my feelings will be full because of you. For sure, when I decide to try something, I will try it. Even though someday I know I will cry, at least it won't make me regret it later. You know, at least you have given colour to my life. Yes, my life is boring. Casya stroked Tirta's forehead, tracing all the bones of the man's face. She wanted to see clearly because, no matter what happened, for now, Casya believed in Tirta.
"Then what about Sky?" asked Tirta heavily.
"What's wrong with Sky? Casya asked again.
"You don't realise, do you?"
"What?" Casya still didn't understand what he meant.
"He likes you, Casya," Tirta said excitedly to his lover.
"Really? Shouldn't he like me because I'm his best friend? Casya raised an eyebrow and chuckled softly. Tirta was annoyed and couldn't bear to see her rubbing their noses together until Casya giggled.
"Ta, already, amused, you know," he said, hitting the man's chest softly. Tirta was reluctant to listen; it's just that he finally stopped.
"I will never leave you. Even though I am the craziest human being and I have made the biggest mistake, one thing is for sure: I will never cheat. Even though, in the end, you and I may often fight, I will never hurt you. you with physical or verbal abuse later. But if one day I'm really angry and it turns out that I accidentally hurt you with my words, reprimand me and remind me! Because I can't if I have to let you go. It's better for you to curse me and hit me, but not to leave me. Tirta moved Casya's small and short hair behind the woman's ear, and Casya, who opened her eyes, seemed to close her eyes slowly and absorb what Tirta was doing to her.
Casya hugged Tirta; no matter what the man's response was, she just wanted to hug him and tighten her embrace. Likewise, Tirta also replied tightly. I don't know; Tirta has never fallen deeply in love with a woman. He really couldn't; even though he fell in love, he was betrayed, especially since he fell in love by giving everything. Maybe he was already broken and not here like he is now. Tirta took a deep breath.
"Cas, I've never fallen in love with someone else first. He said it honestly. Casya, who heard it, was surprised, then raised her face.
"Then what about Mike's mother? Tirta shook his head.
"I just liked him, but he was determined in the end, so I fell in love. Well, who would stand to be courted? And I thought at first that he was sincere. It turns out, not. Not even at all. Tirta gritted his teeth until he could almost hear them scraping.
"Then, me?"
"Honestly, I'm an arrogant man and never liked women first; I've never even had a serious relationship. Honestly, I only hooked up with Mike's mother. Then, nothing. They just passed by but never really stopped by, apart from in bed. Tirta was very honest, and he wanted to see Casya's reaction, whether the woman was disgusted with him or just thought it was a moment of mischief.
"I never worry about someone's past; it's just that when I'm with you, Then we will discuss me and you, which means us. If your past is disturbing enough, you don't need to repeat it again. Don't be a loser just because you're brokenhearted. And don't be a human who puts the blame on others or yourself too deeply; also, don't take it out if it's only to make you hurt, not even better. But it will actually hurt you more. I don't care about your past with any woman. Because when you have let go of everything, you are ready to start anew. And I always support you. Whatever it is. Casya said it sincerely. Tirta tightened his embrace and smiled faintly.
Everything seemed to be going according to Tirta's plan, even though he only wanted to play with the woman at first. But when he realised who this woman was, he became even more attached and interested in bringing her into Tirta's life, even though he still did as he pleased. And sometimes he really has to be selfish for something. But Tirta really wants Casya, even though he can't say he's fallen in love with her.
"I only care; now you are mine. That's all; just don't ever do it again. Why? Maybe I won't be ready if another woman claims to have another Mike. Casya looked at Tirta carefully.
But if you say the women out there are just past, I can accept it. If you say it's an outlet, you have to apologize. Unless, if they are indeed entertainers, you meet them at a nightclub. But, still, I don't want you to sin even more; I'm not the most righteous, no. It's just that I don't want you to be hated by many people. And I don't want Mike to have a father who hurts other people with his words or actions. I also don't want my boyfriend to have to commit a crime because he is a father. And I don't want Mike to get hit by it. About your past, I really don't care. Casya kissed Tirta's forehead, then pressed the chewy object to Tirta's lips so that Tirta could understand that Casya's kiss was sincere. It wasn't just lust.

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